#humbls

I dont know what the fuck is going on but I've been so irritated lately! Everything is lowkey pissing me off ...for valid reasons and invalid reason's ! Is it the retrograde?

So many crazy emotions

Maybe its the season? Maybe its the circumstances? I know its more than just being grumpy ...

Somehow i know its for the better

You like to read a lot and identify with the characters in the book to a level that they feel more real to you than the people around you that you interact with irl every day.

You want to take up some cause and change the world, but you don't feel like you want to head up a cause or be in the spotlight, so you would rather have someone to do it with.

You feel like you're a walking contradiction, and not in simple things, you genuinely have a hard time reconciling your own feelings and thoughts and needs. (Everyone feels this a little, but INFJs feel it a LOT)

You crave that feeling that a question is answered or solved, but you often can't explain why you know things. You just know.

Your premonitions are right nearly always, but you're a skeptical person in general, so other people have to prove themselves when talking to you.

Because of this you have a very deep desire to feel superior to others, but your morality prevents you from accepting such beliefs.

You feel like it's impossible for someone else to understand you. Unless, of course, you've met someone that can. But you still feel like it's magic.

You lose your shit when someone threatens or talks bad about something you believe in.

You can see the future before it happens. You know how situations and relationships will play out long before they reach their conclusion, but you can't explain why you have this ability.

You understand why everyone does everything they do.

You just want peace and to relax, but life keeps making a lot of demands of you and you wish it would stop, at least for a while.

You attract weirdos and narcissistic/sociopathic people, but have no idea why.

Nobody knows who you really are. They all have an impression of you, and you can act any way that's necessary for a situation, but nobody actually "sees" you for who you are.

You're obsessed with social convention and what's appropriate or acceptable, but you question everything.

“You” is Me🥴

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but I can be evasive. I don’t like talking about myself. Except when I feel like it. I can on occasion just spout out a personal story for the pure pleasure of sharing it. Those baby insights into my life are very revealing, but they don’t tell the whole story. So my life is a mystery, but I am not mysterious.

You worry about so much. Your dreams, a life partner, finances, the future, your parents getting old. Everything.

When you are 20–25, you still somehow believe that you gonna have a great future and you’ll be rich. When you are 25-30, you start realising that this is not the case.

Very easy to fall in depression or develop anxiety disorders.

Its true. I am happier now at 30 going to 31 than in my 25s. Because I finally cut some slack for myself. Because I realized nothing goes as we plan and there is no point in stressing out about things you can’t control.

Today you have everything, tomorrow you have nothing. Someone will always have more than you, but someone will always have less than you.

Count your blessings. Family (if they are good), dear friends, health, food on the table, roof over your head etc.

When someone you love gets seriously sick, you realize the chase for money, houses, cars, carreer means nothing. All you want is that person to be ok and you would give everything.

One thing I can tell is that people tend to over-react and over-think a few things.

Don’t over dramatise things!

Keep it simple, you're an adult, plan your life, look at your income, your monthly expenses, create a budget sheet, make sure to stick to it and make some savings.

Then make the rest of your decisions (having a baby, moving to a new apt, getting a new car, medical bills...etc.) based on that.

If you're troubled with finances, suck it up and find a part-time job. If your skills only allow you to work in one job then step your shit up some!

Actively work on improving yourself and picking up new skills (programming, graphic design, web development, personal training...etc.) and use that for other sources of revenue.

The final advice would be,

‟The first thing you do after waking up should be making your bed". (Jordan Peterson).

Best advice ever. Achieving such a small goal can set your mind frame up for the day.

Dreams by Fleetwood Mac

Classic.

Deff has to be one of my favorite songs