#i'm changing

Okay, I lied, because my new Sona doesn't have thumbs XD

Anywho, say hi to Skribz!

In case anyone is wondering what's happening to Nova, Nova IS still my fursona, and if I ever make that kind of content it will still be Nova, but Skribz is more of a new selfsona and channel mascot than Nova.

Currently on Season 12 of Supernatural

Started using Tumblr for real.

The year is 2022... this isn't right.

I-... what's happening to me? I avoided this in my teen years, why is it sneaking up on me all of a sudden? I feel displaced in time...

I’m changing, and not so much in a good way.

-I snap at my parents

-I get irritated easily.

-I shut people out, and stop talking.

This isn’t who I am. This isn’t who I want to be. I snap at my parents? How long until it starts to happen with people I care about? With friends? With teachers? With J?

Why? I’m not certain why this is happening. But I’m scared. Scared of becoming someone I don’t want to be. I pride myself on being a calm, collected, compassionate and loving person. The thought of losing myself, and all of that is frightening. 

I think it’s a mix of everything that’s been thrown at me this year. The school work load I have, the drama that that Bitch started. The fact that I feel I’m losing all my friends because of her. Having to deal with so much stress based around school and home. And of course, the looming fate of having to leave at the end of the year, having to say goodbye to J and all my other teachers I’ve grown to love. I get knocked down 100 times, but get back up 101 times. But I can only do that for so long.