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gone insane over wha to the point where i made brushbuddy

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so many system discord servers ban ANY mention of OEA or programming (even ones that allow mentions of abuse in vent channelsā¦like ⦠so talking about abuse is okay unless the abuse was intentional and orchestrated by more than one person?) using the fact that itās disturbing/triggering as an excuse and itās like. you are literally banning programmed systems from sharing basic facts about themselves and the way their system functions because it makes you think about their trauma (even if itās not mentioned) which makes you uncomfortable.
generally i think syscord prioritizes peopleās comfort over peopleās right to exist in their spaces
like being programmed fundamentally changes the way my system works to the point where i cannot relate to non-programmed systems. i am not going to go into detail about what happened to make my system that way but it is exclusionary to ban systems from even mentioning that their systems function in a certain way due to a certain type of trauma which is ridiculous to me because ⦠all systems are like that? like unless u believe in endos (& i donāt join pro endo servers, so) then everyone, by saying theyāre a system, is implying they experienced severe trauma. intentionally excluding people who have experienced a type of abuse that you have not because it makes you uncomfortable is weird imo
also keeping discussions about OEA secretive is exactly what abusers want. treating being a survivor as taboo or inappropriate to talk about just further stigmatizes it and keeps victims silent
"Generally I think syscord prioritizes people's comfort over people's right to exist in their spaces"
I (Hydra) agree. A lot of problems arise in syscords due to people doing this. It isn't every syscord, but a fair few.
For example, we all know the memes about syscords with mile-long trigger lists and banned topics. Some people want a community before they're ready for a community. They think there won't be any drama or conflict and are willing to sacrifice other people's comfort for their own.
Paranatural Theory
First up: I donāt check the pnat tumblr and thus do not know the state of its theorycrafting. However, I remember people on this site referring to the spirit possessing Spender asĀ āCthumbraā (something that was more widespread on the discord, though I donāt know where it originated). However, due to a possibly unintentional sneaky-sneak, its canonĀ name was left unnoticed for a long time. I pointed it out on the discord and only then did people use it.
āThe Shadowā, due to the nature of the spirit being shadows and Luciferās case-altering speech, was not, for the most part, noted as a name he uses for it. It passed under the radar, and people had to resort to coming up with clunky terms likeĀ āshadow spiritā (not wrong) andĀ ācthumbraā (totally made up).
Anyway, this is just a tiny bit of aid to help the point of my theory. The main bulk is in the ākeep readingā.
Why do people still not know the difference between being vegan and being vegetarian.

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Trying to be cool but ow :(
You want to know somthing cool about the blue origin rocket that took Katie Perry, Gale king, Lauren Sanchez, Kerianne Flynn, Aisha Bowe and Amanda Nguyen into space?
It runs on a BE-3 combustion engine which is powered by burning liquid oxogen and liquid hydrogen!
Its carbon emissions are like none, there was some nitrogen oxides tho
The hydrogen powered āhorseā is cool