#heartdeceived

        she’s become insatiable when it came to him , how she had longed for his touch and to know what it felt like to be handled the way he wanted to handle her instead of him being careful for she had still been mortal . sweat beaded against ivory skin , chest rising and falling still with the indication that she was still coming down from the high he just gave her , but she had wanted more . he had answered her question and there was a small kiss to her lips and he was separated from her . body felt cold as he left the room , a pout on her lips but she had understood his reasonings . lithe digits pulled one of his shirts from the floor and tugged it over her head , fingers raking through brunette tresses as she settled back on the bed waiting for him to return , wondering if she could distract him from the food instead . 

       ‘ maybe that’s the plan . ‘ she beamed as arms wrapped around his neck , lips still working on pressing kisses to the skin of his face and his neck . she knew what she was doing and how to get him to stay but she also knew how stubborn he could get if he wanted to get his way . ‘ whatever it is you plan on doing , skip it and spend the day in bed with me , hmm ? ‘

it shouldn't have come as a surprise that the mikaelsons would have had enemies that would pull something like this-- they'd been around long enough and had pulled enough bullshit on people for someone to have planned something out already.jan just never thought she would have been part of any of it, despite being friends with some of them.someone had nabbed her on her way home from rousseau's, while another someone had forced her to choke down a cup of what may have been blood ( though she tried really hard not to think about it ) after they'd dragged her to an abandoned building at the edge of town.she was lucky that kol had found her when he did-- tearing quite a few of her captors apart in the process, from what she could hear, too. relief washed over her while she remained struggling with her bindings."took you guys long enough-- can we go now? 'cause i need to find a bathroom to puke."

♡   @heartdeceived   —   canon   quote   starter

in her childhood religion was not present and it took her a long time to understand why.  of course ,  it was because of her parents who were trying to protect her.  as she grew older and the political situation started to equal to the religious one becoming horrifying , so a decision was made on her own to mind her own business and do as she’s told.  there were times where she would see a neighbor , praying secretly . and other times where she would see public executions.   if such cruelty was happening to her people katerina doubted that prayers would help.  and that stuck with her.  which doesn’t make her a non-believer ,  she just chooses to ignore it.  as her daughter gets ripped from her arms , she sticks by it and even more as she becomes a vampire.

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