#hydn

I thought that was how relationships were suppose to be like.

Really it was a nightmare but I loved her.

Part of me still does….

The emotional and psychological abuse became so bad and I just couldn’t see it till it was almost too late.

I don’t remember anything physically abusive other than her constant need for sex.

We either were skateboarding or having sex.

There wasn’t really any in between….

When I’d get to a point I could deliver anymore she’d act out in a depressive manner or threaten to kill herself….

After a year of that I finally left and she did try to kill herself. She ended up in the hospital in critical condition and I went to be with her but I left her still all the same.

She was angry with me for months and tried to tear apart my new relationship wherever she could.

She eventually disappeared…. My husband at the time said he’d spoken to her and they seemed to come to an understanding…

I never saw or heard from her again and I probably never will.