Admittedly, the words itself weren’t necessarily anything new, yet they never ceased to leave Zeev speechless and his ears heating up in a way the tips tinted red. On top of that—and yes those days were a rare sight to begin with—Zeev felt the most nasty than he’d ever been. The heat of the day was excruciatingly relentless that even he, who usually didn’t even have as much as a slight film of sweat on his forehead while everyone was hanging on their last straw, couldn’t bring himself to move one limb out of fear of his circulation collapsing. This day the sun felt particularly devoted and left Zeev lounging on the couch with nothing much but briefs and a wet towel on his forehead. He reacted in slow motion and peeled the already drying towel off his face to immediately be met by the most clear set of blue eyes he had fallen in love with ages ago. His neck was bent backwards awkwardly over the backrest, while Isaiah hovered above him.
Zeev hummed. “I think I didn’t quite catch that,” he lied. One of the rare occasions that he dared to sly his way around the truth.
“You are the love of my life”, he repeated with a grin, sweaty hair sticking against his forehead. They hadn’t taken into consideration that a house as old as theirs wouldn’t come with a decent air conditioner, but as far as Zeev knew, Isaiah had already set change into motion.
The words itself weren’t necessarily new but no matter how many years passed his heart would flutter inside his chest, causing much more heat to spread into his limbs, leaving him giddy like a crushing teenager. His smile grew wider and ever so slow he dared to raise his hand and wave the other closer, encouraging him to bend down even further until his fingers brushed his flaming neck and pulled him down for a kiss. The sigh that escaped him was the result of several sensations. One being of joy, the other of immediate exhaustion.
“Once the sun has set I promise to show you my gratitude as you deserve,” Zeev chuckled, despising the inability to shower his fiance in loving kisses, especially since the practically naked sight of him left him biting his lower lip whenever he moved past. It seemed only the sun possessed the power to keep him from ravishing Isaiah at any given moment. Zeev wasn’t sure if he enjoyed that fact. (Hint: he didn't).
Isaiah rounded the couch after that, offered a fresh lemonade—although it consisted of ice-cubes mainly—and sat down next to him. No matter how hot, no matter how close to melting into a puddle, Zeev couldn’t help but scoot closer, sipping on the drink, thanking him with yet another kiss and a head leaned against his shoulder. Their shared body heat didn’t truly aid their current misfortune state of a looming heatstroke, but neither would shun the closeness of the other. Carefully, Zeev turned the towel to the cooler side and placed it on his beloved’s forehead before taking the liberty to use an ice cube as a convenient tool, drawing along his chest in undefined patterns and yes, he was aware of the implication of the act, but he didn’t linger on it too much, he had the best intentions in mind.
“You’re everything to me, my love,” he answered on a more serious note after all, glad to see him huff in relaxation at the fleeting refreshment. “I love you endlessly.” Softly, he leaned forward once more and kissed his chest before bedding his head once more against his shoulder, all while repeating the motion over and over again until there was nothing left but fingertips subconsciously drawing circles above his heart.
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Exhaustion caught up with him as the euphoria slowly left. Zeev crawled over Isaiah, leaving a trail of sloppy, slow kisses across his chest that came to rest against his lips. As much as he enjoyed every day, lazy Sundays were his favourite. Although it was hard to call them lazy, judging by the light film of sweat that clung to their bodies. Furthermore, the lazy aspect wouldn't last. Zeev rubbed his ear as the tinnitus of his high tickled his ear. Satisfied, he snuggled up to his boyfriend, leaning his chin on his chest to continue looking at him; his tangled blond hair sticking to his forehead, his cheeks slightly flushed, the smile firmly anchored in his features. To say Zeev was proud because he was the reason for this sight was an understatement. Satisfied and happy, he hummed as Isaiah’s arms encircled him and once more he kissed the patch of skin he could find in the immediate vicinity. Not having to worry about anything but each other was a wonderful advantage when they weren't at home. There would be food somewhere, they wouldn't have to clean up (although they would whenever they stayed longer) and they would no doubt not be expecting visitors.
The midday sun shone warmly and invitingly into the room, even if the weather outside was anything but welcoming for Zeev. As much as he liked autumn, with all the cosiness that it brought, he was not a fan of the weather. However, he was glad that Isaiah rarely let him freeze. And if he did, it was Zeev's own fault because he vehemently resisted the scarf and hat. “Do you really need to go?” he mumbled displeased, showing him the biggest pair or puppy eyes he could muster given his light-headed state. Inhaling deeply, he fully immersed himself in the feeling of his boyfriends lean, artistic fingers against his scalp, brushing away his golden strands of hair, seeking warmth against his body, as his temperature dropped back to normalcy.
Although Zeev knew the answer, he didn't like it. Of course Isaiah had to do his job, that was what they had come here for in the first place. Not because long car journeys and overnight hotel stays had become a wonderful pair activity that they shared whenever they could. At least Isaiah's spine could thank Zeev for not sleeping uncomfortably in the car. “Do you think that guy is trustworthy?” He trusted Isaiah, and thanks to him a number of other people as well, but he couldn't completely put aside his doubts.
Somewhere, deep amongst the belongings of the podcast host, there was note, tucked away and folded almost unrecognisable.
Thick, lush green grasses swayed gently in the spring breeze, though there was no higher reason anymore in differentiating between the seasons. In the warmest days of summer a sudden blizzard could occur, in the former cosy coldness of autumn, there were occasional outbursts of blossoming greenery and whenever it rained it poured. The grass tingled under his hands as their dampness got in contact with the nerve ends of his palms. Lost in thought, he looked at his fingertips and rubbed them together, the morning dew leaving tiny red streaks that irritated his skin and reminded him not to touch his face. Slowly, almost reverently, he pulled a cloth from his breast pocket and wiped his hands dry. Some of the fibrous cloth's stitches had already come loose, showing how the frequent use was straining the fabric and slowly but surely decomposing the handmade product. It was no comparison to the acid rain, unbeaten in its intensity and danger. However, the sky was blue and somehow he felt safe, enraptured by the soft warm blanket of the sun's might. Some saw her as a traitor, others knew she was a victim. Zeev had never felt betrayed by the universe, which was a surprising statement to admit.
The Great Eclipse, or as the scientists call it: the Blackout, had changed the world from one day to the next. Technically, it had been the same day, but it ended entirely differently. A total eclipse, a natural rare astronomical event, dependent on time and location, occurred two years ago, visible for the western hemisphere—but despite its invisibility for the eastern part of the world, had impacted every speck of the earth. Much like the big assumption of 2012, the anticipated event had caused a stir in much the same fashion. The end of the world, foretold by some, doubted by many, but for once the ones who had been deemed delusional were right. In some way, at least. In Zeev's eyes, the world seemed very much alive, but it had changed nonetheless. Within the glimpse of a moment, wrapped in darkness as the moon covered the sun, parts of humankind had vanished. Entire civilizations were left inhabited, families were ripped apart. The rain that followed did the rest to most, skinning them alive and leaving nothing but acid remnants, as if the sky had cried tears of bitterness and wrath, angered by something it didn't tell the rest of the world. The result of climate change to some, a cosmic doom to others. Suddenly, scientists listened to former conspiracy theorists, but both were faced by a development that seemed to have no real answer to their questions.
With time, the last survivors who hadn't given up on their lives, found refuge in bunkers underneath the earth, some had turned to organisations trying to rebuild what had been lost, while some just waited. Waiting for a life that most likely wouldn't come.
Truth be told, though, Zeev didn’t remember much of how it had been, considering the lack of memory regarding the past. He knew something, but it felt strangely detached. As if it were myths and legends that had been told to him like a bedtime story, filling his blonde head with fantasies of a life as it used to be, while he had been flowing with a much different tide. Perhaps it was his way to cope with the loss, to avoid the ever lingering question of why, as he, alone and powerless, wouldn’t be able to change the cause of events anyway. Why look at the past, when the rocky hills of surrounding mountains, the high growing trees of the woodlands and lucious fields of seemingly endless acres lay right before his eyes? A wide and vast freedom of nothingness and all at once. Somewhere to find yourself and lose yourself along the way entirely alike.
Touched by the sun, lungs filled with itching molecules within the oxygen, Zeev was aware once more why the empty fields were called lonesome. It hadn't been like that before. Zeev didn't know why, he just knew that. He remembered presences, feelings—something attached to faceless arrays of energy. A family he can't name, but he knows that has abandoned him. He couldn't blame them, hate them, feel guilty for or sorry with. He was devoid of any emotional connection except one: loss. A feeling so deep, it twisted his heart and left him breathless, urging him to move forward in a world where nothing seemed to follow a reachable goal.
He struggled to his feet and followed a path that was invisible, overgrown by nature and muddy soil. Zeev had no place to retreat to, so he went wherever he was welcomed. Which was a rather laborious effort and usually took hours of wandering. Sometimes he found shelter in dilapidated buildings, remnants of a civilization that had crumbled so tremendously in just 700 days that it was hard to imagine it had ever been different. It was essential for the blond to keep an eye on the weather and seek shelter early, before even the hint of a drop swirled through the air. Every now and then he came across equipment on his way, too careless to muster up enough compassion to wonder whether it still belonged to a living person or not. The umbrella on his backpack, whose material he couldn't even name, was marked with a symbol he knew very well.
The Meridian Technology Corporation, which had been considered innovative and progressive long before the Blackout, had risen to the top of the food chain after Day 0. When Americans spoke of science, Meritech had always been mentioned in hushed tones, with equal parts admiration and reserve. The future of the world, the progress of humanity, has been the fuel of research, without ignoring the state of the earth and the impact of society in these matters. Diseases, greenhouse gases, climate change, changes in living conditions and world hunger. MeriTech presumably had tried to find a solution to all these problems. Perhaps it was a testament to megalomania, the desire to be a savior who achieved god status. In a way, they had failed and won on all levels—because now MeriTech seemed to have become humanity's only hope. As quickly as they had created shelters and developed concepts of reconstruction, evil tongues could claim that they had seen it all coming. But no matter how bitterly they were confronted, they were literally all they had left.
The Meridian Corporation, however, was too broad and large a concept to be tangible to the remnants of the general public, and while they addressed all concerns of current conditions, they established a sub-organization dedicated solely to new world research: Project Failsafe.
Their research didn't just entail the possibility of using the acid rain and how to reverse it, the reason why the weather seemed to be indecisive or why people had disappeared without anyone noticing—after the Great Eclipse something else had happened, too. Something that was far more confusing and raising questions than weather ever could.
On some parts, changing with the wind and unpredictable like the outburst of sudden cones of sunlight between stratus clouds, one was able to see black lines reaching into the sky, moving like loose umbilical cords. In the beginning, they were just a phenomenon, seemingly leading to nothing like a colourful rainbow. But unlike the legendary and non existing pot of gold, they pointed at areas everyone needed to keep their distance from.
While humankind had disappeared, something else had come to existence.
The wailing of something invisible, of something that is there and simultaneously is not. A fragile structure that, if stirred, unleashes the full asset of antimatter and creates a chaos that Failsafe considers a so-called Voidout, a reaction to an action like a Newton Cradle that can't be avoided nor prevented when started. Humankind had been unable to identify the entities that were attached to the black cords for the longest time, not even aware of their existence except of their widespread destruction and deadliness when disrupted. That hadn't changed much, however, Failsafe—during their long search for willing scouts and volunteers for their cause—had found people with abilities that were as unexplainable as the events that had shaken their home planet.
Those people have been branded W.I.T.C.H, a necessary shortened down acronym translated to: Warpstream Intelligence for Transdimensional Contact and Hyperawareness. Humans with the ability to see beyond the confines of common perception, who were able to foretell the change of the weather and its upcoming danger, who seemed to be able to sense the tune of an earth that had become a stranger to most—but above all, were connected to the cosmic sources. They were able to see the beings clearly, who appeared and disappeared like the tide. With Witches, and considering the ever falling numbers of humans left it wasn't truly necessary to mention that those were rare, MeriTech had been able to not only make progress in their endeavours, they also managed to come to some conclusions. One of which was the impingement of cosmic influences. The entities looked somewhat human, as far as they could believe those who had tried to assist them, but they most likely weren't.
Witches were rare and with the promise of a better future, they were of high importance for their cause. Unfortunately, if you play with fire to this extent, you get burned sooner than later. And most had turned to the ashes at the stakes they had been forced to build themselves.
And Zeev truly didn't want to be reduced to a means to an end. He had dipped out weeks after he had assumed to have found safety and meaning in a mess he couldn't understand. At that time, he had thought his abilities weren't very special, until they had told him differently. At first, that revelation had been uplifting, motivating and in some egoistical way filling him with pride and an arrogant self-confidence—until, in reality, he was nothing more but a mere plaything they sent out in the name of science, just to risk his life. Zeev didn't mind helping, but if the burn scar that resembled a sun on his palm was any indicator, his survival meant little in the greater scheme of things.
And he had goals of his own. Goals more important in his eyes than the survival of people he didn't know. In a sense, he was still pridefully egoistical, but there was little he had of his own anyway. If being alive was all there was, he wanted to live on his own terms. Still, being on your own for the longest time turned one wary of one another, especially when being who he was.
And so the day had came when Zeev, with a group of scientists and an armed escort—although firearms only suggested a false sense of security—had been led to a place where a high density of antimatter had been measured. In the end, they only had to follow the tracks in the sky and the instinct that Zeev possessed like no one else. That day at the latest, the Witcher had realised that his cooperation with Failsafe was not voluntary and that the escort was not necessarily for his safety, but to prevent an escape. What they hadn't reckoned with was the lengths he would go to in order to ensure his freedom and that they, in their blindness, were inferior to his abilities. He was unable to stand up to their multitude and power, but the supernatural apparitions could—so he had taken advantage of them. His escape had not been without danger and he was lucky to have done so without as much as a scratch. If fortunate enough, MeriTech thought he was dead, as was everyone who had gone to this cosmic event that day. Zeev was not proud of what he had to do, but there was no room for regret in this world any longer.
Since then, Zeev tried to keep his heritage hidden, which wasn’t the hardest task to succeed in. The rare encounters never went deeper than smalltalk, everyone too wary of one another to put too much trust into each other and therefore as fleeting and forgetting as any dull day within grey walls built by a company that served as much as it took. MeriTech had created a network that only functioned under their supervision. All remaining people were dependent on their work and the mercy that their care brought to light. An unspoken propaganda, a loyalty without alternative was the result of a pervasive hopelessness. Anyone who wanted to survive inevitably had to stand up for MeriTech. In principle, Zeev would probably have found fulfilment in that if he wasn't who he was and thus, he felt more alone than anyone. Unable to stay in one place, even if the company felt soothing for a change. Afraid he might be forced back into the care of the company.
Wherever Zeev was really walking towards, not even his instincts could tell him, and more often than he would have liked, he was just wandering because it felt right to keep moving. In places he had been, run-down towns and deserted forests, he had not found what he was looking for and the answers had not yet opened up in front of his eyes like the clearing of the sky. So he wandered without a destination, driven only by the knowledge that somewhere, with all the luck he potentially had left, he might stumble upon something that felt like progress.
To conserve his resources, he rarely used the breathing mask and the oxygen canister that came with it, a rare commodity that he could only obtain from a few fallen travellers, unable to recharge the canisters at MeriTech's collection points and use them for safe travel. The air was not necessarily bad, but over time the acidity of the humidity took its toll.
The roughness of the terrain was sapping his strength, and as the day wore on, it became increasingly difficult for him to keep his concentration up and his eyes open. Zeev skirted mostly around the high mountain landscape, roaming instead through the nearby forests that had once been known as the Appalachians. The new weather conditions had literally diminished the appearance in places, creating craters out of mountains and cutting a swathe through the lowlands. Bare serpentines wound their way up to the peaks and promised the same as after every other milestone of his hikes. Fallow nothingness, devoid of human life or the possibility of creating any. The only signs that there was a spark of life anywhere were MeriTech's excavations, old and abandoned scaffoldings that were supposed to be used for research before being left behind due to lack of results..
The smell of ozone filled the air and Zeev turned his gaze to the sky, watching the colours of the sun as they refracted in the distant water droplets, shimmering with grim promises as the star sank lower. Zeev had to decide, moving upwards, slowing down, and hoping for shelter or darting fast through the open, diminished fields with no cover in sight. The umbrella he carried would only hold off a little and the suit he wore would soon need repairing. In the end, he decided for the latter and for another time, luck seemed to be on his side.
His eyes were only human in regards to earthly conditions, hence he hadn’t seen what lay beyond a hill along his way. Relief flooded through him when he spotted the characteristic grey structure of a MeriTech bunker. An unhoisted flagpole, indicating an absence of habitants and thus posing no threat to him, peeked out from behind the lush green hill. His gait slowed and he allowed the exhaustion to unfold, saturating his steps and taking away his sense of purpose. The entrances to the bunker reminded him of the wide-open mouths of whales feasting on krill. Not that he could remember ever having seen anything like it, but it was his first association. The firm concrete ground caused his skull to shake, while the soft grassland had cushioned his every step in comparison. Sighing, he slumped his shoulders and circled his head on his neck, about to pull a stranger’s keycard out of his pocket, when he noticed a rucksack.
Tattered, but no doubt not too old to be considered abandoned.
Interested and curious, he took a look inside. A few tinned foods, a bottle or two of water with MeriTech's logo, writing utensils and laundry. Before Zeev could consider taking the food and drink, he glanced back so as not to get into an awkward predicament and make a bad first impression on the person he wanted to pray to for a place to stay for the night and be sheltered from the approaching storm. At first he didn't spot anyone, so he straightened up and stepped outside.
And then he did.
A good three-hundred feet away from the bunker, sitting on a rise, resting on a collection of boulders.
They just sat there drawing, or so Zeev thought, which was an odd sight to begin with, but also something surprisingly relaxing. Every now and then they presumably checked the time, pulled out binoculars, chewed on the flat end of their pencil when in thought and then continued to scribble down something. Zeev couldn’t help but keep staring. Especially since he was trying to fathom if the person was safe to be approached. Zeev was in dire need of resting and he had learned to take every opportunity when given. The chance of coming across another bunker within the next hour—let alone one unoccupied—was below zero.
His first impulse was to go to them, to speak to another person, to feel the hoarseness of his own voice that he hadn't used for so long, to hear what they were doing and what they were looking for. A feeling of happiness as strong as the urge to sleep, but he held back and stood rooted to the spot. From experience, he left a friendly and welcoming impression on others who, like him, often succumbed to their loneliness. Nevertheless, he decided to wait until the person would start moving and see what their first reaction would be. Should the person be hostile against all expectations, he would at least still have the element of surprise. Minutes flew by and Zeev sat down at the edge of the bunker, knees bent and head leaning against the solid wall, which was cracked and crumbling due to the precipitation. He took off his mask for comfort and hissed briefly as the air scratched his throat. For a long time, he watched the person he identified as male as he performed the same procedures over and over again. Watching, observing, scribbling. Watching, observing, scribbling. There was something strangely calming about it, Zeev had to admit. The stranger was relaxed in a way he had rarely seen. As if he was exactly where he wanted to be. The longer he looked at him, the more Zeev wondered what he was even doing out here. Failsafe rarely acted alone and the scouts were usually not in one spot for a long period of time. Who was he observing for?
Suddenly, his body shook itself to the core, wiping out all air from his lungs, causing his body to tremble and heave. Every tiny hair on his body stood up, numbing and sharpening senses alike—and he rose to his feet within seconds, black spots dancing across his field of view in the process. Black lines fell from the sky like wet paint, changing the landscape from peaceful beauty to dawning danger. The bodies of seemingly sedated people came into view, connected to the cords that reached far beyond the clouds. Sometimes, it wasn’t hard to believe they were just peacefully asleep. Zeev, however, had seen what they were like when stirred awake. He wasn’t sure if the stranger could see them, too.
In awe, the guy's notebook fell to the ground, which he hurriedly saved off the ground, not wanting to risk its decomposition, Zeev assumed. His excitement was both fascinating as it was worrisome to witness.
“What in the sun's name are you doing?,” Zeev muttered under his breath, his voice muffled by the mask he covered half his face with again. And before he knew it, he was moving forward, to the male that willingly and too curious for his own good, did the same—towards a catastrophe—instead of retreating to the safehouse.
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The massive grey estate build from stone seemed to merge seamlessly with the cliff on which it was perched like a sentinel. The chain of cliffs, a product of sedimentary rock hardened over time, stretched along the coastline and seemed to serve as a natural moat and rampart. The location of the castle symbolised the highest point. Seen from the outside, the cliff construct made a rather precarious impression. In the shape of a crescent, it seemed to be just waiting for a moment to plunge the inhabitants of the estate into the floods. So far, the Ashmor family had been spared this fate. The waves of the sea beat hard against the rock formations, black and opaque like a churning maw. Only the spray caused a change in colour, foaming and soft. But it would not be able to calm a fall.
Castle Ashmor was less imposing in its design if it had been built anywhere else, but at the top of the formation there was something monumental about it. The way up was lined with hairpin bends from the mainland, a perpetual lurch in which everyone who took this route sooner or later asked themselves whether it was really worth the trip.
In fact, the Ashmor family didn't have much to offer apart from a title. An impoverished aristocracy that had parted with everything except the estate. The question could well arise as to what was stopping them from leaving this property and leading a quiet, possibly financially stable life in a nearby village, but in fact it was less their own decision than an unfavourable chain of circumstances. Not only were there no interested buyers for the property, but travelling seemed unlikely to the landlord, especially as every attempt to persuade his wife, who was suffering from hysteria, caused her discomfort.
And he loved her too greatly to leave her behind, contrary to the advice he had received from family abroad and circles in which he had moved. Realistically speaking, the landlord had little chance of survival. Secluded from the rest of the world and his lack of staff, on top of a sick wife, was not a prerequisite for a fulfilling life.
It wasn't despair but hope that made him write a letter one morning—often hard to see, as even the days were spent under grey skies, the sun a rare sight of joy—put it in an envelope and handed it to the messenger who made the long, arduous journey every few weeks to deliver a letter from his mother.
The letter reached its destination.
Salt lingers—
on the rim of a grieving eye,
in the hush of breaking waves,
on lips that whisper names
long swallowed by the tide.
The sea and sorrow taste the same.
Although he was used to the uneven roads of their hometown, Zeev found it extremely annoying to be shaken back and forth so much that he could neither doze nor read. The bumpy ride made it difficult for him to concentrate on one line of the book. Glancing up, he realised that his companion was also anything but pleased that any attempt to put the tip of his pen down only invited an abstract rendering of a questioning work of art.
Simultaneously, they closed their respective books—one waiting to be filled with glorious discoveries and theories, the other already filled with ideas of a stranger's mind.
The man in front of him ruffled his blonde hair, any attempt to have it brushed and neatly pressed into a current style of hair had been flung out of the carriage’s foggy window the second they had entered. Zeev didn’t mind, they both didn’t exactly fit into the current narrative of the world—always a little strange, something odd, but never anomalous enough to turn a blind eye, to not be fascinated by their monthly publication. For most, it was just a penny dreadful, for them however, it was the truth.
For the world was an odd place. A strange one even. And that, in essence, made it all the much more worth living in.
On the front of the man’s journal, rested a lettering that indicated their origin.
Spindle & Pines, Investigation and Press.
Slowly, Zeev put the book to the side and reached forward. Slim fingers making quick work with the scarf around his companions neck, pulling it loose, ruffling it some. He brushed over the thick collar of his brown coat. A necessity considering the coldness creeping in. It seemed, the closer they got to the estate, the less warmth the earth seemed to emit. A fact that Zeev didn't like at all. For him, there was hardly anything better than bathing in warmth. Preferably in front of the fireplace with a cup of tea and the man who had changed his life.
Reminiscing, he leaned forward and pulled the other closer, kissing him lovingly, feeling their tension melt away in equal parts.
Kissing Isaiah Pines was like sunshine in the morning reflecting off the hard cobblestones as the city slowly regained life, like the smell of warm scones and lavender tea, like the concept of love in physical form.
It was probably not worth mentioning at this point that Zeev Spindle was able to spend hours pursuing this passion. The most impressive aspect of it was probably that it had been eliciting the same feelings in him for years. Not once had the biologist looked at his partner and faced doubt.
So he kissed him again, even if the turbulent ride meant that their noses bumped into each other now and again or they rocked to the side. With a firm grip on his coat and his hands on his hips, they gave each other support. Like they always did.
Zeev gazed lovingly into his eyes and moved his hand to his cheek, stroking the curve of his bone and smiling back at him.
“Don’t you be worried, my darling,” he spoke words of reassurance, as he always did—and every time he was right. “We’ll see what this is about and if it won’t lead to anything, we’ll come up with something one way or another. And hide, the castle surely has some warm spots for us.”
Their home, an ever growing village at the border, was a three days' travel away and had cost them a few resources and much beloved time in their confines of safety. Lord Ashmor had heard of their work, as did most who didn’t know what else to talk about. The occult and the paranormal had always sparked a fascination, one of which Zeev and Isaiah were more than aware about, even if most folks didn’t like to openly claim they were truly believing. A bravery only the investigators inherited.
Admittedly, the aspect of hysteria that Lord Percival of Ashmor had spoken of had been of less interest to them. Alleged demons were apparently haunting every other home, but strangely enough, it always seemed to be women. In most cases, they faced less genuine occult challenges and more a combination of many man-made burdens that were just as heavy on a person's mind as the sight of a shadowy creature. Sometimes, he believed, a cure for the latter would be an easier task to accomplish.
Indeed, it was the hints Percival had left—unconsciously or deliberately—between the lines. Incidental hints like the weight of the waves, a suffocation in the sheer endless tide of an approaching tragedy, and a rushing so loud it seemed to emphasise the sounds of his wife's suffering.
As Zeev had read the letter, nestled against his lover’s side, wrapped in his arms, he had noticed something else as well. A note hidden underneath the sea’s salt, something acidic and moldy, wet and putrid. It reminded him of decay.
Now they stood in front of the massive gates of a castle estate that wasn’t as big as it had seemed on the drawings, but it surely demanded some sort of respect that Zeev couldn’t decline. Lord Ashmors waning societal standing aside, the castle spoke of wealth all for itself.
Zeev glanced over his shoulder as the horses of the carriage strutted downhill again, following the curves of the road that reminded him of a tentacle for a short second, before looking up at Isaiah with an emotion he couldn’t quite name himself.
They were going to be stuck here for a week. Seven days of unorthodox scientific research that potentially could be nothing but a hoax and the impudent result of a wife-beater with a poetic touch, then again, Zeev's senses had never let them down and he hoped they wouldn't this time around, too. There was little that would hurt him more than watching Isaiah be disappointed. The joy in discovery and tying knots was a display more beautiful than any art gallery over the world could ever challenge. A boyish wonder he maintained throughout the years that was both fascinating as it was energising.
He took his hand like the first time years ago, a sign of companionship and trust, of being one force instead of two separate minds in the eye of uncertainty. Zeev felt him squeeze his hand in encouragement, aware of the hesitation he felt just the same. Not because they lacked interest or even enthusiasm, but something seemed to ask them to reconsider. A conscious, a gut or heart feeling—but none of which was strong enough to contain their curiosity.
“Greetings, gentlemen, welcome to Castle Ashmor,” a surprisingly young man with thick, black sideburns greeted them. His bright, round eyes contrasted with the grey cold outside these walls. “Just put your luggage aside, I’ll take care of it later on and carry it to your rooms upstairs. I will show you the way in short notice.”
His slight bow made Zeev uncomfortable. Not because he detested politeness, but rather because he felt that such treatment towards him was unjustified.
“I’m Alberic Lamére, a pleasure to make your acquaintance. I work under many names, such as housekeeper, servant or butler for Lord and Lady Ashmor, but you may just address me with Alberic. We will be in much contact throughout your stay as we are, well, rather short staffed. If you may follow me, please.” He pointed to a corridor next to the wide staircase that completely filled the entrance area and led them through a hallway hung with family portraits. Everything seemed tediously desaturated in colour. There was a lack of intensity to everything, tainted memories of better days. The coldness of the stone floor was evident in the soles of his shoes and his jaw quivered a little.
Alberic led them into a living room space that had more in common with the servant in front of him, than the path that laid behind. Rich, vibrant red tapestries with turquoise accents, dark wood flooring and a fireplace that seemed to be higher than his shoulders. The crackling soothed Zeev’s senses tremendously and he sighed in relief at the returning warmth. The high stained windows displayed images he couldn’t quite decipher. At first glance it felt like an depiction of a ship and the unruly sea. A rather odd choice in colour, as Zeev was used to mosaics of a wide array of hues. Perhaps Lord Ashmore thought the same, as most of the windows had been covered by long silky curtains, perfectly aligned with the ground.
“May I offer something to drink? A Pinot Grigio perhaps? Or would you rather enjoy a red wine?”
Zeev sat down on a wide couch, cushioning his fall perfectly. “Do you serve malt whisky by any chance?”
“Yes, sir, that's no challenge for me.” He nodded and turned his attention back to Isaiah who seemed to still examine the space. Already investigating or just pandering to personal interest—usually both going hand in hand.
“If you excuse me for a moment, I’ll be back in a few.” Once more Alberic bowed slightly, withtreating and disappearing into the coldness of the hallway.
Zeev stretched his legs far, slipping down the couch as nobody, except Isaiah, bore witness to his childish behaviour. “This is probably the most saddening castle I’ve ever been to. Did Alberic even blink once?” He chuckled slightly, straightening his back again, turning towards the backrest of the couch to look over to Isaiah, strolling through the room like a museum’s guest.
“Perhaps he’s so in awe to finally see a living human being, he can’t risk ruining the moment.”
Zeev chuckled, feeling his heart swell with love at the sight of his man’s smile at that.
Movement at the edge of his eyes forced him to swallow any following remark however, looking over to the approaching man, who Zeev had mistaken for a resident of different kind.
The skin of the man was pale and lacked as much colour as the cliffs, his cheek hollowed, his eyes tainted with a sadness that unsettled Zeev deep within. He had been a tall man once, even taller than Isaiah, and yet his shoulders hung low and his spine was giving up underneath him. His bony hand held on tight to the cane that strained underneath the responsibility brought upon it. Lord Ashmor, as Zeev had presumed, was a man in his late fifties. This man, however, looked rather like a phantom of the man he used to be. Like a ghost unable to leave the confines of his self-inflicted imprisonment.
Zeev stood up immediately, rounding the couch in respect, offering his hand with a beaming smile that seemed to blind the lordship as he flinched. It took the blonde a moment to realise, as the man’s lips curled, that he tried to mirror his gesture. Zeev hoped he’d never try again as it was profusely unsettling to watch—shortly after he felt guilt for thinking so, as Lord Ashmor probably hadn’t had much reason to smile for a very long time.
“Mr. Spindle,” Percival spoke, his voice surprisingly strong for a man this brittle. “Or are my tired eyes deceiving me?”
“Zeev Horace Spindle, at your service—naturalist, biologist, and occasional investigator of peculiar occurrences.”
Lord Ashmor nodded delayed, then glanced over to Isaiah, noticing his approach fairly late. “Then you must be Isaiah Pines. I’m glad you’ve reached my estate. How was your travel? Did Alberic offer food and drinks already? You surely must be tired.”
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On days like these, Zeev rarely knew what to do with himself. The kitchen was cleaned, the floor mopped, the cat fed—even if Jersey claimed otherwise—and the living room tidied up. At a certain point, Zeev leaned against the living room table and looked into the room, which could have come straight out of a catalogue. Deep-cleaned and tidy, everything seemed a little too organised, as if it was forbidden to be any other way. Yet it was the little ricochets that Zeev liked the most. When there was a book on the coffee table that Isaiah had been reading before he went into the kitchen to put his mug in the sink, only to realise that he hadn't taken the mug with him and had grabbed a snack from the fridge instead. Zeev liked to watch as his boyfriend occasionally stood confused in the room and seemed to have forgotten what he actually wanted. Whenever possible, Zeev would remind him or offer suggestions on what he could do instead. This usually ended in a kiss.
Zeev liked that Isaiah never put his shoes neatly next to each other after he took them off, so they were usually on top of each other and on the side, while Zeev's own were almost aligned to the wall next to them.
Zeev also liked when things changed in the room that he wasn't responsible for. As much as he had enjoyed the artistic freedom of the interior design, he liked to let his gaze wander and try to fathom what had been added or disappeared. Like a “spot-the-difference”-picture, which was usually found in the newspaper—and admittedly was the only thing Zeev bothered with while Isaiah read the local news. They were already living a married life without being married, and Zeev loved everything about it— except the not being married part.
He originally had an appointment with Naomi, whom he had recently met, but something had come up. It wasn't as if Zeev didn't have countless hobbies that he could pursue. The garden definitely needed tending again, but the weather was too gloomy for that. He could finally work through his pile of shame and snuggle up in his armchair with a cup of tea, but he didn’t feel like it. He could try out a few new tea blends, which he could give Sarah for her birthday—as he does every year—so that she doesn't ingest those insults from the supermarket. Or he could check the emails in which he could probably drown himself in enquiries again. But the thought of the flood forced him to turn away from this idea. The agencies' interest in him was certainly flattering, but it was clearly asking too much of him at the moment. And he didn't want to entrust Isaiah with it either. It would probably be good if he had someone who could take care of it. Zeev shrugged his shoulders. His thoughts were already drifting off again. His indecision at not knowing what to do came less from the fact that he had no options than from the fact that Isaiah had made a rather unmotivated impression since this morning.
Some days were like that, nothing much to worry about. Still, he did and Isaiah had been nestled into his little cabin in the basement for quite a while now. So Zeev did what he always did. He made him a coffee and crept down the narrow steps to the lower level of the house, Jersey excitedly following him, jeopardising his safety on the stairs more than once. He knocked gently on the door and heard only a frustrated but he assumed permissive grumble. The office wasn't huge, but it had room for everything that was needed. Various shelves for Isaiah's personal collection of books, comics and toys from his childhood, odds and ends he had collected on his travels and mementos placed with incalculable reasoning wherever Isaiah happened to be standing and could reach. Whenever Zeev entered his office, he felt as if he were entering his mind. The light from the screen seemed to be one of the few sources Isaiah allowed while he worked, reflecting sparsely off the walls and illuminating the Overlook-Hotel-wallpaper that Zeev almost had to donate a kidney for. From a corner of the room, he was gazed at by the watchful eyes of a Nicolas Cage cardboard cutout, tugged away between the shelves; witness and victim alike.
Zeev stepped up to his boyfriend and instantly ran his hand through his hair, lightly scratching his skull in encouragement and stroking a few strands from left to right as he placed the coffee on the coaster—which wasn’t occupied because Isaiah's empty mug was right next to it. Zeev smiled to himself.
“Are you getting anywhere?” the witcher wanted to know, looking at the screen without really understanding what he was looking at. His hands slid over the blond's shoulders and he felt the tension. With Isaiah's posture, though, it wasn't much of a surprise, regardless of his demotivation. In response to Zeev's question, Isaiah just groaned in annoyance. “All is shit and nothing works. I can't even write one coherent sentence.” Zeev's thumbs pressed where his neck and shoulders met before he leaned forward and kissed the back of his head.
“Perhaps it’s time for a break, don’t you think?” A suggestion that rarely sat well with Isaiah, as if he thought he was wasting time fulfilling his job. From Zeev's perspective, though, his writer’s block could only dissolve if he took time to relax his mind. They probably jumped from one thing to the next, as was so often the case. Of course, it was then difficult to put down on paper what he wanted to convey. “Do you want to lie down for a bit?” Zeev slowly rounded him, coming to a halt against the desk, smiling crookedly at him.
“I can't take a break now-I need to-”
“Isaiah,” Zeev breathed, his smile intensifying and he tilted his head in amusement before briefly glancing down at his boyfriend, biting his bottom lip suggestively. Of course, Zeev's act of selflessness was purely born out of a willingness to help, to get Isaiah out of his predicament of frustration. Of course.
“... however, upon closer consideration…”
A sweet, almost innocent laugh fled Zeev’s chest and he invitingly took Isaiah’s hand to pull him out of the chair, feeling his body shuffle closer to him, his warmth wrapping itself around his frame like his arms. Hungrily, yet caring, he caught his boyfriend’s lips, tilting his head just the slightest to deepen it. Despite having done it numerous times, it still felt refreshingly new and loving like the first time. Zeev loved Isaiah’s hands on his waist and hips as they kissed, his palms dipping perfectly into the curve, whereas his own hands were running along his throat and neck, occasionally wheeling out towards the back of his head, taking a handful of his hair.
Suddenly, Zeev pushed himself off the table, his hands pressing against Isaiah’s chest as he forced him further into the room. For a split second he broke away, just to be able to pull the hoodie off his boyfriend, discarding it rather carelessly, but Zeev was on a mission and he wouldn’t be hindered by trifles. His hands wandered underneath his shirt, sighing delightful at the soft touch of his skin, his body tensed at the touch. But that shirt needed to go too, no matter how beautifully it clung to him. Zeev pushed himself as far off the ground as humanly possible, his hands wrapped around Isaiah’s neck as he continued the kiss, pulling him down in the process to meet him halfway. Happily he hummed into the frantic exchange of breaths and salvia, as Isaiah’s pretty fingers were disappearing underneath his own shirt, accentuating his slim torso. Each and every shiver motivated his movements; how he pressed himself closer to the other, how his tongue darted forward, how their heads moved like a rehearsed choreography.
At some point Isaiah’s knees must have buckled away from under him, as he stumbled against the couch, pulling Zeev along and accidentally hitting his forehead with his own. Zeev hissed, his hand flung against the spot. As much as Isaiah apologised, Zeev just laughed amused, feeling the other’s lips against the patch of skin.
“Lie down,” Zeev ordered soon after, a mischievous tug at the corner of his lips. He pushed Isaiah’s legs apart, causing one to fall off the edge of the couch, kneeling in between as he leaned down to plant soft open mouth kisses along his chest, all while his hands were busy unbuckling his pants. Once done, his fingertips started to roam the white unmarked skin of his boyfriend, feeling his breathing and shivers as Zeev reminded himself how beautiful he thought Isaiah was. Every now and then Zeev allowed himself a detour to longingly press his mouth onto his again, his thumb brushing promisingly over his throat. Nothing was hotter than the trust and loyalty they held for each other and Zeev absolutely revelled in the devotion he held for the man underneath him. The witcher softly kissed the tender skin close to his ear, coarsely whispering: “I’m going to rearrange all that loose thoughts, love, I’m going to make you feel so good.”
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Outside, the faint drizzle had escalated to a full-fledged storm. Droplets of rain drummed a steady rhythm against the window, the fogged-up glass battered by years of resisting the harsh weather conditions. Still, Stiles felt like the dampness was creeping in through the brittle window frames, carrying with it the distinct scent of wet pavement and soil. His gaze flitted towards the window, the thought of a possible crack somewhere briefly distracting him from Isaiah’s last words. But once his attention snapped back to the blond in front of him, Stiles’ eyes narrowed, head tilting, sarcasm slipping into his tone at his next words. “Oh, really? You don’t say. Do they prefer Build-A-Feds with poorly forged credentials here?” He scoffed, tossing Isaiah’s fake ID back on the desk after he’d picked it up and scrutinized it.
Stiles had been in Harrow’s Deep for days, chasing leads that only ever led to dead ends, loose threads, and doors slammed in his face by townsfolk cloaked in silence. Imagine Stiles’ surprise when, during his attempts to question the locals, he was briskly–and repeatedly–brushed off with the remark that they’d already talked to his colleague, and weren’t willing to answer the same questions all over again. If the townspeople had half their wits about them or had bothered to look at the fake ID for more than a split second, they surely would’ve called Isaiah’s bluff. He must have either gotten lucky, been particularly smart, or just charming enough that the citizens of Harrow’s Deep didn’t bother looking into matters too closely. Though based on Stiles’ experience with them, that seemed unlikely. Then again, the circumstances under which the two men had met were less than ideal, to put it mildly. At least for Isaiah. It didn’t seem too far-fetched of an assumption that the version of him that Stiles was seeing right now wasn’t the same he’d presented to the people of Harrow’s Deep. Which might come in handy later on.
The ID landed on Isaiah’s desk with a soft thud, and Stiles crossed his arms over his chest as he propped his hip up against the edge, wood creaking suspiciously under his weight. Truth be told, he couldn’t care less about Isaiah posing as an FBI agent. Stiles would run out of fingers if he were to start counting all the occasions on which he had done worse, much worse, in his time. Both before and after joining the bureau. The only difference was that he’d never let himself be caught. Or his dad had made whatever charges were brought against him go away. Which, in the end, amounted to the same thing. The executive decision made by the motel’s architect to begin cost-cutting measures on insulation, of all things, had simply presented him with the perfect opportunity to shift the odds in his favor. And boy, did he need it.
“Warm, writhing flesh.” Stiles scrubbed a hand over his face, then ran it through his hair, leaving the dark strands in disarray, before he dropped the hand at his side and shrugged. “Sure. Why not.” His voice was edged with the sort of resignation that came with realizing that yet another thing that should have only existed tucked away between the pages of horror stories had quietly stolen away and slipped into his reality. And Stiles wasn’t granted the luxury of ignorance, couldn’t claim that he didn’t believe in this kind of stuff–whatever it was. Because experience had taught him that whatever you can imagine in your worst nightmares already exists somewhere. Hidden, but real. So whatever Isaiah had expected, or feared, his reaction to be–disbelief, a joke, even shock–failed to materialize. Instead, the blond was met with Stiles’ voice, dry and unimpressed. “That’s not the worst thing I’ve ever heard, but… It’s certainly up there.”
It made sense, in a twisted way. Since the moment that Stiles had been pulled into this investigation, the case had felt odd. Unsolvable. The information provided by Isaiah confirmed a suspicion that had taken root in Stiles’ mind the more he’d tried to dig into the case: he didn’t have the full picture. He’d been thinking of this as just another missing person’s case. Without the supernatural angle, he had only been looking at one half of the picture, like a chessboard with half the pieces missing. “That tracks,” Stiles muttered, more to himself than to Isaiah. Nevertheless, the blond’s gaze lifted instantaneously, and a hint of curiosity flashed across his face. Mischief sparked in Stiles’ eyes, his hazel irises glistening as he raised one shoulder in a half-shrug. “Sorry. Confidential.”
Isaiah scoffed, and something in his eyes flickered, the shift so subtle it could have easily been missed. But Stiles had been watching him intently ever since he’d shoved past Isaiah into the motel room–gaze measuring, studying, taking note of the amount of times Isaiah had run a hand through his hair. The restlessness of the gesture stirred something akin to recognition in Stiles. It nearly bordered on sympathy. He got the feeling that, if he was willing to look past their differences, he would find a lot of himself in Isaiah. As of right now, he wasn’t sure if that was a good or a bad thing.
The subtle change in Isaiah’s eyes at the mention of confidentiality–the FBI's favorite phrase–made him wonder if he had heard those same words before. Not jokingly, the way Stiles had intended, but meant to brush him off. To get him to stop asking questions, to keep him from looking into things he had no real authority to look into. Maybe that was where the barely-concealed disdain for the FBI stemmed from. The blond had a warranted suspicion about him that Stiles not only recognized but deeply understood, and could have even appreciated under the right circumstances. Now, however, it was greatly hindering his plan, and therefore an absolute pain in his ass.
“Christ, dude, I’m just kidding,” he sighed, then quickly corrected himself, “I mean, kinda. Like, I really shouldn’t be telling you this.” But what he should and shouldn’t do were hardly more than loose suggestions to Stiles. Always had been. Be it curfews implemented by his dad growing up, rules set by teachers, or the legal bindings of his job. Stiles had never been one to blindly follow rules, and he wasn’t about to start now. Isaiah had given him something, however minor and non-committal. If they were ever going to work together, it would have to be a matter of give and take, which meant Stiles, too, would have to volunteer something.
“Brock Reynolds isn’t the first case of an outsider just disappearing here.” He slumped against the edge of Isaiah’s desk, rubbing the heel of his palm over his forehead as he recounted the findings of last night’s research session. “Those disappearances aren’t mentioned anywhere in the city archives, as I’m sure you know.” Stiles spared Isaiah a pointed glance, the corners of his mouth twitching treacherously. “Not a trace of them anywhere except in some backchannel FBI database. There’s a whole trail of reports and case files going back to 1912.” Considering that the FBI had been founded in 1908 and had only become a federal investigative agency much later in 1933, this tidbit of information had struck Stiles as especially noticeable. In those early years, the agency–back then still dubbed Bureau of Investigation–had neither the authority, jurisdiction, nor the manpower that distinguished it today.
“Here’s the kicker though: They’re all sealed. Can’t access any of them, which… shouldn’t even be possible, because I do have the required level of security clearance.” To think that the bureau, while still in the fledgling stage, had spared its limited time and resources to make some of their earliest case files essentially inaccessible was suspicious, to say the least. “But they were all filed around the same time: every two years, always close to the spring equinox.” One of two times a year when the sun was positioned directly above the equator, ensuring an equal edge between day and night, rendering them both approximately the same length. Many cultures implemented festivities, celebrations, and rituals around the spring equinox to bid farewell to the cold winter months and welcome the fresh start of spring.
The repeating pattern, paired with the convenient timing, had gotten Stiles thinking about sacrifices. “So… circling back to what you were saying. What if it’s like a trade? Cages get lowered down, whatever is inside somehow gets out. Maybe whatever is down there thinks of it as an offering and… the flesh,” a shiver trailed down his spine at the thought of it, “is what it is giving back?” Uneasily, Stiles wondered if sometimes there was something else in the cages when they were lowered down, soon swallowed by waves. Not bait. Something bigger. Human.
When Stiles stepped through the door to Isaiah’s room and out onto the balcony that connected all the rooms on the upper story of the motel half an hour later, frustration lined his shoulders, muscles rigid, tight. Any attempt at luring the fisherman’s full name out of Isaiah had amounted to nothing. All he’d been willing to give was a first name: Jack. Which, without the addition of his last name, wasn’t entirely useless to Stiles, but certainly made finding him unnecessarily complicated. Rain was still falling hard, coming down in thick curtains that pelted against the rusty railing lining the balcony, spurred by gusts of wind whipping past. It pulled at Stiles’ flannel as he struggled with the key at his own door, metal slippery between his damp fingers.
The flick of the light switch revealed the state of chaos that Stiles had deserted his room in. An open suitcase on the bed, bursting at the seams with hoodies and shirts, all entangled in a messy heap. The desk lamp that he’d forgotten to turn off cast a soft glow across the half-eaten pizza left in a soggy box on the desk, grease seeping through the cardboard onto the files that were strewn across the table. He’d never hear the end of it when he sorted those back into the filing cabinet in New York. Stiles shook the rain from his hair, sending droplets flying, before he flopped down on the creaky chair and pulled up his laptop, nimble fingers hacking away at the keyboard. He was looking for an angle. A motive. Some personal stake. It couldn’t be a mere coincidence that, in a town full of people sworn to secrecy, Isaiah just so happened to stumble across the one person willing to help. Stiles didn’t believe in people doing things out of the goodness of their hearts. Not anymore. Call it intuition, paranoia, or simply experience. But there was always an angle.
By 2:37AM, Stiles was in sweats, hoodie half-zipped, hair sticking up in spikes like he’d run his hand through it five hundred times. He was hunched over the desk, one knee drawn up to the chair like posture was optional. The leftover pizza had been reduced to a single cold slice, and his fingers trembled with fatigue where they curled around a half-empty Red Bull. The desk lamp flickered at irregular intervals where it sat, perched at an awkward angle like it was trying to look over his shoulder. He had six tabs open, tiredness blurring their contents before his eyes: CoastalTown.gov, a local fishing license database. A sketchy, poorly scanned PDF of harbor logs dated back three years, the black ink of the original document smudged in several places. A community group called Hook, Line & Local that he’d pulled up on Facebook, browsing for any mentions of users named Jack. Digitized property records from Harrow’s Deep, the IRS access portal, plus the sleek user interface of LinkedIn. Because apparently fishermen have LinkedIns.
Stiles strained his eyes against the screen’s faint glow, letters momentarily growing hazy as he typed “Jack” into the town’s active fishing licenses, fingers hovering over the keyboard after hitting enter. As expected: too many hits. Much obliged, Isaiah. Up until an hour ago, Stiles had heard faint murmuring from Isaiah’s room, adjacent to Stiles’. The noise had been much softer now that Isaiah knew Stiles was listening, too quiet to make out any words, the thrum of the rain outside additionally drowning out the conversation. Still, Stiles had welcomed the noise. It made him feel less alone, even if it was only through a wall. For most of his life, he had felt that sort of divide between him and everyone else–not quite as literally, but distinctly there. The sort of invisible line that he’d never quite figured out how to cross. Like he was there on one side, alone, and everything else happened on the other side. And no amount of wishing and longing could transport him over there and make him a part of it.
Discarding the thought, Stiles focused on the list of just short of twenty Jacks listed in Harrow’s Deep’s fishing licences. “Okay, Jack… Jack who? Jackoff,” he mumbled, then shook his head. “Nope. Focus.” He filtered the list down to people over forty, following a gut feeling, and cross-referenced the data with boat registrations. The search spat out three boats registered to Jacks in Harrow’s Deep. Pelletier, Libby, Bouchard. Not ideal, but he could work with three. Stiles set down the energy drink on the table, the condensation immediately leaving a circular mark on the wood while Stiles flipped through pages of handwritten notes and wrinkled print-outs of newspaper articles, all taken from the digital archives of The Harrow’s Deep Gazette, reporting on boating accidents on the town’s shore. Though his eyes burned and felt dry like sandpaper, they remained vigilant, scanning the pages for highlighted passages, skimming sticky post-it notes scrawled with his messy handwriting.
“Come on, come on, give me something…” Stiles muttered, absent-mindedly picking up a pen, worrying at the cap with his teeth as he rifled through the newspaper clippings. He stopped when he hit an article dated nine years back: Tragedy Strikes Again: Teen Lost in Weekend Boat Outing. He skimmed the article, eyes jumping so fast between the words that he nearly stumbled over them. There it was. “... as the town mourns the loss of Bennett Libby (17)...” Stiles yanked the pen from his mouth, cap demolished, and spun it between his fingers as he flicked through more articles, heart rate spiking. The next stack of papers turned up nothing, so he hastily set it aside, paying no mind to several pages slipping over the edge of the desk and gliding to the carpeted floor. Then, finally, a clipping with curled edges mentioning a Samuel Libby: Family Mourns Second Loss to Sea. The father of two, descendant of a long line of local fishermen, never returned from a morning fishing trip. Neither his body nor his boat was ever found. Stiles’ eyes skipped to the end of the article and widened at the last sentence: Samuel Libby is survived by his son Jack and wife Nora. He is the second member of the family to die at sea, joining son Bennett, who tragically drowned two years prior.
Stiles didn’t bother checking the other surnames. Instead, he turned back to his laptop, movements so jittery from a cocktail of excitement and sleep deprivation that he knocked over the energy drink. He caught it at the last second before the contents spilled all over his notes. Harrow’s Deep didn’t keep public death records the way many other small, underfunded towns did. Not digitized, at least. And even if they did, they would only provide him with the most basic information–death certificates, public obituaries or registries, maybe annual coroner’s reports, but those would most likely be anonymized. His fingers made quick work of entering his federal credentials into CJIS, a database for local criminal justice agency data-sharing, and ten minutes later, he flipped open a new page on his notepad, frantically jotting down the findings from Bennett Libby’s official autopsy report. COD: undetermined. Unexplained injuries, inconsistent with drowning. Mentions of rust in lungs?
By the time Stiles crawled under the thinning sheet–beige-grey and stained in several spots–of his motel bed, the alarm clocks’ ageing digits flipped from 3:59AM to 4:00AM, flickering with the effort. Two water-related deaths across the same family in the last ten years, and that was only what he had found at first glance. He was sure that if he were to dig deeper, he would uncover more drownings, boating accidents, or Libby family members going missing at sea. Stiles was lulled into sleep by the satisfaction of proving himself right once again: There was always an angle.
The next morning, smudged patterns of raindrops bore witness to the intensity of last night’s storm. They stained the dirtied windows to Stiles’ room through which the light filtered in, though barely. The rain had ceased, but the sky had not cleared overnight. Clouds hung low over the horizon: A thick, impenetrable wall that made it impossible for the sun to peek through, and equally hard to tell where the dark sea ended and the grey sky began. Lines blurred, the boundary between what was above and what was below dissolving, until it looked like it was all one and the same. A dark, gloomy realm of hidden secrets whispered between crashing waves and howling wind.
The sea out here was… different. Stiles had noticed it the second he had swung his legs out of his Jeep upon arriving in Harrow’s Deep. Granted, the only other time he had been to the ocean was Santa Monica beach, back in California. His parents had taken him three or four times on the rare occasion that his dad managed to get time off work long enough to spare a day-trip. Though treasured greatly, the memory of sand between his toes, melted ice cream making a sticky mess of his fingers, and the sun burning on his skin felt like it belonged to a different lifetime. Still, Stiles distinctly remembered the waves: mellow, rolling toward the shore slowly, as if careful not to disturb the children playing in the shallow water. Some had dug for seashells or pebbles while others had passed a ball with yellow and white stripes between them, erupting into fits of laughter whenever the inflated plastic had dropped from their hands with a splash, floating seamlessly along the waves.
But in Harrow’s Deep, the sea seemed almost angry. Hungry. A beast scorned. Like it was owed something it had yet to receive, and every day that it went without it only spurred its ancient wrath. And the town seemed to know it, too. Stiles had yet to hear a single bird chirp. He’d spotted a couple of seagulls at the harbor, circling the fishing boats, but had never once heard their distinctive cries. An eerie quiet hung over Harrow’s Deep, no matter what part of town he wandered into. Like the collective was holding its breath. As if by making themselves as small and as quiet as possible, they might evade whatever was coming for them.
As Stiles walked along the cobbled main street, jacket pulled tight around his shoulders to shield himself from the crisp air laden with moisture, fog wafted over from the harbor, thick billows swallowing the surrounding buildings. Every now and then, a silhouette peeled out from the fog, but they all hurried past him, eyes cast downward. Freaking weirdos. He passed dusty souvenir shops that cluttered the sidewalk with their stand-up displays, necklaces made from seashells dangling in the breeze next to stacks of postcards, paper curled at the edges. Maybe he should send his dad one. Give him something to pin to his fridge besides the grocery list consisting solely of red meat and deep-fried food specifically designed to send his blood pressure soaring.
A few steps from the wooden stairs leading up to The Lighthouse Grill–his destination–Stiles’ steps came to a halt, eyebrows drawn together in irritation. Since the motel offered little to no on-site parking, he had parked his Jeep by the diner and walked the rest of the way after arriving in Harrow’s Deep. Now, as he was walking past, something caught his eye: A slight crack in the windshield. Barely noticeable, but Stiles knew every inch of his car like the back of his own hand. Better, even. Stepping closer, he eyed the fissure, noticing that it looked like something had been flicked against the windshield. Stiles’ gaze skirted up, but there was no tree overhead from which something could have dropped on his car, and he was sure the crack couldn’t have happened on the drive to Harrow’s Deep. He would have noticed. His frown deepened. Maybe he should have taken the bureau up on their offer to use a company car – one of those sleek, flashy black Chevrolet Tahoes that looked ripped straight out of a bad crime drama. But those had never been Stiles’ style. He patted the Jeep’s hood as if trying to apologize, clicked his tongue, then jogged up the stairs to the diner.
The Lighthouse Grill was a relic of the 1950s. Overhead, a rundown neon sign cast a flickering red glow through the fog. The D didn’t light up at all anymore. Facing the misty harbor, the front door–made of salt-stained wood and chipped paint–wore a sign with etched out letters above, the diner’s name barely legible. As soon as Stiles pushed open the door, the bell overhead gave a half-hearted jingle, and the diner fell almost comically silent. The low hum of conversation that had been buzzing through the air just moments before died in an instant, snuffed out like a candle’s flame. Stiles paused for half a second, feeling the weight of the silence settle over him like a cloak, then rolled his eyes and stepped inside fully. Freaking weirdos.
With every step further, the distinct smell of cooling grease crawled into his nostrils, overwhelming his senses. It clung to the cheap seats, pine green covers peeling from the booths lining the windows in several places. The interior of the diner looked like it had been frozen in time. Framed pictures of fish with glazed-over eyes hung crookedly on the paneled walls, fishing boats bobbed on sun-bleached waves in photos turned sepia with age. The crown jewel, however, was a single Yelp review printed out, laminated, and framed proudly at eye-level above the counter: “Best pancakes around, small-town charm!” Whopping five stars. Stiles wouldn’t be surprised to find out the owners of the joint had written it themselves. He slid into a booth by the window, the vinyl seat letting out a soft sigh under his weight. The table was worn smooth in some places and scarred deep in others, initials and hearts carved into the wood. Stiles ran his index finger over a jagged I+Z that looked like it had been there longer than he’d been alive.
A waitress–name tag reading Connie in peeling green letters–ambled over, her heels clicking against the checkered flooring. She didn’t bother with a notepad when Stiles rattled off his order: coffee (even though it was thin and tasted distinctly like dish soap), chocolate chip pancakes drowning in maple syrup, scrambled eggs, and a side of bacon. “Coming right up, hon,” Connie said with practiced cheerfulness, and wandered off. Stiles slumped back against the seat, tapping his fingers against the table, gaze drifting lazily around the diner until it snagged on a familiar sight. There, perched at the counter, was a mop of messy blond hair that, even after having only seen it once, Stiles was confident he’d be able to pick out of a crowd.
He was out of the booth in an instant, hands curled at his side to keep his fingers from fidgeting. The floorboards squeaked under his Converse, one cracking at the heel, the sound unnaturally loud in the hush that still lingered. Isaiah looked up when Stiles stepped up to him, close enough to lean an elbow against the edge of the counter. “You know, I’ve been wondering,” Stiles said, not bothering with a formal greeting. “What’s your stake in all of this? Didn’t exactly sound like trouble in paradise drove you out here.” The smirk that curled around the corners of his mouth didn’t falter under the weight of Isaiah’s exasperated stare. “Come on, I’m hardly to blame here. I figured someone as wary as you would’ve kept his voice down,” Stiles continued, an amused glint in his eyes, voice thick with sarcasm. “Don’t you know the government is always listening?”
A beat of silence passed between them, then another, in which Stiles’ gaze lingered on Isaiah, unwavering, one eyebrow arched in expectation. Finally, Isaiah sighed, as if by answering he was admitting defeat. “If you must know, I’m just looking for inspiration for my next episode,” he explained. “I host a horror podcast, so I’m always looking for stories to get inspired by. And I figured, why not try to help people along the–” Stiles slammed his palm down on the counter. The sharp crack of it cut Isaiah off mid-sentence. Heads turned, forks clattering onto plates. Isaiah stiffened at the sudden attention, but Stiles paid it no mind, already grinning widely, hazel eyes lit up. “Shut up,” Stiles said, breathless, like he couldn’t quite believe it himself. The pieces clicked into place fast, and realization settled over him, body buzzing with excitement. “You’re Isaiah Pines? No way, dude!”
There had been tales told at the bureau–across state lines, no less–about a young podcast host with a bad habit of showing up at crime scenes, poking around where he shouldn’t, interfering just enough to leave agents gritting their teeth. Some told the stories like jokes, exaggerated over beers, others twisted them into cautionary tales for rookies. But where the bureau told those stories with exasperation and scorn, Stiles had always been amused. It took a special kind of stubbornness to be that much of a thorn in their side. He couldn’t help but respect it. Maybe even admire it a little. The laugh that burst out of Stiles was bright and sudden, too alive for the somber diner. Something wildly out of place. Like such a joyful sound hadn’t reverberated off the walls in a long time. It startled a few of the guests back into their breakfasts. “Oh, the bureau really doesn’t like you,” he said, grinning like he couldn’t stop himself if he tried. “You’re like this myth that gets passed down hallways.” He paused, let it hang between them, then smirked even wider, teeth flashing. “Not in a good way.” There was no judgment in it, words coated in a thick layer of admiration. Stiles felt an electric jolt of kinship spark between them, like he was seeing the parts of himself that had never quite fit neatly inside the bureau’s rigid lines reflected in Isaiah, staring back at him. Without thinking, Stiles reached out and clapped Isaiah on the back, a solid, friendly thump that jolted the blond forward slightly. “You’re a legend, dude,” Stiles said, laughing again, warm and genuine.
The buzz of the overhead lights in the stairwell was the only sound left after the door slammed shut behind her. Miriam gripped the railing, knuckles pale, breath coming fast — too fast. Her vision blurred at the edges, and a sharp, familiar pulse throbbed behind her eyes.
She shouldn’t have opened that journal.
It was brittle with age, the ink faded and cramped in the corners like it was ashamed of what it held. But the words . . . they felt alive. Spoken, almost. Not written. Miriam had only gotten a few pages in before the headache started. The pressure built quickly — like something pressing outward from the inside of her skull. Her ears rang, and by the time she reached the stairwell, blood dripped slow and steady from her nose.
She wiped it away with the back of her sleeve, ignoring the smudge left behind. A few seconds passed. Then footsteps echoed above her. She turned slightly as Isaiah appeared at the top of the stairs, paused on the landing with a curious frown. His voice cut through the quiet like a pin to a bubble. ❛ Your nose is bleeding. ❜
Miriam blinked up at him. A wry smile tugged at the corner of her mouth, though her eyes still swam with static. ❛ Yeah, ❜ she said, swiping again at her face. ❛ Guess I touched something I shouldn't have. ❜ She didn’t elaborate. Just turned her gaze to the stairwell wall beside her — its paint peeling like old skin — and leaned back with a soft, tired laugh. ❛ It always knows when you’re looking. ❜ And beneath her breath, like a whisper to herself: ❛ Or maybe it’s looking back. ❜