#helloimhere

Intro...

I love all these neon light, so hipster. 💡 #neonlight #sunwaypyramid #artbox #selfiemuseum #helloimhere #room8008 #cap #longhair #hipster （在 Artbox Malaysia） https://www.instagram.com/p/BqSQD3wnTENyZcHoHcVI0NG_QIqtAU_8vtTFtA0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6yuial09lhut

今日行くかな、どうしよ。 . . . #helloimhere #needsupply . . (Need Supply Co. Japan) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqO5-sVnSfz/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=pwil2gfz9yo9

It’s been a while for a lot of things. There is one particular thing the stands out for me, and that’s how long it’s been since I put pen to paper. Although now there’s a new forum. I don’t just scribble my words on loose paper and file it away in a journal or file to gather dust. My brain feels like it’s been gathering dust. Not writing. So today is as good a day as any. As a cynic I find myself criticizing everything. And sleep deprivation -because, KIDS- has led me to become far more irritable, far faster than ever before. But there’s plenty out there in the digital universe to whinge and complain about. So around my 36th birthday last year I decided to switch up my Facebook profile. I culled the haters and negativity. I put everything positive at the top of my feed. I’d hoped this would lead to a more positive mindset and energy in my life. Shit still goes wrong on the daily. I don’t think my subconscious is willing to let me completely off the hook. I don’t know how to blog. I spent the day googling this and that. To be honest, it was actually 2 days. It felt good. And then I just felt anxious and nervous. Maybe I’ll write about me. My feelings. My life. My opinions. My preferences. Like someone famous. Someone well known and not quite so anonymous as myself. Or maybe it’ll be a series of funny anecdotes on how today went wrong and how my kids drove me up the wall. It’s remarkable how those we love unconditionally can push our buttons like no other. I’ll try and keep the complaining to a minimum, the world already has enough of that. In a way this is like my origin story, delving into the vast online pond where all the little fish want their 5 minutes. But it sure beats housework, arguing with my kids over some insignificant crap or watching yet another game of footy with my husband. So it begins....

Even though there are bows on my sleeves, I feel like a warrior in this outfit. 🎀🖤#helloimhere Also, the art scene is really blooming in San Jose. Check out all the art murals that are popping up everywhere @powwowsanjose. This particular one is at Pink Elephant Bakery shopping center by @aarondelacruz (at San Jose, California)

Mail time 😁 #helloimhere #hbjournal Thanks @needsupply! ♡