ive been really stressed out so ive been mentally squeezing they/them tozer like a stress ball and i am so happy that @bell-swamp-fitzjames is just as much in love with them as much as i am. and cig's new fanfic So You Had A Bad Day has been like a chew toy for me.
Tracklist and more they/them Tozer thoughts under the cut
Fifteen Minutes by Mike Krol
Perfect (Exceeder) by Cowboy Hunters
BOOGIE by Brockhampton
Gas Pedal by Babe Heaven
I Got Heaven by Mannequin Pussy
Ugly Cherries by PWR BTTM
Head Like A Hole by Nine Inch Nails
GIRLS by The Dare
Smack My Bitch Up by The Prodigy
Me And The Girls by Amyl and the Sniffers
Give It To Me by The Northern Boys
Loud Bark by Mannequin Pussy
Sofia Coppola by Susannah Joffe
Tear You Apart by She Wants Revenge
Psychic Wound by King Woman
Pepper by The Butthole Surfers
I Wish I Was A Riot Grrl by Destructo Disk
Fuck The Pain Away by Peaches
They/Them/Theirs by Worriers
Maggot by Slutever
Queer by Garbage
Destroyed by Hippie Powers by Car Seat Headrest
Jason by BONNIE PARKER
Detachable Penis by King Missile
Miserable America by Kevin Abstract
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note: I'm still using they/them Tozer as my chew toy so I may continue to rearrange the order of these songs or may add more as I continue messing with the playlist.
second note: the flag behind Tozer on the playlist picture is the non-binary transfemme flag
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Cig wrote about Tozer possibly being a firefighter or paramedic in their fic and I wrote Tozer being a corps member in my fic, wherein both of these Tozers are non-binary somewhat/somehow. It's so perfect, because when I envision non-binary Tozer I imagine them a lot like (but not exactly like) my first partner that I had.
I met them in the corps and they had to hide their queerness because of the nature of working in the corps. They worked as a firefighter and then later as a paramedic. My partner also really liked 15 Minutes by Mike Krol and BOOGIE by Brockhampton so I put them in the playlist as homage.
I imagine Sol as the kind of person who would have to hide their queerness while working in the Marines or Navy, or whatever institution that they had to work in. I knew a lot of people in the corps who were closeted and didn't come out until they left. And maybe it's because they didn't realize or maybe it was because they were compelled to stay in the closet. I was one of them.
Now, I imagine that Sol's life is much better. They are no longer worried to tears about being outed and can live happily and out of the closet. They have queer friends. They do their nails and have all sorts of clothes to wear. Sometimes they let their beard grow out, sometimes they are clean shaven. They like perfumes that are usually marketed to women. Boots that are usually marketed to men. Clothes that are marketed to women. They like working on cars and going to the gym and going to petting zoos and dancing at clubs and kissing all sorts of people. They have an appointment set up to go on estrogen that they're scared and excited about. The people that they were the most scared to come out to are their biggest supporters.
This playlist isn't really meant to be ABOUT Tozer, it's just what they like to listen to. I tried to make it a mix of riot grrl, hardcore, metal, grunge, lesbian anthems, and sad gayboy music.
