#i needed help

Sooooo.... yall remember when I said this was gonna be shit show?

Well shit hit the fan.

My feeble attempt at getting stuff done by using the 100day challenge, failed. Miserably.

I have not been well lately. Talked to my GP and have started taking antidepressants, also I have an apointment with a new therapist. Yay me 😐.

On the bright side, my not going out/ seeing people allowed me to go to my parents house for a while without risking their health so I think I’m gonna be here until after the holidays. Get a little pammpered, get a little lovin. Hope the meds kick in.

Also, studing by the fire feels great.

So I will be putting out another update/rant post in the next couple of days (it is all typed up, I am just waiting)

It does briefly mention some sensitive topics. So I am going to list them here, along with the hashtag I will (hopefully) be using. (I have so many hashtags. How many does tumblr even allow??!) My hashtags will all have spaces in them, and they will be tagged in this post as well. If I am missing any or whatever, feel free to comment, message, or send anon :)

So here is a brief description along with the different hashtags

Friendship breakups. #friendship breakup

Multiple people dating different parts of a system.

Internal struggles with someone else's relationship. #its hard to see

Mention of wanting to get counseling. #i needed help

Friend fight. #friend fight

"Emotional abuse" "mental abuse" (those exact words. Minimal details, no examples or anything). #mind games

Turning off emotions (in a negative light). #you need to stop that

Break up between my best friend and their S.O. #breakup

Mention of mean and cruel behavior (no examples, just slightly more specific in how). #rancid behavior

Someone being unstable

Someone being told to get help and refusing. "oh my god get help

The word "intoxicated" (nothing more is said. No details) #not good

Someone giving a false apology (not to me. Again. No explicit details). #i see through your bs

Asking someone to not contact other people. #please stay away

The words "physically attacking". No more details than that. It is towards me. I am fine. Just a bit freaked out. #i never thought it would go that far

(A positive experience with, but with no details) campus security and local law enforcement. #law enforcement

Pressing charges against someone. #press them charges

An arrest/time in jail. No details at all. Basically just those words #arrest

My being blamed for someone's problems (again. No details.) #not my fault

Trying to get a restraining order. #stay away

Failing classes. #bad grades

No money. #negative dollars.

I will 100% for sure being using the hashtag: #all at once really

I will also use: #update #rant