#ibookeereader

that was one of the few days i actually arrived early enough for people to still be chatting, but there was always some kinda shit going on, like

the day the heavy metal appreciation society set up their table maybe three feet away from our classroom door, and we couldn't hear each other speak because their music was too loud

our class on how advertisements work, where we just watched superbowl commercials for an hour, and we watched the budweiser one where the horse is friends with a puppy and it's set to "let her go" by passenger and everyone cried

that guy who was a jerk in my science fiction literature class and he was a jerk in pop culture (and he is now a jerk in my gender and sexuality in literature class), who when we were talking about lgbt representation in media said he felt like our class discussion ultimately wasn't of much importance because we weren't actually hearing from "any LGBTs" and me and the other guy who had been leading the discussion were like, "lmao we have BEEN talking, nick"

during a discussion on commercials i said it was hilarious how dog food commercials really play up the "this dog is your child" angle, because i'm sure people with kids differentiate between their dog and their kid, and the girl behind me took HUGE issue with that because her dog WAS the same as having a kid, thanks

7. seduce, steal from, serenade

Sorry this took so long to write. I have been so busy the past couple weeks and I have finally found enough time to finish this.

Sorry for any mistakes.

“We are dating Der” Stiles said with a smile on his face and Derek was so shocked that he didn’t say anything. He looked to where James, Stiles’s new boyfriend, was sitting. The douche bag had a cocky smirk on his face and it took everything in him to not go over to him and kick the shit out of him. 

Derek hated James with a burning passion and what sucks about this whole situation was that Derek was in love with Stiles. Of course Stiles being Stiles was oblivious to the whole thing, but James on the hand knew about Derek’s long term crush. He took every opportunity to taunt Derek, making him almost shake with rage, but Derek never did anything about it. In Stiles’s mind Derek and James were best friends and it would absolutely tear him apart if he found out that his boyfriend and best friend hated each other. 

"Derek?" Stiles soft voice rang out through the room and Derek snapped out of his thoughts and turned to look at Stiles who had a hopeful smile on his face. 

"Oh…um, good for you. I’m happy that you found someone who loves you" Derek mumbled, hoping Stiles couldn’t detect uncertainty in his voice. And he didn’t because Stiles smiled so wide and hugged Derek so tight. 

"Me too, Der, me too" Stiles whispered in his ear before pulling away, plopping himself down in James’s lap and Derek clenched his fists in anger when he saw the way James wrapped his arms around Stiles’s waist, pissed that he would never get to know what it feels like to do that with Stiles. "We are going out to dinner, do you want to come with us?"

"No, I let you two be together. I’m going to go home and deal with some pack stuff" Derek said and Stiles pouted but nodded hugging Derek one more time before he walked himself out. Derek was seething by the time he got to his new apartment. His old house was too damaged to repair and if he didn’t get it fixed it would cost Derek most of his insurance money. 

He slammed the door shut breathing deeply as he tried to control himself and not let his anger get the best of him. But of course that doesn’t happen. All he can thing about is JamesandStiles. James touching Stiles in ways Derek only dreamed of doing. Him kissing Stiles. Him fucking Stiles. The coffee table was the first thing to go, the glass shattering into millions of tiny pieces as it was slammed to the floor, wood splitting. Then it was the couch that soon followed and before Derek even knew what was happening everything in the living room was destroyed. 

Derek signed when he noticed his knuckles bleeding from when he punched a few holes in the wall and he sat down on the floor, finally calm. He was pissed that Stiles found someone that wasn’t him and no words could describe how jealous he was. For the amount of time that Stiles and Derek had known each other, everybody thought Stiles was the Jealous one of the two, but it was the complete opposite. Most people who tried to get near to Stiles would usually give up because to get to Stiles you had to get through Derek. 

James was no good for Stiles. Stiles needed someone that would take care of him and cuddle him and give him the affection that Stiles desperately needed. James wasn’t that person. James was the person that would seem like the perfect boyfriend, but would leave when he got exactly what he wanted. Sex. Derek isn’t going to allow James to take away the one thing Stiles kept for the special someone. 

His virginity.

Derek would be dammed if he would allow James to take away Stiles virginity and then dump him. Stiles would be devastated and Derek isn’t going to sit down and wait for that to happen. He is not going to sit and watch his best friend cry over a boy who never loved him in the first place. Derek’s thoughts were cut off at the sound of someone knocking on his door. He stood up and walked to the door surprised to see who was on the other side. 

"What are you doing here?" Derek questioned, opening the door wider so the person could walk in. 

"Well you looked upset and are friendship is more important than some stupid dinner" Stiles said, smile falling when he noticed the living room. "What the hell happened! Derek you’re bleeding" 

"I’m fine" Derek muttered and Stiles rolled his eyes grabbing Derek’s wrist leading him to the bathroom to clean up his hands. Stiles took out the first aid kit and started using disinfectant to clean his wounds before wrapping his knuckles with bandages. "Where’s James." 

"He’s home" Stiles said. 

"Leave him. He’s not good for you" Derek pleaded and Stiles gaped at him. 

"What? Is that why you left right after I told you. I thought you guys were friends" Stiles said, confused to why Derek was acting so strangely. 

"He only wants you for sex, he told me and I never did anything cause i knew you wanted us to be friends, but I can’t let you be with him any longer. It’s killing me to see you in love with someone that doesn’t love you" Derek said, rubbing the back of his hands nervously, not wanting to see Stiles’s reaction. 

"He doesn’t love me" Stiles whispered, voice cracking and Derek slowly shook his head. "You’re lying your just jealous that I’m dating someone and you’re not. Why can’t you be happy for me"

"Because I love you! " Derek admitted. "I have been the past year" 

"Why didn’t you tell me?" Stiles asked no longer angry but curious. 

"You’ve always looked at me like a friend and I didn’t want to have a relationship because I thought it would ruin our friendship. I didn’t want to lose you if the relationship didn’t work out so I decided that just staying friends would be easier" Derek explained. 

"You’re so stupid" Stiles said grabbing Derek’s face before softly pecking his lips. Derek had a shocked look on his face, lips pursed and eyes wide. Stiles giggled and lightly punched Derek in the shoulder. "Is what you said about James true?" Derek nodded and Stiles signed loudly. 

"I’ll talk to him, if I call you if anything happens" Stiles said, kissing Derek one last time before walking out the door and Derek had a huge smile on his face. He never wanted Stiles to call so bad in his entire life. 

~

It was around 10:00 pm when his phone went off and he almost leaped across the room trying to get to it. He checked the caller id and his heart started to beat a little quicker when he saw that Stiles was calling. 

"Hello?" 

"Hey can you come over?" 

"Sure Stiles I’ll be right over, everything okay" Derek asked. 

He’ll never love her the same. He’d never chose her over his addictions. Saying it wouldn’t affect such a young girl that’s always craved that is ignorant.

Do you really no see how much Debbie loved her father? How disappointed and hurt she was when he broke her trust? How when he disappeared she yearned for him? How even when he was dying she still cared? And she still loves him,but now she knows

Do you think this became it's last season because (forgot his name) but the cool criminal guy came out as gay?

I'm sorry hun XD this got a little long and since I don't read most entertainment newspapers on the regular for all I know there was an article that said why it was cancelled. short answer? no. I don't think so. That would have been a massive news story had it been the case because someone would have spilled those beans to TMZ.