A/N: It was so hectic last week (my birthday and everything) but here is some Mark fic. I got caught up in work so the ideas were not running the past few days.
Pairing/s: Mark Tuan x reader
You were downing shots like it was the last alcohol on Earth.
"Calm down, Y/N… What’s got you so worked up?" Your friend plucked the glass from your hand.
"Nothing." You shrugged, dodging the follow-up questions.
You didn’t want to talk about it. Not yet. Not when you and your boyfriend hadn’t even addressed it yourselves.
Your friend didn’t press further, only sighing. "At least slow down."
You nodded, but the lump in your throat was growing. You felt like crying at any moment. Mark didn’t feel like your boyfriend anymore. Hell, he barely even felt present in your life. Did he even care that you were here? Did he even remember he had a girlfriend?
Mark Tuan, your boyfriend of seven years—had been practically MIA for three weeks. Not literally, of course. He was just… caught up in his own world, forgetting that you existed in it.
You understood his life was hectic. Celebrity things. That’s how it had always been, and for seven years, you’d accepted it because you knew what you signed up for. He always made time for you. Never once had he made you feel neglected. Until now.
Would it kill him to send a simple update? A check-in? The bare minimum?
You were tired. And you were starting to wonder if this was even worth it anymore.
"How are you and Mark? I heard his group is going on tour," another friend asked, snapping you out of your thoughts.
You weren’t sure what made you wince—the sharp burn of vodka or the fact that this was the first time you were hearing about it.
"We’re good. Yeah, probably. We haven’t talked about it yet," you replied flatly, making it clear you didn’t want to discuss it. But apparently, some people didn’t know how to read the room.
"Oh, he hasn’t told you yet?"
Your other friend elbowed the one who spoke, sensing the tension.
"He mentioned it once," you muttered, brushing it off. But your fingers twitched as you checked your phone again. No messages. Of course.
Thank God. A distraction.
You let the music consume you, moving like you were in a Charli XCX music video wild, carefree, reckless. If Mark was too busy to care, why should you?
"Holy shit. Look who just walked in."
The four of you stopped dancing, following the direction your friend pointed.
And there he was. Mark. Along with Bambam, Jackson, and Yugyeom.
They were trying to be discreet, caps pulled low, hoodies up but you knew him anywhere. He wore a white cap and a black shirt, looking like they had come straight from the studio.
Your stomach twisted. He had time for this? He couldn’t send a single text, but he could show up here?
Then, as if the past three weeks hadn’t happened, Mark met your gaze and… waved.
Like nothing was wrong. Like he wasn’t the reason you were drowning in vodka.
He motioned toward their booth, expecting you to follow, but you were too pissed to even acknowledge him. So instead, you turned away and kept dancing, letting the music swallow your frustration.
Your friends exchanged looks but went along with it.
Later, as you settled back into your couch, tipsy and giggling, the mood shifted when they showed up at your table.
Mark. Bambam. Jackson. Yugyeom.
Mark’s eyes were locked on you. And he seems to be patiently waiting for you to go back on your table.
"Hi, ladies. Hope you don’t mind us crashing your night out," Jackson said smoothly, ever the social butterfly.
"We really don’t. Sup, Jack?"
Pleasantries were exchanged, and you nodded towards the guys in greeting. But Mark… Mark didn’t look away. He seemed to be waiting for a chance to talk to you alone.
Too bad you weren’t in the mood for that.
"Why don’t we all dance?" Bambam suggested, but his lingering glance between you and Mark didn’t go unnoticed.
"Sure. But won’t people recognize you guys?"
"Nah. Most of them are drunk anyway."
"I’ll be right behind you," you said, staying planted in your seat.
They headed to the dance floor, leaving you and Mark alone.
You poured another shot, staring at the glass as if it held answers.
"You’re drunk," he murmured.
"Good. So you still remember where that is? Thought you went astray."
Mark sighed, rubbing a hand over his face. "I’m sorry."
"I mean it. There’s been a lot going on—"
"Oh, I know. So much that you forgot to come home? Or even text your girlfriend?"
His jaw tightened. "Let’s talk properly when we get home."
You exhaled sharply, downing the vodka.
Your voice was flat, emotionless. But the weight of those words made Mark’s eyes widen in panic.
"What—no. Let’s talk properly first," he rushed out, desperation creeping into his tone.
You let out a bitter laugh. "Don’t you get it? You were gone for three fucking weeks. Barely a reply, barely a call. But you had time to be here?" You gestured around the club, anger bubbling over. "Seriously? I’m starting to wonder if I’m your girlfriend or just some dog waiting for scraps of attention."
"Baby… I’m really sorry. We—"
He bit his lip, stopping himself. Holding something back.
And that only pissed you off more.
You huffed, standing up, crossing your arms. "We need a break, Mark."
"So we can figure out if this is even worth continuing," you added. "That way, you can think and move freely—without having to remember that you have someone waiting for you."
"I'm sorry…" Mark exhaled, running a hand through his hair. "Me and the boys… we’re working on something so we can finally be free."
Your brows furrowed. "What?"
He hesitated, then cursed under his breath. "Damn, I wasn’t supposed to say anything while the case is ongoing, but… it’s you, baby. This is for you."
Your head spun—maybe from the alcohol, maybe from his words. Either way, nothing was making sense.
"I don’t understand what you mean," you mumbled.
Mark sighed, his grip tightening on your wrist as if grounding you. "We’re leaving the company. And JayB is fighting to make sure we keep our rights."
"W-what?! Are you guys insane?" Your voice rose, disbelief cutting through the haze. "You worked for this your whole lives and now you’re just—"
Mark’s hands found your arms, rubbing soothing circles.
"Baby…" His voice softened. "If this job means I can’t spend time with you, then I don’t want it."
"But don’t worry," he added quickly. "We’re not disbanding. Think of it as… leaving the nest. We’ll still come back as a group. But we need this to pursue what we love, on our terms."
Your chest tightened. This was huge. Bigger than your relationship issues, bigger than the past three weeks.
And he had been carrying it all alone.
""Oh my God, Mark! I’m so sorry! You could’ve at least said something!"
Mark chuckled, but you didn’t find it funny. Guilt gnawed at you for assuming the worst, for thinking he had simply stopped caring—when, in reality, he and the boys had been fighting for something that could cost them everything they had worked for since they were teenagers.
"I knew you’d be here," he admitted. "That’s why we came."
Your stomach flipped. A mix of emotions swirled inside you. He cared. He cared so much that he was doing all of this for himself, for the group, for you.
"I’m sorry for being MIA," he murmured, his thumb brushing your cheek. "And I promise, I’ll make it up to you. Big time."
Your head dipped slightly, overwhelmed, but Mark gently lifted your chin, forcing your eyes to meet his. Then, he pressed a soft kiss to your forehead before pulling you into his arms.
"I’m sorry for making you feel that way," he whispered against your hair. "It won’t happen again. I’ll make sure to update you, always."
You let out a shaky breath before burying your face into his chest, arms tightening around him.
"I think we need to go home," you mumbled.
Mark chuckled, the sound vibrating through you.
"I figured." He pulled back slightly, a small smirk playing on his lips. "Let’s grab something to eat first, okay?"
You nodded, and after saying goodbye to your friends who exchanged knowing glances but didn’t protest.
You and Mark found yourselves at a gas station at 3 AM, sharing greasy fast food.
Talking. Catching up. Planning the days ahead.
For the first time in weeks, everything felt right again. You let out a soft sigh, the weight that had been lingering on your chest beginning to lift. You missed him—his laugh, the way his jokes always managed to make you smile, and most of all, just having him around. You could almost hear his voice in your head, teasing you with one of his playful remarks.
"I swear, I have the best jokes in the world. You just wait."
You smiled at the thought, imagining how he'd grin that goofy, endearing grin of his.
Soon, you told yourself. Soon, he'd be by your side again, and this distance between you two would finally fade. You couldn’t wait to have him all to yourself, to wrap up the lingering tension in your relationship and just be together, uninterrupted.
And when that moment came, you knew it would feel like home again.