#grumpydoctor

im still working out if that's a compliment or an insult tbh

B)B)B)

i know see b/c hazel and augustus have "okay" and we have "B)"

pomegranates. goats. star kisses. that's how this all started and i'm not sure what her thoughts on me are but i'm basically going to marry her for the rest of my life and that makes me happy. i've ranted about her and to her and i can't really sum her up so easily, but it all boils down to: her mind is a map of every place a soul should go and i want to wander it forever, and her soul is full of cynical outerwear and loving softness, and collin is a goddess born to human skin that never quite remembered her divine potential.

should i be excited or afraid

yes!!!!!!! i just started watching it today though :)

a boy with curly hair and kind eyes and a sprinkle of freckles that remind you of stars, a boy with double jointed thumbs and a scar on his knee from a skateboarding accident when he was 12, a boy with sand in his soul and an ocean in his eyes, a boy who reads you like a ship captain reads the sea, a boy who lives for the gasps and breaths and whispers and storms you are made of, a boy who wears wrinkled shirts and pants with a crease in the middle, a boy who once made a sandwich in the middle of the grocery store to watch your eyes widen and your skin flush, a boy who jumps off roofs and whose hands twitch unless you hold them, a boy whose brows furrows at things on paper and make him grip the pen like a high wire until you touch his jawline, a boy whose laughter is like dynamite and whose gaze will make your skin change color, a boy who thinks you are the best thing since God made the stars, a boy who loves the sea and tells you he can see it reflected in your eyes