#grrrrh

Dialogue entre une Popi et son bidon..

Edit: Went by the repair shop today and everything works again. My data storage chip's software was faulty and they had to write it anew. Luckily, all of my documents could be saved.

i keep coming to "no one would love you" thoughts over and over again and i can't fucking fall asleep! i want hugs, i want to talk, i want to cry

-getting vibes but ignoring them because you think it's your imagination -realizing said vibes were real and facing said vibes with wary apprehension conversely, -thinking you get vibes and acting upon them -when they're (in reality) nonexistent and then having to deal with that sticky situation also -having really stinky durian-fingers -threads hanging on your clothes that look like loose threads but are actually the beginning to the end of your best pair of capris (and do not, as they should, come with a sign saying "DO NOT PULL") -wet mail -wet Birkenstocks (trust me on this one) -missing your best friend who is ages away in a different country -wanting to do things and always forgetting to do them -having to do things and always forgetting to do them -repercussions of having to do things and always forgetting to do them -not being able to sleep in the morning -the fact that we get tired -things in general -being bad at planning sets -having to plan sets when you are, as aforementioned, bad at planning sets -not knowing the titles of songs, and singing them through only to realise the title isn't in the song at all

siiiigh