#heartvsmind

🧠 ❤️ The heart remembers what the mind tries to forget.

Some stories aren't just told they're felt, deep in the soul.

A conversation between my ego and my soul

Mind : What should I do?

Heart : Let go

Mind : I'm scared. I don't know how my life would be without {redacted}. It's scares me when I have those thoughts. I don't know why I have a strong grip towards them.. . . I know I deserve better, but I want it from them.

Heart : I know I know. But you have to trust me.

Mind : I want to trust you; I really have been trying to surrender.

Heart : We see that you're trying. Whenever you're ready, there's no judgement. You don't have to lie to yourself or feel ashamed. We understand why it's difficult.

Mind : I'm ashamed because I know they're not good for me, I see the signs, but I still want them. Why do I crave someone who doesn't even want to be with me. It makes me question if I really do love myself.

Heart : You do love yourself, you're just learning how to love yourself. That was something that wasn't taught to you. You'll see for yourself one day, how much you really love yourself. Everything that you're doing, you're doing for you.

Loving yourself means not giving up on yourself. Loving yourself is allowing yourself to continue to try. Loving yourself is allowing yourself to feel your emotions, express them, and release them. Loving yourself is Healing You/r/Self.

Trust me, when the time comes where you have to choose, you'll choose you.

To say he is absent, an exaggeration. He asks how I am, he looks out for me. Then I am writing to question why a short leave overtakes my mind like a storm overtakes the sun. Although it will pass and the sun shall remain, I am the sky that cries in vain. 

A selfish thought I’d call it. A selfish hoard. For a well-grown bond knows respect and knows not the word possess. My heart can’t help but bleed a little, incomparable to the river of blood it spews. It is normal, it is alright. Thus I shall not say a word.

Head: Damn.

Heart: (silence)

Head: This again...

Heart: (silence) *A small tear rolls down its face.

Head: You can't keep doing this to yourself. It's doing nothing but hurting you.

Heart: *Another tear rolls down its face.

Head: Heart, you'll get through this. I'll be right there with you. Cheering you on when you're at your lowest as always.

Heart: (looks over at Head) *Tears start to roll down uncontrollably.

Heart: I've tried to make this work. It just seems to be no compromise. No meeting me in the middle. No inkling to trying to understand me and where I'm coming from. I'm so tired of trying and getting the same result.

Head: Rubs Hearts back.

Heart: Head, how can you move on so quickly. Is logic enough to do that? To just walk away and say enough is enough. My emotions have overruled you. Silenced you for too long. Too long to the point of me sitting here in my own sadness. Seeking away out of it.

Head: Feel that emotion. Dont turn your head away from it. At the end all of this is just a little lesson in life.