#i'malwayshere

idk if I can still be happy for you because i hate seeing you hurt hahaha it’s so unfair too because your happiness is her lol but then if you’re still into her then fine i’ll just pray that may the odds be ever in your favor, i just want you to be happy that’s all lol 

11/04/2011

Tears are frozen as I curl up and hide

All the things I believed are

Bleeding lips of love

Shedding hearts of harmony

Uncontrolled water works of war

Melt away my darling

Try to find a way-

Melt away my darling dear

Forget all you hear-

Bow down to your soul

It's all you'll ever know-

If that is to fail,

You know I'm always here

It's funny to think how times can change

How reality fades to memories

I guess it's all for the best-

Melt away my darling

Try to find a way-

Melt away my darling dear

And forget all you hear-

Bow down to your soul

It's all you'll ever know-

If that is to fail,

You know I'm always here

I'm always here

You know I'm always here

Until-

You decide-

Okay. First off, I love each and every one of you. I may not know you personally or even at all but if your reading this then I love you. So many people hide things that they shouldn't feel compelled to hide. Its okay to let those feelings out. Its okay to be weird, or think your ugly, or be gay, or be afraid of the dark. Those things happen and no one is made perfectly. I just want all of you to know, that even if you don't see it now, you are all beautiful in your own way. Trust me, you are. Forget whats in the mirror, forget what everyone at school is telling you. You are amazing and worth so much if you just look at yourself from my eyes. I am proud of you for holding on for so long. You are strong and I know you can keep going. Never think that you can take the easy way out. You may think its the only resort but there are people to talk to. You can talk to me. Be anonymous if you have too, I don't mind. What I am trying to say is… you are special and perfect an beautiful and amazing. No matter what your going through, if you made it this far, I am absolutely positive you can make it all the way. You’ll never know unless you try right? There are people around you that care about you, even if you don’t know it. The bus driver that's never said two words to you, your teachers, your boss,the old lady across the street, everyone you've ever come in contact with care in some way. You've crossed people’s minds on the off chance that you might be thinking of them too. You have a brilliant future and if you don’t live to see it,you wont ever know what god had in store for you.Who knows, maybe tomorrow you meet the love of your life. Maybe next week you win a million dollars. Maybe a month from now you hit fame and become rich and famous. If you give up now,no matter how crazy and far-fetched any of that sounded, you never know unless you see for yourself. I believe in you. You can win this fight, I know you can.  A few quotes I've found are as follows. "To be human is to be beautifully flawed." -October Baby.  "Hate the crime, not the criminal."- October Baby. "Winners never quit, quitters never win."-Vince Lombardi