#i exist!!!

i am real and i am out here and i exist and i exist as a part of other people's lives and they see me as a someone and yes my existence matters and no i am not just a waste of time and space and there are people who would help me if i ask them to and there are people who genuinely care for me and no they don't fake that care and i am not a burden and yes there are many who dislike me but yes there are many who would love to listen about my days and yes i exist and yes i matter and yes this feeling of loneliness will go away and yes its okay to feel and yes its okay to scream and yes you matter and yes you matter and yes u matter and yes umatter and yes

social distancing? more like social anxiety because I CANT TELL IF PEOPLE ARE MAD AT ME IF THEY DONT ANSWER MY TEXTS WITHIN THE SAME DAY at least i get to SEE ppl and confirm that yes u still like me thanks

can i get uhhhhhhhh friends who don't make me feel like i'm worth nothing

dude sucks tho that as soon as im able to remember who i am as a person again i have to go back to work

I dont really know how to express it but i feel as if i am finally a person again... After a very long time and it feels so good