dear ahyoung aka your one and only (sorry milkshake man!)
∙ ∙ ∙ source!! — curiosity killed the cat, @ahyngkm!! ♡
hello, ahyoung aka my one and only. i didn’t know you were my one and only until now— heh. i’m just kidding, of course i know that unnie is my one and only. you’re number one in my heart, you know that and i’ve reminded you countless of times. honestly, i think i’m the luckiest girl to be blessed with such a wonderful woman in my life because you’re more than just a senior to me, you’re my best friend. as much as an unlikely pair we seem to make, we match on so many things and plenty of situations that age dissolves into nothing but a number. it’s 8 in the morning though and i’m not sure how this letter will go and you’ve somewhat managed to pass out last night, high on the strawberry milk you and i downed— it’s a wild tuesday morning, but nothing too wild that both you and i have not experienced together.
in between flying around in the living room with our shirt capes earlier did i realize everything. and it was weird. it was a 3am realization to be honest, some sort of epiphany that rinsed me awake. i get the feeling every once in a while, but never strong enough for me to tell you out loud. you’d think i will often enough since i’m a pretty vocal girl, eighteen with hot pink tinged against my lips. and you probably don’t remember what i told you because you were fast asleep then, long dark hair blanketing around unnie’s pretty face, mouth wide open at one point with a puddle of dry drool splotching the small corner of your lips. are you waiting for me to say ‘just kidding’? this time around, i’m not kidding at all ㅎㅎㅎ you really did drool, but don’t worry, i wiped your mouth and closed your jaw and made sure to put a pillow under your face. it might have been too low though, which would explain that pesky stiff neck you had when we got up. i knew i should have made that two. i guess i didn’t think about it twice ㅋㅋ i’m just so punny, i know, i crack myself up during times like these. this letter is already going so bad so might as well go all out with my love for you. are you curious what i told you? the cat being killed yet? don’t worry, i’m not into violence and definitely not into slow deaths. i’ll break it to you fast and quicky.
i miss… jasper ( yes, you heard that right, i miss jasper). i was only really able to hold him once but i feel like we had a really special connection, you know? it was that electric pop shock that surged through my veins— and recently i’ve been really inspired. the fire in me can’t be denied, and i’d never shoot it down. i’m motivated unnie, and let me tell you, in the future, i’m planning on getting twelve of them. you and jasper just inspired me so much that i feel the need to tell you, to announce to the whole world that i, park jinhee, will not only be living with cats, she will also live with twelve plants.
did i get your attention yet? yes? well, good, because that’s not really what i told you, haha. of course it isn’t, silly.
i love you, that’s what i told you at three in the morning. i don’t remind you enough and i figure i might as well tell you in this letter because come on, what else would i be writing about? sometimes i fear the day will come when i wake up and you aren’t there beside me. what will i do then? who will i go to whenever i have problems? or when i need someone to tell me i’m being stupid? who will i be waiting for? my days would be purposeless and i just get so darn down thinking about it. i never want it to happen. please don’t ever leave me.
besides, it’ll be pretty boring not to have you around me. besides the fact that jasper (now named jota the plant) won’t be around, i’d have no reason to stare at the wall and braid my hair.
always yours, picklezoned sugarbaby jinny
p.s, who is milkshake man? i honestly would like to know.
