Hey!
I was wondering if I could request a Wonwoo x Reader ā something with a strangers-to-lovers theme where the reader falls first, but Wonwoo falls harder. I'd love it to have an intense romantic vibe with some angst and emotional depth. Maybe some possessive (but respectful) kind of love, and eventually them building a family together.
I'm not sure if my request makes sense, but if it does, Iād really appreciate it if you could give it a try ā even if it takes time! I'll be looking forward to it. š©µš©·
BREATHE ME
(Jeon Wonwoo x FemReader)
*Romantic angst, strangers-to-lovers, emotional, slow-burn*
I never believed in fate not until the day I met Jeon Wonwoo.
It was a rainy afternoon, the kind that made people rush through the streets, duck under umbrellas, and curse the sky. I, however, welcomed the cold drizzle. It gave me an excuse to slow down, to breathe amidst a life that often felt too loud, too fast. I was on my way to the bookstore a tiny one, hidden in the corner of an old alley near campus. The kind of place no one really noticed unless they were looking for it.
I had just finished a long shift at the library where I worked part-time. The dust of centuries-old books clung to my skin, and the dull ache of standing for hours throbbed in my legs. Still, I walked. My tote bag was weighed down by textbooks and dreams I hadnāt quite given up on yet.
Thatās when I saw him.
He was standing inside the bookstore, a book in one hand, his fingers lightly brushing over the edge of a page like it was a piece of art. He didnāt notice me, not then. But I noticed everything about him. The way his brows furrowed in concentration, the curve of his lips as he muttered something under his breath, the gentle shake of his head when he decided the book wasnāt what he was looking for. I remember thinking he looked like a painting still, quiet, timeless.
Itās strange, isnāt it? How someone youāve never met can suddenly become a character in the story you tell yourself every night before sleep.
I didnāt talk to him that day.
But I went back.
Again. And again.
At first, it was coincidence. Then it became intention.
Heād come every Wednesday at the same time. Always alone. Always browsing the literature section. And I⦠I would pretend to be lost in books, stealing glances like a teenager with a hopeless crush.
He never noticed.
Until he did.
It was a Thursday. I almost didnāt go because of a deadline. But something in me tugged, told me to skip the library and head straight to the shop. He was already there, dressed in all black, a cap pulled low, fingers dancing along the spines of new arrivals. I made my way to the poetry shelf, pretending not to look.
Then I heard his voice.
āYou always pick that one.ā
My heart dropped into my stomach. I turned, stunned, blinking up at him. His voice was low and rich, like velvet over gravel. He wasnāt smiling, but his eyes⦠they held something recognition, amusement, warmth.
āI-I like this author,ā I replied, gripping the book in my hands a little too tightly.
He nodded. āYouāve read it five times. At least. Iāve been counting.ā
My face burned. āYou⦠noticed?ā
He looked down for a second, then back at me. āHard not to.ā
Thatās how it began.
From that moment, something changed.
I started going to the bookstore not for the books, not even for the poetry I claimed to love but for him.
Wonwoo.
That was his name. He told me the next time we bumped into each other, casually slipping it in like it wasnāt going to rearrange my entire world. He didnāt ask for mine right away. He just nodded when I introduced myself, then went back to the fiction shelf with that quiet smile that never quite reached his eyes but made something flutter in my chest anyway.
Our conversations were brief at first. Soft and hesitant. Like two people afraid to speak too loud, afraid to pop the bubble that somehow formed around us. He had a calm aura, but it wasnāt cold it was grounding. Like a forest. Like shade on a summer day. And he listened. God, he listened. Like every word I said mattered.
āI work in publishing,ā he told me once, though I later learned he was far more than just an editor. Heād authored books, quietly helped build the careers of some bestselling writers, and was known in circles I only dreamed of stepping into. But he never boasted. If anything, he always downplayed himself.
That made me fall harder.
And I was falling. Hard.
The crush was no longer a secret I whispered into my pillow. I couldnāt help it. I looked for him in crowds, smiled when my phone lit up with his name, read into every soft touch of his fingers when he handed me a coffee.
But I didnāt tell him. I didnāt dare.
Because he was⦠Wonwoo.
And I was just me.
Still, he kept showing up. Not just at the bookstore, but at the art gallery I mentioned in passing. At the same cafĆ© I worked at on weekends. Coincidences became too specific. One night, he even showed up with a scarf Iād mentioned loving weeks ago and said, āIt looked like something youād wear.ā
That night, I cried into my pillow, unsure what the hell we were becoming but praying, hoping it was more.
And then came the day I realized he was falling too.
It was late autumn. The bookstore was about to close, and we had sat on the floor near the back wall, flipping through a novel we both loved, arguing over its ending like we hadnāt just spent hours doing this already.
I was laughing. Not a soft laugh but a real, throw-my-head-back one.
And he was staring.
I felt it. The weight of his gaze. When I looked at him, his eyes didnāt move away.
He was still.
Too still.
And then his hand reached forward, gently brushing a strand of hair behind my ear.
āI think Iām in trouble,ā he whispered.
I blinked. āWhy?ā
āBecause I didnāt mean to feel this much.ā
He didnāt kiss me that day.
But his words did.
After that, everything changed. The air between us charged with something electric, something dangerous. I couldnāt sleep that night. Neither could he he texted me at 3AM: Can I see you tomorrow?
We started spending every evening together. In silence. In bookstores. In hidden cafƩs. In the park under fading lamplight. He was thoughtful. He never rushed me. Never pushed. He asked questions that mattered. Looked at me like I was a mystery worth solving. Held my hand like it was a vow.
But there was something in him I couldnāt reach.
A shadow behind his eyes.
He told me heād been hurt. That he didnāt believe in āforeverā because it always came with a deadline. That the last time he let someone in, he watched them leave anyway.
āIām scared of ruining things,ā he admitted one night, his voice raw.
āYou wonāt,ā I whispered, resting my forehead against his. āIām not asking for forever. Just... stay for now.ā
That was the night he kissed me.
It wasnāt fireworks. It was something quieter. More intimate. Like a prayer.
But with every passing day, I saw it he was falling. Slowly. Deeply.
And the way he looked at me⦠like he was memorizing me. Like he had already imagined a life.
He fell quietly, but hard.
Harder than I ever expected.
It started small. The shift.
At first, I told myself I imagined it because I always do that when Iām scared of losing something good. The overthinking. The second-guessing. The flinch when something beautiful starts to tremble.
But Wonwoo was different.
Heād made me feel safe. Sure. Steady. Like heād catch me even before I fell.
So when the silence between texts stretched longer, I pretended he was just busy.
When he stopped showing up at the cafƩ like he used to, I convinced myself he needed space.
But then, the first real silence happened.
He left me on read.
For an entire day.
No explanation. No excuse.
And it crushed me more than Iād like to admit.
I sat on the steps outside my apartment building, phone in hand, reading our past messages like some kind of love letter eulogy. I replayed his voice in my head, his laughter, that night under the stars where he told me, āI didnāt mean to feel this much.ā
And now he was acting like he didnāt feel anything at all.
When I finally saw him again, it was by chance.
or fate.
I was walking home from the bookstore, arms full of paper and poetry, when I saw him across the street. Frozen. Like he didnāt expect to see me either.
Our eyes met.
And there it was that old look again.
The one that used to undo me.
He crossed the road in slow steps. Didnāt say anything at first. Just stared.
āIām sorry,ā he said finally, voice rough like he hadnāt used it in days.
I didnāt reply. I didnāt know how.
āIāve been... off. I know.ā
I waited.
āI started overthinking,ā he admitted. āHow serious this is. How much I want you. How scared I am to want this much and still not be enough.ā
That was when I broke.
āYou already were enough, Wonwoo,ā I whispered, my voice cracking. āYou were more than enough. I didnāt need perfection. I needed you to show up.ā
āI know.ā He took a breath like it hurt. āAnd I didnāt. I got so scared of falling deeper, I started pulling away. I thought if I stepped back first, I could soften the blow.ā
āAnd you think hurting me like this softens anything?ā I choked out, tears falling.
He looked wrecked. And I hated that I still wanted to pull him into my arms.
Then, in a moment of desperationāhe did it.
He wrapped his arms around me, tight. Desperate. Like he was anchoring himself.
āI didnāt know I could feel this much,ā he whispered against my hair. āYou made me feel everything, and I panicked.ā
I didn't move. But I felt the warmth of him seep into my bones.
I wanted to stay there. But I needed to protect myself too.
I gently pushed him back.
āI love you, Wonwoo,ā I said, voice trembling. āBut I canāt keep being the only one willing to stay when it gets hard.ā
His eyes widened. Like that was the first time he realized what he was about to lose.
And he broke. Right there.
His knees hit the pavement. Mine followed. We didnāt care about the people passing by.
We clung to each other like lifelines. Both crying. Both shaking.
He pressed his forehead to mine. āLet me fix this. Please. Iāll do anything.ā
After that night, things didnāt magically heal.
But he showed up.
Every day.
He made coffee for me before I woke up. Showed up at my class presentations with quiet pride in his eyes. Walked me home when it rained. Sat with me during my breakdowns and said nothing just held me like I was allowed to fall apart.
And when he asked me to move in with him months later, he didnāt make a speech. He just handed me a key and said, āLetās start writing our story together, not just visiting chapters.ā
We learned each otherās fears. Our triggers. Our love languages. Our silences. And we chose to love anyway.
Wonwoo became mine.
Not just in words but in the way he lived his days around me.
He was possessive, yes but in a way that always respected my space. Protective, not controlling. His love was quiet but all-consuming. Heād touch my lower back in crowded rooms. Glance at me a second longer if someone else made me laugh too loud.
And one night, years later, while sitting on the floor with photo albums and our newborn sleeping nearby, he whispered,
āRemember when I told you I didnāt believe in forever?ā
I nodded.
He took my hand, pressing a kiss into my palm. āI was wrong. I just hadnāt met you yet.ā
I noticed it before I admitted it.
The way Wonwooās hand tightened slightly whenever someone complimented me. How his arm slid around my waist like a quiet claim, even when the conversation was harmless. The way his gaze lingered on anyone who laughed a little too loud near me.
I knew he loved me. That was never the problem.
The problem was when it started to feel like he didnāt know how to let go.
It came to a head one evening after a long day of classes and studio time. I was exhausted. He had picked me up, like always, and we went back to his place. The silence in the car had been thick.
He glanced at me when we got inside.
āYouāre quiet.ā
I shrugged, kicking off my shoes. āJust tired.ā
He followed me into the kitchen, leaning against the counter as I poured myself water. āSomething happened?ā
I took a slow sip. āNo. Not exactly.ā
He waited.
And thatās when I said it.
āWonwoo, do you trust me?ā
His brow furrowed. āOf course I do.ā
āThen why does it sometimes feel like you donāt trust anyone else around me?ā
There. I said it.
The air shifted.
He didnāt respond right away. Just stared at me, eyes searching mine like he wasnāt sure what I meant or maybe he did, and didnāt want to face it.
āIām not accusing you,ā I added quickly, softer this time. āItās just⦠sometimes, it feels like youāre always on guard. Like youāre constantly trying to prove something.ā
He looked away for a moment, jaw tightening.
āIām just protecting whatās mine.ā
āIām not something you own, Wonwoo.ā
That was the first time Iād ever raised my voice at him. It wasnāt loud. It didnāt need to be.
His shoulders tensed. āI didnāt mean it like that.ā
āI know you didnāt,ā I said gently. āBut I canāt always feel like Iām being watched, like Iām being hovered over. I love you. I come home to you. Isnāt that enough?ā
He was quiet for a long time.
And then he said, āIām scared.ā
That cracked something open in me.
āIāve never had someone like you before,ā he said, voice barely above a whisper. āAnd when I see people looking at you, laughing with you, getting close⦠I feel like Iām holding something I donāt deserve. And Iām terrified one day youāll realize that.ā
Tears pricked my eyes.
I stepped closer. āWonwoo⦠you do deserve me. And I deserve you. But love doesnāt mean you have to hold on so tightly you forget Iām standing right beside you.ā
He swallowed hard, eyes glassy.
āI donāt want to lose you.ā
āYou wonāt,ā I whispered, voice cracking. āBut if we donāt talk about these things⦠if we keep letting silence do the talking, weāre going to break something we canāt fix.ā
He looked at me then really looked.
And when I opened my arms, he stepped into them like he was falling. We sank to our knees, holding each other like we were the last people on earth. My fingers in his hair. His arms wrapped tightly around me. My tears soaking into his hoodie.
āIām sorry,ā he murmured over and over. āIām sorry I made you feel like that.ā
āI know you didnāt mean to,ā I whispered. āBut you have to let yourself breathe too. Love doesnāt have to hurt to be real.ā
And in the silence that followed, we held each other until the shaking stopped.
Until his grip softened.
Until we remembered that we were on the same side.?















