Zo 8 Mei: I almost died today… It really shook me awake from my numbness and emptiness. I know that death is always close to us and comes unexpectedly knocking on our door. But I almost died today, and it isn’t the first time I stare at death, but I was reallyyyyyy close this time. Allah protected me al hamdulillah. We believe that death is a right and that our turn will come ‘’someday’’. However, we tend to forget about it when we sink in life’s responsibilities… Sometimes we even wish for death when we are desperate and suffer during some dark times. But when its there, right in front of your eyes, nothing seems that important anymore. ALL your worries become stupid… You realize that you could actually do better and maybe try harder… You could’ve found a solution to that big problem or whatever...
Yes! I am broken, I am depressed, I had lost hope. But I got another chance and I wanna use it better in order to attain my goals. We should enjoy our life, work on ourselves to be the best version we could be and update our goals every now and then, bcs if not… You’re gonna look at death taking your soul ‘someday’, and you’d wish for another chance…
