#hurtsoul

05/21/2024

A couple months later been working lately thought maybe I'd be happy being able to help and provide again but it's done nothing for my mental state,I'm trying to push through but being left to my thoughts for hours just ain't it fr .

Black is the sky, Black is the water

Black are the thoughts but the mind can't faulter

Black are his eyes, eclipsing all emotion

for Black is the night in this endless ocean

Lost heart, crumbling mind

Lost sands, dark angel clawing behind

Lost meaning, no moral to this play

for lost souls built this god to pray

Broken compass, tattered sails

Broken heart, yet hope still prevails

Broken skies through which heavens guide

"If you dont want to end up in my poetry, dont hurt me. if you dont want to be hurt, dont read my poetry."

Every word you say is pure wisdom While I read in awe, coz that’s not fiction

Living in silence, with the brightest smile outside Close to the edge, but forever is your fight Watch out love, you’re almost there Keep living your life like it’s easy to bear

The pain, the parting, broken promises, you name it You battled every storm all by yourself, You enjoyed the darkness, like it’s been the best sunrise And I wondered, from where you got this might.

Sooner or later you'll reach the gates of your haven Never asked for help, never asked for light ? Makes me wonder how you fight ?

I try hard to see what’s behind your eyes, I know that’s the place where your strength lies I wonder how you can keep all that emotions within you Leaving them all without any clue

When you realize that you have come a long way but unfortunately you took the wrong road.

You're shattered, you're whole world seems to be crumbling.

You know that things would never be the same again.

They say there's a silver lining behind every cloud, but what about the heart that's been bruised and nobody knows coz the smile that veils the aching soul.

You were there shining as bright as the moon piercing the darkest of the nights.

I drew my strength from you, you were hope, you were life

You were wisdom, you were a Friend.

But then this unfortunate soul could not convince you to stay.

It was all me ,I messed up.

Now I see you in your land, a smile as fresh as the blood red rose in winter.

I can wave at you for a lifetime, but you'll never see me.

I can beg your pardon , but you will never forgive.

Those who have you don't know the gem they got.

Somewhere deep within i see you broken too.

But that strength that you have,can never let them break you.

Try to walk a mile in my shoes, and you may see what I HIDE

And maybe I will get back my Strength ,Hope and Smile.