#hrtxt

ilya not wanting to take advantage of naive shane who’s never submitted to earthly pleasures of the flesh and whose soul is free of the indelible blemishes caused by indulging in evil sexual compulsions . shane: i have a dildo

im hotter than hudson williams. cause im a dyke.

listening to the heated rivalry soundtrack right now is craaazyyy it makes me nostalgic for a period of time that was [checks calendar] 8 months ago

it’s sooo fucked up to respond to someone Telling you no with “but your body is having a reaction so you can’t mean that” like this is one of the rape culture myths we have all worked so hard to dispel . a groinal response doesn’t give someone the right to your body in any way and it’s so invalidating to survivors of sa to imply otherwise . but ilya don’t GAFFFFFF #THROATGOAT

this isn’t me i swear . the shaneworms (shane brainworms) are posting

what’s great abt ilya “taking advantage” of shane’s inexperience is that he’s obviously not really doing that in like . any tangible way he has no power over him bc of the mutually assured destruction so what’s happening is purely personal emotional spiritual just full Experience and that’s enough to scare him . it should be . the enormity of his desire disgusts him and so the whole time he’s projecting on to shane like ur so stupid do you not know we cant Do this . even tho shane is ofc fully aware but its his narrative so the universe literally bends on the axis of his wants . his wants and goals drive the whole story . idiot ilya not knowing he’s fucking the protagonist . would you want to be something if we could we can’t that’s not what i asked!!!! treating shane like he’s a passive victim and being so careful and denying the reality of what’s happening for both of them . not showing up completely and forcing shane to do the same . dramatic irony of him trying to save them both from getting hurt (falling in love and wanting to actually be together) even if it hurts them both (his papa saving him from hockey failure even if it hurts him emotionally it’s literally always the material over the emotional . what you need vs what you want #hisimmigrantnarrative) . and ilya’s like ofc im getting hurt i deserve it im evil and oh look im hurting shane in the process well at least im warning him in a way he understands bc he must’ve not understood me when i was all “i like trouble” . and so the lion fell in love with the lamb Edward Cullen headass <- guy who hasn’t learned about the beauty of submitting yourself to the entirety of your desires and tries to teach it out of shane because he’s scared . we should hit him with hammers he’s so lucky we have #braveshane🤦🤦🤦