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✤ Amnesia Fics ✤

A series of posts with the top five fics of each category by kudos plus five more hidden gems from that category! Remember to leave kudos and a comment on the fics you enjoyed to show your appreciation! You can find the library's other recs here.

- Top 5 H/L Fics -

1️⃣ For As Long As I Can Remember (It's Been December) by green_feelings / @greenfeelings {E, 128k}

After recovering from a severe accident that causes Harry to lose his memory of three years, he moves to London to start his life over as a star chef. Little does he know that when he falls in love with Louis at first sight, it’s not the first time they meet.

Featuring an unintentional game of hot and cold, Harry chasing memories that won’t come back, Louis burying himself in work to try and forget what he can’t forget, Liam being torn between two of his best friends, Zayn as a moral compass and Niall saving the day with good music and brutal honesty.

2️⃣ take my hand (and my heart and soul) by bananasandboots / @anylessreal {M, 45k}

Harry feels nauseous when he opens his mouth. "Hey. Um, hi. It's me," he mumbles before realizing with a jolt that Louis might not have his number anymore. "It's Harry... Styles," he tacks on, screwing his eyes shut and pinching the bridge of his nose. This was a terrible idea.

There's silence on the other end for a long time. Harry understands. He shouldn't have called. He tries not to let the static swallow him whole.

"I – yeah. Hi," Louis finally answers, slowly, awkwardly. "I um. Sorry. I heard about your accident. You're alright?"

Or, the one where Harry hasn't spoken to his best friend in sixteen months and can't remember why.

3️⃣ Fugue by iwillpaintasongforlou / @canonlarry {E, 16k}

Harry falls asleep a 17 year-old who lives in Cheshire and is probably rockstar Louis Tomlinson's biggest fan. He wakes up 24 with a wedding ring on his finger, two kids, and Louis Tomlinson attempting to wake him up with a blow job. The doctor calls it organic retrograde amnesia, says he might never get back the last seven years of his life. The only thing that feels the same is how he feels when Louis touches him, and maybe that's enough to make him fall in love all over again.

4️⃣ The Dead of July by whimsicule / @baroness-elsa {M, 117k}

Being an Avenger means continuing to be Captain America and smiling and being honorable for the public and Harry does his best. But it doesn’t give him time to figure out who he is supposed to be once he takes off his uniform and puts the shield to the side. Just being Harry had always involved Louis, and Harry fears he doesn’t know how to exist without him.

or: Harry is Captain America, and Louis’ been dead for 70 years.

5️⃣ Indestructible by whoknows {E, 24k}

“Hi,” Harry murmurs, and Louis hiccups out a sob.

“Hi,” he manages, still clutching onto Harry’s shoulders. Harry’s fingers drift across Louis’ cheeks, and there’s something off about Harry’s expression, but Louis can’t figure out what it is.

“I’m okay,” Harry says, and Louis is going to say something to that, even if he doesn’t know what, except Harry’s kissing him.

Louis freezes.

HIDDEN GEMS:

💎 Stand By Me by MsHydeStylinson / @mizzhydes {E, 100k}

He was almost home when his eyes caught the text sprayed on the wall saying ”Treat People With Kindness”. Yeah, right. He couldn’t help but laugh bitterly. How naïve are some people? The world was too fucking unfair to even consider thinking like that. One day, sooner or later, they would learn their lesson just like everyone else and their own carefully built little Shangri-La would collapse in the blink of an eye. Just like Harry’s had. Poof, and everything had gone.

Or, In the wake of a tragic event, Harry left home at the age of nineteen, leaving behind everything he ever loved. The only thing that kept him going was his passion for music and his dream of making it big in the entertainment world.

What happens when Harry later encounters the man who once broke his heart? Is it possible to find forgiveness for the person who bitterly betrayed him? Could love really prevail despite the trauma he carries with him from his past?

💎 Jade by Halos_Boat / @halohamilton {M, 91k}

Harry was in a shipwreck, lost at sea with an injury to his head that causes him to lose part of his memory. Louis happens to notice the boy and dives in to rescue him, then aiding him to health again with his mother’s help.

Harry may have lost part of his memory, part of his life, but he gained something better than he could have ever imagined; he fell in love with Louis.

But, the life that Harry couldn't remember may just come between them.

The Amnesia AU where Harry and Louis still end up falling in love.

💎 I'm Praying (that you don't burn out or fade away) by @lululawrence {NR, 74k}

“Louis,” Harry breathed happily. His smile widened as he realized he’d finally found him, and he was stood before his soulstar. This was the closest they’d been in 31 Earth years, which had felt extraordinarily long for Harry, even in his star form. He could hardly withhold his happiness at seeing him again.

“Erm, yeah,” Louis said, interrupting Harry’s thoughts with his brows furrowing and looking clearly suspicious. “And you are?”

Harry and Louis are literal stars who have known they were soulmates from their creation eons ago, however when Louis came to Earth to start the next phase of their fated future, he forgot everything. Even Harry.

This leaves Harry to break the rules and instead of waiting for Louis to call him and join him on Earth, he crashes down on his own. Without Louis there to guide him and help him learn how to adjust to having a human body and everything associated with that, Harry has no other choice but to do the best he can.

As Harry tries to correct what has gone wrong, he finds that friendship can be a light even in the darkest night, and through those bonds even separated soulstars can find their fated path once more.

💎 Making Waves by @haztobegood {E, 30k}

After Louis Tomlinson, an arrogant millionaire, is thrown overboard and loses his memory, a mistreated employee convinces him that they are married. Thrust into an unfamiliar life he cannot remember, Louis must learn to live with his new husband and daughters and adjust to a less extravagant life.

Or, the one where Louis can’t remember, Harry needs money, and Niall has a plan. An Overboard AU.

💎 i forget (but i remember you) by honey_beeing {T, 3k}

Hi! I do know a few that I've liked, but unfortunately it's not a trope that gets written much in our fandom. Here are my recs for you though!

I'll Grow You a Garden Inside My Heart by neptune rising / @thelesserneptune

Jewellery has always looked good on Louis. As the skies were blue and the sugar sweet, Louis was the most beautiful person he had ever gotten to meet. Once upon another life, they had Salome, whose beauty could push a king to obey her and cut another man’s head off. In Harry’s life, he had Louis, who held both his severed head and heart on a golden platter. If she had been clothed only with the most lavish of clothes and jewellery, Louis hadn’t needed as much to get Harry under his clutch. Harry’s cheeks had been set aflame when his 16-year-old defiance had led him to getting a belly piercing; his heart had raced when a UNI crossdressing Halloween party had his cross necklace lying between Louis’ bralette-covered chest; his breath had shortened at Louis’ 21st birthday with his hands in the boy’s coronated hair and his eyes full of the biggest, most kissable smile on the planet.

And now, his heart clenched and his jaw locked as he stared at a ring he wouldn’t have picked sitting on the left hand of the boy he would choose, over and over and over again, yet didn’t choose him.

Or: Harry is hired to plan the wedding of his best friend he is so madly in love with it makes him sick. Literally.

My Lungs Don't Breathe (don't want any kind of life without you, dear) by red_panda28 / @red-panda-28

Suddenly a cough bubbled up in his lungs and he froze. Laying in his palm was a single flower petal, pastel pink, and velvet soft. The first thought that struck him was well, guess I am in love with Louis. Then another realisation hit. It also meant that Louis didn’t love him back.

OR

Harry falls victim to the Hanahaki Disease after meeting Louis, Louis has his own secret, and Zayn is a good friend

give me something (all of your love) by honey_beeing

Harry braces himself, shoulders drawn taut as he forces himself to cough. After a few tries and a last strong guffaw, he feels something finally dislodge. He looks down at what he spit out, feeling his eyes bug out of their sockets. 

A flower. A small, wet, red rose, stark against the black of his sink. 

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: One Direction (Band) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson Characters: Harry Styles, Louis Tomlinson Additional Tags: First Dates, Blind Date, Flirting, Strangers to Lovers, Drabble, French Fries Series: Part 2 of Nooo wordplay 25 your so sexy aha Summary:

Harry guffaws, winking at him. “Don’t tell me you didn’t know I was gay.”

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: One Direction (Band) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson Characters: Harry Styles, Louis Tomlinson Additional Tags: Amnesia, Anterograde Amnesia, One Shot, Fluff, Confusion, Memory Loss Summary:

Chapters: 10/10 Fandom: One Direction (Band) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson Characters: Harry Styles, Louis Tomlinson, Original Characters, Niall Horan, Zayn Malik, Liam Payne, Sarah Jones (One Direction) Additional Tags: Witch Harry Styles, Vampire Louis Tomlinson, Mpreg, Enemies to Lovers, Werewolf Liam, Banshee Zayn, Cyclops Niall, Bickering, Unplanned Pregnancy, Blood, Parenthood Summary:

Harry Styles, mediocre witch, is pregnant without room for doubt in his womb alongside the said child.

Child’s father wasn’t supposed to be able to impregnate Harry, but the cauldron never lies. At least that’s what his mum always said. A vampire might deceive, a goblin might try, but Harry, the cauldron can never, ever lie.

Not that Louis would do it on purpose, but Harry supposes he can hold it over him for brutally impregnating him. For perhaps as long as forever.

Oh man, happy birthday to you too! I know, it’s weird to feel meh about it and then kinda wish you didn’t feel meh about it, and then just really still feeling meh about it. :) 

As for the url, well, I had been using the same username everywhere since I was like 13, and I really wanted a change to something that more represented me now. And since I don’t like to change it much, I wanted it to be something that would last. So I went through a gajillion combinations and pieces of song lyrics and fandom jokes, etc. and this is the one that stuck.