I have a lot of WIPs right now, and ideas, but to put it simply I am just not in the right state of mind to work on any of them right now. (Plus I don’t really like posting WIPs anyways... It’s just not my kind of thing.) This sounds like an excuse, I am fully aware. But every time I try to create anything I just don’t have enough stamina/interest to finish it through, or just not enough confidence to even begin an idea. It’s Summer Depression Hours (tm), I guess. Happens every year. But something about it this time feels very... distinct, and different. 

I’m really trying to push through this but please know it has been tremendously difficult to even open any of my art programs. I just don’t feel it’s worth it, to be blunt. That nothing I make really matters. I burnt myself out on making t\wewy content and now that I want to make more self indulgent things... my brain feels sort of frizzled? If that makes any sense- it probably doesn’t though. I’m not sure. Maybe I just feel cripplingly alone. 

All in all; I’m deeply sorry for the lack of anything on here and hopefully I’ll get over myself soon to post more. 

Sorry, I’m not meaning to be obnoxious about it, I’m just listening to it and putting down my thoughts about it. I’ll try and make sure I don’t have ‘Hamilton’ in any posts so it won’t show up in searches, I’ve been trying to avoid tagging it but of course Tumblr works on searches now...

And I’m really sorry but... when did I say those songs were better for being more musical or anything? What I meant by that was that they’re more musical (as in, sung to a melody) and slower and follow a more recognisable tune, so I pick up on and remember them better. The fact is that I cannot rap, and though I’m enjoying listening to the soundtrack (trust me, I am) I’m just not picking up those lyrics as easily. They’re faster and for me, harder to remember. It also helps that King George III sings the exact same tune every time he’s on stage, so of course I’ve picked up on that faster too.