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COMPLICATED ── .✦ texts with mark grayson. | part 7 here. | part 9 here.

includes:: smau, fem!reader, fwb!mark grayson, bestfriend!mark grayson, texts with rex splode, arguments, angst, mentions of injury; MUST READ PREVIOUS PARTS FOR THIS SMAU TO MAKE SENSE. --♱ extras:: note there's a typo -> please read it as: "...to start this shitstorm BUT you lowk did" sorry abt that! >.< reader watching her entire life go to shit all bc she thought the boy eating glue in kindergarten was cute: --♱ loren's thots:: surprise complicated part 8 ^^ this one is for all the rex truthers in my comments. 'rex rebound SOON!' 'dada i miss rex can reader get with rex' HERE DAMN! (jk i love yall....... altho idk how reciprocal yall will be feelin after this LMFAO) as always, comment / send asks letting me know what you think!! your support means the world <3 --♱ main m.list. | tag list.

~Pastor Tim Mackie

Heard that in a sermon today and just thought “Oh, oh Bromantic would love this”

I cant rly do ds anymore, like in every fcking sense. Since we got together again ive felt js worse... idk how to tell her all the fcking shit that passes on my mind. Ig i js wanna break up cuz its obv she like other ppl and that shes using me.... it has alwsys fucking been like this.... i js am a shitty hopeless free bitch.....

Body dismorphia is getting so fucking worse again: i hate my body, my voice, my face...... i suck. Thats it. Im sorry to all that ppl that gotta see me, like i must d1e. Rly.

I cant tell if its js bc of how she is or what, but.... she acts more affectionately with others. She just hugs me and then asks me for her stuff..... idk...... its my fault.....

At least ik one thing, that is very stupid, but still: i wont d1e till il finish the fiction. Yup. Thats it.