I hold you close, with your head resting on my chest. My heart is beating fast from the anxiety that I feel. The anxiety stems that I’ll do it again, but I try to make the feeling dissipate by taking a deep breath in, taking in the scent of you and your hair, grounding me, and helping me stay focused in the moment to be with you. I kiss your temple again. 

You continue to remove your garments as I nibble and kiss your inner thighs to continue my meal. You lay there, naked, beautiful; like a goddess. I insert two fingers into your warmth as I explore your body with my lips.

I pause the kiss. “I’ve been waiting to do that for a while. We haven’t done anything since…before finals week.” I continue to pepper your face with kisses moving towards placing softer kisses along your jawline and neck. “I missed this…” as my voice lowers. “The birthday princess deserves everything today…I am her scoundrel after all.”