âJust stop. I already said no, so please stop.â Remus huffed as he entered the dorm.
âMoony, itâs a supermoon. We donât know what could happen.â James tried to reason as they all filed into the room.
âExactly, we donât know whatâs going to happen and I wonât let any of you get hurt or killed or god forbid bitten because of meâ Remus hissed as he spun around.
The Marauders recoiled. Remus was not one to get angry very often.
âIf I find out that any of you are with me tommorow night I swear to god I will go straight to Dumbledore and tell him about everything.â His normally honey brown eyes were dark with anger, fear, and pain.
He turned back around and fell onto his bed, breathing heavily.
Sirius moves forward and knelt in from of him. âLove, talk to usâ he pleaded as he tucked a strand of hair behind Remusâs ear.
âI canât hurt any of you. I canâtâ Remus said forcefully. His voice tight with emotion.
Sirius shifted so he was on one knee. âFirst off, itâs not you that hurts us. Itâs the wolf. And second, if you really donât want us to be there we wonât be. But donât think thatâs going to stop us from staying up all night and crying at every howl. And risking breaking our ankle to get down to the hospital wingâ Sirius smiled.
Remus attempted one but it was only a little twitch before pain overtook his features.
âIâm scaredâ he whimpered.
âOf what baby?â Sirius asked softly, trying to act like his heart hadnât just broken at the sound of his boyfriend in pain.
âChanging, the moon, all of itâ He tried to choke back a sob. His forehead falling onto Siriusâs shoulder. âItâs h-hell on normal moons but the moons not full for another 4 days and it hurts so bad. I canât- I canâtâ he gave up the battle with his tears and sobbed.
Sirius kissed the top of his head and tried to sooth the pain in anyway he could think of. âIâm so sorry baby. You know I would take it all away in a second if I could.â
âPleaseâ Remus begged, his entire body shaking under Siriusâs hands. Sirius could feel his muscles rippling with each wave of pain.
âJesus fucking Christâ Sirius muttered as he struggles to figure out how to help. âGet Pomfreyâ he tells James and Peter who run out of the room.
The next time they walk into the room, Remus is seizing on the bed. A pale Sirius frozen beside him, tears falling down his face.
They donât see Remus again until after the moon.