Castles in the Snow
A collaboration by @mdelpinâ and @oryu404â
Gratsu Winter Solstice 2020 Prompt: Fun in the Snow Pairing: Gray x Natsu
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January 6th, 2021
âHave you figured out the answer yet?â Gray asked, trying to remain patient even though it was clear to him that Natsu wasnât paying the slightest bit of attention to the math problem he was supposed to be working on.
âWhat?â Natsu finally stopped staring out the window long enough to glance at Gray with a guilty expression that he couldnât help but find incredibly cute.
Hana, Atlas, and Aki were glued to the window as well, oohing and aahing as the backyard accumulated more and more snow.
âWhatâs the matter with you guys? Youâre all acting like youâve never seen snow before.â
âWell, I mean, they sort of havenât. It didnât really snow that much in Edolas, a few inches at the most,â Natsu reminded him, âThis is the first big snowfall theyâve ever seen, and theyâve been looking forward to it for weeks.â
The longing in Natsuâs eyes made it clear that the kids werenât the only ones who had been looking forward to it. To his credit, he did try to shift his focus back to studying, staring at the problem he was supposed to solve for about five minutes before his eyes strayed back to the window again.
âFine, fine, you win,â Gray sighed, realizing any further attempts would be pointless and that Aki would probably love to go out with Atlas and Hana in the snow. âLetâs go play.â
He snorted when his words were immediately met with cheers and dazzling smiles.
âAre you sure?â Natsu asked, âI know I can get this if I keep at it.â
âThereâs no point. Your mindâs clearly out there,â Gray shrugged. âWe can take a break for one day. It wonât mess up anything. Besides, how can you expect me to say no to those faces?â He nodded towards the kids, who were staring at them with big, pleading eyes, bouncing on their feet in anticipation. âI guess youâre right,â Natsu chuckled and closed his math book as he got up. He stretched his arms above his head, causing his shirt to ride up and expose part of his abdomen, and now it was Grayâs turn to be distracted.
Hana dashed to the coat closet to grab her winter gear and put it on, all the while telling them all the things she wanted to do once they got outside.
âDo you have stuff for Aki?â Natsu asked, his lips twitching at Hanaâs running commentary. âI think Erza got two sets for Atlas. Heâs welcome to borrow one.â
âNah, Iâve got his stuff in the car. Iâll be right back.â
Gray put on his jacket and went outside, stopping briefly to collect some of the snow that had accumulated on the steps into his gloved hand and examining it, grinning when he saw how well it stuck together. Perfect snow for playing, fluffy and wet.
He felt his own excitement build. Winter had always been his favorite season, and some of his fondest memories were of playing in the snow with his parents and Rogue once he was a bit older. Theyâd had snowball fights, built snowmen, collapsed on the snow to make angels, and careened down ever higher hills on sleds for hours, returning home to hot cocoa and cookies as their mom complained that their lips were a worrying shade of blue.
Gray still treasured those memories and looked forward to doing some of those things with Aki now that he was old enough. He rushed back inside, beginning the long process of bundling his son up into his winter gear.
Thankfully Atlas was there to distract him, chattering excitedly as Natsu got him ready. It was only when both boys were dressed that Gray shifted his attention.
âAre you sure you donât want to put anything else on?â Gray mocked, amused by the ridiculous amount of clothing Natsu was wearing. Snow pants tucked over his snow boots, a padded jacket, the checkered scarf he often wore, a balaclava under a woolen hat, and thick gloves.
âItâs cold,â Natsu shrugged, then looking him over, he urged, âShouldnât you get ready? The kids are getting impatient.â
âI am ready, Sunshine.â
Natsu gaped at him, or so Gray imagined since the only part of his face that he could really make out was his eyes.
âYou canât be serious. Youâre going to freeze!â
âAnd you call me a princess? I hate to break it to you, but itâs not even that cold. Iâve got gloves and my jacket. Iâm good.â He opened the door that led to the backyard and walked out with Aki and Atlas following close behind. Hana dashed past him in a purple blur.
Snow continued to fall, although the heaviest part of the storm seemed to be over, and Gray stuck his tongue out, trying to catch snowflakes as heâd done when he was little and smiling at the familiar tingle.
Gray thought he saw Natsu staring at him, but it was too brief for him to be sure. He shrugged it off, switching his attention to the boys and chuckling at their antics. Atlas had lain down on the snow and was rolling himself around, turning into a human snowball as more and more snow stuck to him while Natsu somehow managed to take pictures on his phone.
Aki was busy alternating between admiring the snow that stuck to his mittens with an awed expression and giggling at the crunching noise his boots made when he moved, causing Grayâs heart to swell. He quickly took a few pictures to show his parents and walked over to encourage him to play with the others.
He stopped short when he saw the misshapen blob that Hana and Natsu were cobbling together.
âWhat is that supposed to be?â
âWhat do you mean? Itâs a snowball, obviously.â Natsu held up his creation with a lot more pride than it deserved.
âThat thing has no business calling itself a snowball,â Gray scoffed, âItâs going to fall apart in the air long before it hits anything.â
âWill not.â
âOh yeah? Go ahead, throw it at me.â
Natsu hurled the snowball, but Gray didnât even bother moving, and just as he expected, it never hit.
"Told you," he said smugly and squatted down to grab some snow off the ground, skillfully shaping it into an almost perfect ball. "My turn," he flashed a wicked grin and threw the snowball, watching with childish glee as it soared through the air and hit Natsu square in the face.
âHey, no fair, youâre not supposed to throw them in peopleâs faces,â Natsu protested, wiping the snow off his face with his glove.
âI figured you wouldnât even feel it through all that padding,â he teased, making no effort to apologize. âThatâs what a real snowball feels like.â
âHowâd you get it to pack like that?â
âHere, let me show you, and then we can have ourselves a real fight,â Gray offered before Natsu could get it into his head to retaliate. âYou too, Hana.â
He cupped some snow between his hands, rotating them slowly to help fuse the snow together. âYou just gotta make sure to press down firmly when you rotate your hands. That packs the snow in real good and keeps it from falling apart midair.â
Hana and Natsu watched eagerly as he explained, imitating his actions. Their first efforts were pretty pitiful.
âJust keep at it. Those already look better,â he encouraged, â Youâll know youâre doing it right when you can stack them up.â
He noticed Aki gazing at the trees with interest and picked him up, walking over towards the nearest one so his son could touch one of its branches, delighting at his laugh when the snow came down. Gray kissed Akiâs chubby cheek and whispered, âI love you, kiddo.â
âI did it!â
Hanaâs exalted cry was cut short as the stack of snowballs sheâd worked so hard on toppled over when Atlas attempted to grab one.
âHey!â she started to protest, but whatever expression Atlas had on his face changed her mind, causing her to dissolve into giggles instead.
The sound of Hanaâs laughter drew Akiâs attention, and he wiggled in Grayâs arms, wanting to be put down to go investigate what his friends were up to.
Gray obliged, watching as Hana and Natsu created stacks of snowballs for Atlas to topple, and when Aki joined in, he began to make some as well, amused by how easily the two boys were entertained. After a bit, Natsu changed up the game, showing them how to stack the snowballs instead.
He had to admit that his friend was pretty good with kids, which was probably not a huge surprise, considering he seemed to be a big kid himself. It made Gray wonder what parenting might have been like if heâd been married to someone like that.
He analyzed Natsuâs backyard, trying to distract himself from any thoughts of his ex. He was soon struck with an idea.
âHey Natsu, you got any snow shovels?â
âYeah, hang on.â
Natsu waddled over to the small shed that sat on their driveway, returning with two adult shovels and two child-sized ones. âWhat do you have in mind?â
âHow do you feel about putting a small sledding hill in for the kids?â
âI think itâs a great idea, just surprised you came up with it, â Natsuâs eyes crinkled, and Gray could easily visualize the accompanying grin underneath the balaclava. âI bet I can shovel more snow than you, though.â
âIn your dreams, Squinty Eyes.â
They decided on an area and began shoveling snow into a large pile and packing it down while Hana kept the boys entertained.
âGetting tired yet?â Natsu huffed.
âThis is nothing. I could go all day,â he smirked, noticing Natsuâs discomfort, âYou seem pretty done, though.â
âIn your dreams, Droopy Eyes.â Natsu unzipped his jacket to reveal a fleece liner underneath, âIâm just getting started.â
âDroopy?! And here Iâve been told theyâre one of my best features,â Gray retorted, as he climbed to the top of the makeshift hill, ensuring the snow was packed in well enough. âI think we can stop now. This is probably tall enough for them. Youâll have to impress me with your stamina another time.â
Natsuâs eyes widened in disbelief before he exploded into a fit of raucous laughter.
âIs it ready?â Hana asked, rushing over to them with Atlas and Aki chasing after her.
âYep, go get your sled from the shed, and can you bring that little inflatable one?â
âYeah,â Hana ran off, returning with a pink saucer sled and a folded up piece of vinyl, which she handed over to her father to inflate.
âI got it. Wouldnât want you to have to take off anything,â Gray grabbed the sled out of Natsuâs hands, finding the plastic tube and blowing into it until it had filled up.
Hana climbed the steps heâd carved into the snow with the kid shovels and sat down on her sled, squealing loudly when he gave her a firm push. She slid down the hill, her sled continuing to travel for several feet, leaving a trail in the snow. She was up as soon as her sled stopped, running back to them with a massive smile on her face.
âThat was awesome!â
Gray couldnât help but grin in response, pleased that heâd been able to make her so happy with such a simple act. He wondered how Aki would respond, and knowing his timid nature, he asked Natsu to have Atlas go first.
The sled had a little seat belt built into it, which was nice because the last thing on Atlasâ mind was holding on. He cackled all the way down and then chatted excitedly to Natsu as they returned.
Aki pulled on his leg, eager to take his turn, and Gray helped him into the sled. He let him have a moment to get used to it before nodding to Natsu to give him a push. Although his response to the experience was more muted than the two Dragneel kids, it was no less joyful, and Gray hid his face, fighting back unexpected tears at watching Aki lead a life more in line with what heâd always wanted for him.
Rather than tease him for getting overly emotional, Natsu offered him a half hug and went back to helping the kids sled down the hill until he was ready to rejoin them. It was gestures like that that made him wish that Natsu would see him as someone he could love, rather than just a good friend.
âDada!â
Akiâs excited cries called him back, and they stayed out until the kidsâ teeth began chattering from the cold.
0-0 After theyâd helped the kids get out of their layers and put all the winter gear away, Natsu moved to the kitchen. He filled a large glass measuring cup with water, placed it in the microwave, and then started searching through the cabinets. âDo you want some hot cocoa?â he asked Gray once heâd found what he was looking for: a box full of packets of instant hot cocoa powder. âSorry, what?â Gray stared at him in a mixture of horror and pure disbelief. âIâm going to pretend you didnât just say that.â âHuh?â Natsu puzzled, completely lost as to what he meant. âWhatever you think that is-â Gray pointed an accusing finger at the box, âI'm not drinking it. Move over.â He did a quick check through the fridge and the cupboards to make sure Natsu had everything he needed to make real hot cocoa and got to work. Meanwhile, Natsu piled a mountain of cookies onto a plate to go along with it, laughing when Atlas and Aki came begging one off him before heâd even finished. Natsuâs phone buzzed in his pocket, and he quickly wiped the cookie crumbs off his hands before checking it. Gray watched his brows knit together as he focused on the message, but his expression soon turned into one of joy and relief. âWell, looks like I get tonight off. Jellal told me not to bother coming in. Itâs been quiet all day because of the snow,â he reported happily as he put his phone away again. âYou should stay for dinner. The roads are crap anyway.â
âYou sure? We wouldnât want to put you out.â
âSure, weâve got plenty of frozen pizzas,â Natsu opened the freezer, pointing to an alarming amount of pizza boxes.
âIs that all you eat?â Gray asked in horror.
âHah, well,â Natsu threaded his fingers through his hair in an embarrassed gesture, âErzaâs the one who usually cooks. She gets those for us for when sheâs not around. Oh! I should let her know she doesnât have to hurry back.â
He pulled out his phone and began texting his sister as Gray mulled the invitation over. He hadnât really been looking forward to going home yet. Lyon would still be at work, and he knew the apartment would feel empty after having spent the afternoon surrounded by Natsuâs warmth.
That decided him.
âFine, Iâll stay, but weâre not having frozen pizza.â He rolled his sleeves up and headed to the sink to wash his hands, thinking about the limited number of things he knew how to make.
He opened their pantry and breathed a sigh of relief when he found two boxes of pasta and a few jars of sauce. âMake yourself useful, fill a big pot with water and put it on the stove,â he demanded, moving stuff around to see what ingredients he could use to add to the sauce.
âI dunno, Erza uh- doesnât really like it when I use the stove,â Natsu murmured, avoiding Grayâs gaze.
âWhy? What did you do, set the kitchen on fire?â Gray blurted, laughing at how absurd that was.
When his joke was received with silence instead of the angry denials heâd been expecting, he glanced up to find Natsu quietly pouring the hot cocoa into mugs and placing them on the table in the breakfast nook along with the cookies. He called the kids over and walked back into the kitchen, still avoiding direct eye contact.
âOh my God, you did! Didnât you?!â
âIt was an accident!â Natsu protested, âI was making dinner when Atlasâ diaper overfilled, and I had to deal with it. By the time I was done with that, I had forgotten the stove was on.â
Gray wanted to give him a hard time about it, but he could absolutely see that happening. He was well aware of how unreliable Natsuâs attention span was at the best of times. It was the one thing they struggled with the most during their study sessions.
âWell, Iâll be the one cooking, so it shouldnât be a problem,â Gray assured him, pointing him towards the sink once again.
âWhat about knives? Are you allowed near those, Pyro?â he taunted as he tossed him an onion to chop.
âIt was an accident!â Natsu complained, and when that did nothing to stop the teasing, he pouted, âYouâre not funny.â
âOh, I donât know about that,â Gray smirked, quite pleased that he might have finally found a nickname to counter the dreaded Princess.
âJerk,â Natsu muttered, grabbing a knife and attempting to chop the onion.
They worked in somewhat comfortable silence. As usual, Natsu couldnât stay mad for long, and soon he was telling Gray funny stories about people heâd met at work, while Gray told him about some of the places heâd traveled to for shoots.
âIâve always wanted to travel,â Natsu commented, pulling out plates from the cupboards and walking off to set the table.
âYouâre not exactly dead yet, you know,â Gray called out, pouring the pasta into a colander and checking on the sauce one last time before turning off the stove.
âYeah, but come on, when am I ever going to be able to afford it or have the time?â
Gray had no answer to that, so he changed the subject instead, âFoodâs ready.â
âHey, you wanna watch a movie after? Thereâs this one about dragons and vikings weâve wanted to watch.â
âHow to Train your Dragon?â
âYouâve seen it?â
âI went to the premiere,â Gray explained, but when he saw how disappointed Natsu looked by his admission, he hastily added, âBut who really watches the movie at those things, itâs all photo ops and gossip. Iâd love to watch it.â
It wasnât entirely a lie, either. Siegrain had felt slighted by some industry bigwig and had spent most of the movie complaining about it. But honestly, even if heâd seen it a hundred times, heâd gladly watch it again if it meant he could experience the beaming smile Natsu flashed his way.
The sun had long ago set by the time they finished eating their dinner, and it wasnât hard to see that all three kids were going to conk out as soon as they were still for any amount of time. Natsu didnât seem to notice, though, and Gray didnât have the heart to dampen his enthusiasm. Not when he was practically bouncing as he went around making popcorn for everyone. Gray volunteered to load the dishwasher, claiming, much to Natsuâs chagrin, that he didnât want to be responsible for his being banned from yet another kitchen appliance.
Natsu lit the fireplace, placing the screen securely in front while Gray settled the boys on the sofa. After a frantic search for the remote, they were finally ready. They sat down next to each other as the opening credits played. Aki climbed onto Grayâs lap, and Atlas did the same with Natsu, while Hana snuggled up next to her father.
As Gray had predicted, all three kids were out ten minutes later, and then it was just the two of them again, talking and laughing along with the movie. Gray ached to stretch his arm and pull Natsu closer to him, even as Aki snored quietly against him.
He stopped paying attention to the movie, frustrated by how his infatuation with Natsu kept growing outside of his control. Today had only made it worse, enticing him with all the things heâd always wanted in a relationship but had given up on somewhere along the way.
The sound of loud snores startled him out of his thoughts, and he turned his head to discover Natsu had also fallen asleep, his neck tilted at an awkward angle.
Gray stretched his arm, wrapping it around Natsuâs shoulders and slowly pulling him into his chest so he could rest more comfortably. Natsu muttered something in his sleep, snuggling into him with a faint smile that he found adorable.
He sat quietly, content to let everyone sleep while he watched over them, and let himself imagine that maybe, someday, this pocket of happiness could belong to the two of them.









