i miss my dad and my uncles and siblings.
i know theyre Bad, but thats kinda unavoidable with what we are. when you live for so long and are A Country... eventually youll fuck something up too. Even if what they did was worse than most. I still miss them. I still loved them. They were family, and helped me even through my own issues. Alfred, Ame, im sorry for constantly sneaking out. not being at home often even as you were sick. I wish i spent more time with you now, after its already too late
and ethan. i still fucking hate you. you were what was wrong with the government. and i can never agree or forgive you. im not fucking sorry. ame did nothing to you. he Changed, you took part of his place, and fucking abused it. i hate you. im so glad you arent canon so i never have to see you again
and arthur. thank you for being my dad. even if we lived so far apart. you were there for me when you were visiting us, and when i was sent to you after i got hurt. you kept my secrets and gave me advice. and you ARE the one everyone compared me to. said i looked and acted the same. just less grumpy, lol. we were opposites in some ways, but it was Definitely obvious we were related. in our own weird way, since i was "born" on the opposite end of the world. and twice.
I never mentioned it to anyone, but i was alive about a 150 or so years earlier for a few years. thats why i always mentioned my age matching my body, even though that would likely NOT have been the case if i was like you all. but i was.
and if anyone wants to know anytging about my canon, just ask me about it. its so divergent and HUGE. i need to talk about it to more than my headmates and friend in another system.
- non-canon hetalia fictive (with crossovers, but thats not relevant here :3)
and is it ok if you use introject tags too?
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