#howcanthisbe

March already! #howcanthisbe #march1st #dyddgwyldewihapus #aquamarinejewellery #stdavidsday #thomasgloverjewels #broochoftheday #jewellerybox #antiquejewelryaddiction (at Thomas-Glover) https://www.instagram.com/p/CL3wAP2sFyv/?igshid=1i193kr14q8yp

With all that has been going on, yesterday Travis was celebrated as his time as a NCE Tiger has come to an end. His teacher, principal, assistant principal and more amazing NCE staff made a special delivery and visit. 😎 Mama was surely holding back tears😢..but what a great way to mark the end of a chapter during this time. Each 5th grader received a hat with ‘27...the year he will graduate HS😳 How can this be when it seems like just yesterday he was finishing Kindergarten 🤷🏽‍♀️ #NobleCrossing #howcanthisbe #ourbabyboyisgrowingup #ontomiddleschool #bestillmyheart❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CA_wp6ZA5lP/?igshid=1ag9ld13df4on

There are not many out there like me. I am not a normal girl, woman or whatever you wanna classify me as. When I care for someone I care with my whole being. head, heart, and soul. No matter if that is in the friend capacity or a relationship. Many can or could say that I come on pretty strong when I get involved with anyone. I have tried to tone it down but then I felt like a part of me was missing. A hole where a big part of who I am is missing. So That leads me to why I am here today in the place I am. I can’t just sleep with someone and move on been there done that and I am just not able to do it. I do get attached, I give myself to the person wholeheartedly and unfortunately, it ends up hurting me. In this day and age that's all there is. Sex. That word is something that I struggle with. I know what it is how it works and why people do it. I would rather have passion. Passion for a person their mind and their body. I have never really had that... But I think part of that is because no one has truly been in love with me the way that I have been in love with others. Loving the smallest of things. For example, the smell of their job on their skin, the way they constantly squint their eyes, the way they made me feel safe even when they were not around just knowing they “had me” was enough for me to feel safe. But I honestly don’t think anyone as fallen in love with me just love the things that I can or would do for them. That hurts, it breaks my heart to know I have never reciprocated the love I have given. when I am with someone I am devoted to making them happy, you need something. Here have it.  You wanna have you time, go because I need me time to. I have been a firm believer in loving one's self before loving another. I have tried to say positive put myself out there and it will start all good then I’m dropped. No explanation nothing just dead silence and I think that's what gets to me the most, have some balls to tell me whatever it is I am not a fragile person I can take criticism, constructive or not. when I ask those close to me if I have a vibe that screams “use me and leave me” they have no real advice or know what to say to me. So when it comes down to it I have no clue how to do this love life thing, and I am so close to calling quits on this. Then these words come from within my head, words I have heard so many times. “One day” that’s what everyone says, including me. But one day might be too late. Too late to accomplish the things I want in life. 

Tuesday Trivia. #tuesdaytrivia #tuesday #trivia #howcanthisbe #angelachristinevibe #curiousminds #takeathink #thinkaboutit #vibehigh https://www.instagram.com/p/BtODBqnAz4c/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1z90jdqjokor

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I'm one of those people who's always questioning why what can I do to make it better ##whatshouldido #iwonderwhy #howcanthisbe #wtf #why #idontunderstand #whatishappening #whatsup #whyisthishappening #whydidntthathappen #when #whereisthelove #godsgotthis #godsplan #hollywoodhills #blessed #originalinfluencer #phillipblochiseverywhere https://www.instagram.com/p/BoD_16Glly_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=103oxgec3kiqq

What are you #eating #breathing #thinking #saying #doing???? We are not sick creatures we're just living sickly! #think #ask! #talkaboutit! #howcanthisbe a #life!?!? #workonyou! #learnforyou!

Awesomely chilly evening, pretty sky. #itsstilllightout #howcanthisbe #imleavingwork #obviouslyitstooearly 😈 (at Sterling, Virginia)