the highest level of intimacy between siffrin and loop is him sticking his hand inside loop's star-shaped thing on their chest- that or cannibalism

ah so this is just the mood today. okay

late night thoughts because i can’t fucking sleep- i can’t beleive my boyfriend never fucking told me when he become single or the fact that he’s liked me since like 2023 bro i’m fucking shitting bricks..this whole time i had a chance and this mf just wanted to nonchalantly stand there like he wasn’t everything i desired like HELLOOOO

Grown men listening to tiktoks/instagram reels in public (on the train) should eat gravel for the next few months. Get headphones! Be considerate!

do you ever have an event in the future and you're uncertain if it's gonna work out or not? and you don't wanna hope that it works too hard because then you'll get so much more disappointed. but you also don't want to tell yourself that it will surely not happen because you don't wanna jinx it. what is the appropriate amount of excitement here. how much am I allowed to hope for something until it's too much and will definitely fall flat. but also how do i not despair and influence it to not happen with my negative outlook. do you get me.

i can feel the hyperfixation draining away slowly and it hurts my soul a little bit

I really wanted to write today, but ended up entertaining guests a lot. And tomorrow i have to work, so im hoping to get to write tuesday, but il have lost the drive, if i know myself. I can just feel myself slowly forgetting what i want to write.