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Big fan of characters who “kill” their younger selves. Characters who resent the past version of themselves for letting them get hurt, who look at that kid and feel revolted by the foreignness of it. Characters who feel they have to cut the child out of them like a tumor because it’s hurting them too much and if I don’t kill you you’ll kill me. Nearly nothing remaining of that past self but for the little connections and mannerisms they can’t kick, and when it shines through, it’s a terrible, tragic thing, because the child is still in there. It’s in there and it’s grotesque in its suffocation. But it’s there.
when lenore dove comes to me now, she’s not angry or dying (…). she’s grown older with me, her face etched with fine lines, her hair touched with gray. like she’s been living her life beside me as the years passed, instead of lying in her grave. still so rare and radiant.
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ALL THAT GLITTERS (WIP)
"In Hollywood, the only thing more dangerous than a lie is the truth."
In an industry that feeds on attention and forgets even faster, you’ve learned that fame is never stable—it’s borrowed. To keep you in the spotlight, your manager has come up with her most ambitious scheme yet: a PR-mandated relationship. Can you fake it 'til you make it?
Navigate rivalries, fake romances, and the impossible search for something genuine in a world built on appearances.
Because in the end, all that glitters isn’t gold—but it might still be worth the shine.
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"This Trip Doesn't End When We Get Back Home. You Never Get Off This Train."
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Pactbinder Masterpost
DEMO (WiP, ~292k Words, +124k Update 17/04/26)
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There is a world hidden within your world. A world of magic that exists only for the blessed ones. You do not rank amongst them. You never will.
Serve, and their ways will be revealed to you.
Keep the secret of the Pact. Obey our will in all things.
Serve, and a new life will be allotted to you.
Then you shall walk beside the chosen in their halls of learning. Not as their equal, but as their better.
INTRODUCTION
Pactbinder is a WiP dark fantasy interactive fiction university novel set in an alt-history England, where you play as a once-ordinary person who has struck a bargain with an eldritch force in order to gain the gift of magic and walk in the hidden world of mages.
Word count is currently ~292k, which covers the game's prologue and first three chapters.
My inspirations are too numerous to do them all real justice, but Donna Tartt’s The Secret History and R.F Kuang’s Babel often find themselves on my mind as I write, as do many of the stories about students attending magical schools that I read growing up.
Outside of literature, I hope that anybody who has enjoyed DMing for or roleplaying a Warlock in a darker Dungeons & Dragons campaign will find something to enjoy in Pactbinder.
Please see below for a more detailed synopsis, a list of features planned to be in the final game and details on the main cast.