a playlist for teens trying to find their way in the world, blowing their trust fund on booze and making mistakes with people that don’t mean anything. for college students, spending too much time keeping secrets over studying, with bleary eyes and the knowledge that they have their parents money to fall back on. for those in their thirties, wondering what the hell they’re still doing in this quicksand town. for the parents trying to keep it all together, who can't stop the dollars and lies from slipping through their fingers.
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a vibe: a playlist that captures the complete troy sinclair vibe , or alternatively , music that troy listens to on a regular basis.
high as a kite: a playlist filled with tunes troy only listens to when , you guessed it , he’s high as a kite.
EXTRA: want to know what kind of music gets troy going in the club ? click the link.
“ then i could fill the world with all my problems, but shit, that wouldn’t solve them. so i’m left here alone. “
save myself - ed sheeran.
“ life can get you down so i just numb the way it feels. i drown it with a drink and out-of-date prescription pills. “
sober up - ajr.
“ won’t you help me sober up, growing up made me numb, and i wanna feel something again. “
feelings are fatal - mxmtoon.
“ i’m always sad and i’m always lonely, but i can never tell you that i’m breaking slowly. closed doors, locked in, no keys. keeping my feelings hidden, there is no ease. “
change - charlie puth.
“ but i know that the world will change the day we know we’re all the same. why can’t we just get along? “
lost boy - troye sivan.
“ trying to kid myself that i got my shit together... i’m just a lost boy, not ready to be found. “
sick of losing soulmates - dodie.
“ watch how a cold, broken teen will desperately lean on a superglued human of proof. what the hell would i be without you? “
flares - the script.
“ lose your heart, but don’t know when... but did you see the flares in the sky? were you blinded by the light? “
get better - scotty sire.
“ and honestly, its all on me. i gotta learn to let things go... it’s like nobody knows whats going on, but you do. so i take it all out on you. “
sad forever - lauv.
“ daydream. life feels like a daydream, and i just wish that i could wake up. “
i fall apart - post malone.
“ now there’s so many thoughts going through my brain and now i’m taking these shots like its novacane. “
bad liar - imagine dragons.
“ so look me in the eyes, tell me what you see. a perfect paradise, tearing at the seams? “
coaster - khalid.
“ as time passes, i’m feeling high. you’re not the one i’m thinking of tonight.. coasting, roller-coasting in my emotions. “
all the kids are depressed - jeremy zucker.
“ nothing ever makes sense, i’m not feeling alright. staying up ‘til sunrise and hoping shit is okay. “
i hope you find a way to be yourself someday --- --- a zara calloway task.
one. what is your biggest secret?
obviously, that she’s not who she fucking says she is --- and is in fact, a con woman.
zara was actually born zoya liliya, last name taken from her mother --- a direct spit into the fact of the patronymic naming customs of russian culture. it’s been said that there was a horrible blizzard the night zoya was born, foretelling, somewhat, of her personality. she’s had many names over the years: andy, valeria, elizabeth, deborah, diana... the list goes on really. zara’s only the most recent one.
two. how long have you been keeping this secret?
zara’s been a con-woman for as long as she can remember. at first it was crying in supermarkets with her mother, as a baby, so they could buy groceries --- then it was running insurance scams, now it’s posing as a billionaire’s daughter in order to gain access to his fortune.
three. does anyone know about it? if so, did you tell them or did they find out on their own?
the only person who knows is zara’s mother, veronica. that being said, zara does consider the idea of telling isaac, the only other person she trusts nearly as much as her mother. it won’t happen, but she thinks about it.
four. why is it so important that it’s kept a secret?
mostly, because zara doesn’t want to go to prison. she doesn’t want her mother to go to prison. she can’t begin to explain how much she doesn’t wanna go to prison. zara’s already had a few brushes with the law and with death, --- she’s not exactly jumping at the bit to experience all of that over again.
five. what do you think would happen to you if it got exposed?
arrested. thrown in jail. sent back to russia. it’s a fine line really --- and largely, depends on the judge she gets for her case.
six. are you scared of what your friends and family would think of you if it did?
zara would like to claim that she isn’t scared of anything, at all --- but in fact, yes. yes, she’s entirely scared. it mainly boils down to three people: what would isaac, troy and scarlet think if the truth was to come out? she’s convinced herself that they’d hate her, that they’d think the friendship, the love and the relationships they’ve built was just a lie: when in reality, it’s the most real thing zara’s ever felt.
seven. would you change what you’ve done/you’re doing?
and that’s the rub, of course: zara wouldn’t. at all. in the slightest. when they came from russia, she and veronica had nothing. n o t h i n g. they were dirt poor who spoke a little english and no one was willing to help them out in the slightest. zara watched, as american capitalism and excess took a hold of people and never let them go --- she knew, deep down, she deserved better. that she was owed better.
so no. zara wouldn’t change any of it. because rich people are never going to miss the money --- and she’d rather die than go back to starving on the streets.
eight. do you think your life would be different if you did? how?
oh... yes. zara’s life would be incredibly different. she’d be a lot less scarred up, from stab wounds and bullet holes. she’d probably be more bitter, a rare feat considering how bad it currently is. she’d be angrier, meaner, would probably be the worst kind of high school teacher you could find --- because she’d be filled to the brim with resentment.
that, or --- she would have headed back to russia, soon as she turned eighteen, to try and find her father. she has questions, dammit.
nine. what would you do if your secret got exposed?
die, probably. disappear for a good few months. it’s similar to “i blew all my covers. i gotta go figure out a new one.” she’d need to learn how to live in plain sight, as opposed to pretending how to be someone else.
ten. how far would you go to keep that from happening?
kill someone. no question.
eleven. do you believe enmity knows about it? if so, how do you think they found out?
no. no one knows. people can assume all they like, but zara’s a master at this. it’s a careful art --- and she’s constructed her current role that anyone who dares to question her, looks merely jealous, envious or like a joke: a fine little trick she learnt from her mother, back in the day.
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our second task is here ! and it’s time to talk about all of those secrets your characters are trying so hard to keep from coming out. we have compiled a list with questions designed to give everyone a better understanding of the secrets and why it’s important for your character that no one finds out about them. feel free to answer these any way you want, it could be done in character or you could answer them for your character, or even a mix of both ! the answers can be as short or as long as you want, but make sure they’re enough to give us more insight into the secret. when posting your task, make sure you tag it with hillston.task as well as hillston.task02 so we can keep track of them. have fun and don’t worry rita won’t see these !
1. what is your biggest secret?
2. how long have you been keeping this secret?
3. does anyone know about it? if so, did you tell them or did they find out on their own?
4. why is it so important that it’s kept a secret?
5. what do you think would happen to you if it got exposed?
6. are you scared of what your friends and family would think of you if it did?
7. would you change what you’ve done/you’re doing?
8. do you think your life would be different if you did? how?
9. what would you do if your secret got exposed?
10. how far would you go to keep that from happening?
11. do you believe enmity knows about it? if so, how do you think they found out?
