@headapted asked : i’m not going anywhere without you.
& WHAT IF SHE DOESN’T WANT TO GO ? what if she knows that she doesn’t belong with the rest of them – her family. the people who isolated her , abandoned her ; left her to fend for herself for years , ridiculed by a man claiming to be their father , constantly being put down – so ordinary. ( no. not anymore. never again. ) the man was scared. scared that he wouldn’t be able to control her. & he used her sister to keep her suppressed. a dullness too profound to imagine. her sister knew. but she never told her – a family secret & the only person that might not have had knowledge of it was – five . . .
❛ you need to. ❜ ( on a farm , far away from everything. ) she can’t hurt anyone here. ❛ five , i’m not – i don’t belong with you guys. ❜ she doesn’t belong anywhere. vision lights to a snowy hue , loss of control playing in her veins , the curse of emotionally triggered vibrations. no , she can’t lose it again.