@headapted    asked    :    i’m not going anywhere without you.

      &    WHAT    IF    SHE    DOESN’T    WANT    TO    GO    ?    what if she knows that she doesn’t belong with the rest of them    –    her family.    the people who isolated her    ,    abandoned her    ;    left her to fend for herself for years    ,    ridiculed by a man claiming to be their father    ,    constantly being put down    –    so ordinary.    (    no.    not anymore.    never again.    )    the man was scared.    scared that he wouldn’t be able to control her.    & he used her sister to keep her suppressed.    a dullness too profound to imagine.    her sister knew.    but she never told her    –    a family secret & the only person that might not have had knowledge of it was    –    five    .    .    .

      ❛    you need to.    ❜    (    on a farm    ,    far away from everything.    )    she can’t hurt anyone here.    ❛    five    ,    i’m not    –    i don’t belong with you guys.    ❜    she doesn’t belong anywhere.    vision lights to a snowy hue    ,    loss of control playing in her veins    ,    the curse of emotionally triggered vibrations.    no    ,    she can’t lose it again.