Omg I’ve been having a really hard time with food lately but not in the extremely stressful way that I can’t even describe that I am used to it’s in a very chill and normal. Everything is unbearable to even contemplate consuming and anything more solid than a meal replacement shake makes me feel like completely repelled and like I’m gonna throw up before I even try and I genuinely just Can’t Do It. With occasional exceptions for a specific craving, which doesn’t even have a Sudden Limit if I am Really hungry.
I just woke up from a nap I took about it and I was sleepily considering the issue and how glad I am that it is not the usual issue and it vaguely occurred to me that it might be psychological in nature. And I went OMG :) !? Internally I got really excited. Wait you mean because I have been so sick with want lately I can’t even have food? Like in a novel? I need someone to kiss me and make it better in real life? This is what my brain is doing? You are RIDICULOUS ! Omg. That’s hilarious. I’m not doing that.
