#gogather

I got to know a lot about laptops when I was deciding on what laptop to get. Through the research I saw amazing brands of laptop especially Gaming laptop.

With the knowledge I gained I also helped my friends in deciding what laptop to get and it was helpful.

At this moment of my life, I’m trying to find parts of myself within all the noise in the world. I want to be confident in the person I choose to be. It has been surprisingly hard to discern between the person I am/want to be and the person I think other people want me to be or think I am. 

Through this self-reflection, I had a chance to think about this in regards to creativity. I’ve always had such a hard time just sitting down and creating. It takes me so much energy and perhaps even courage to just start making. I think part of this has come from an impression that I am not artistic and that if you do something mediocre it’s better to not do it at all. The idea that we are all creators because we exist is a dream. Where these thoughts come from, I have some ideas, but this seems like a good place to start unraveling that knot in my weave. I’ve found so much joy in the act of creating and expressing myself however I want regardless of the outcome.

Collage:

I’ve chosen a six pointed star as a symbol of the moment of awe and connection I feel standing at the edge of nature - on the beach in front of the ocean, a step away from a forest, in the middle of a meadow, under a star-studded sky, etc. It’s here I feel like I can find perspective and ground myself as just one piece of the much, much larger network of nature. Into my weave, I’ve put pieces of my creative journey within a frame of stems. These are the pieces I’ve struggled to claim, but I hope will grow into. I suppose it is a sort of dreamcatcher or a nest for my creativity that I hope will one day grow wings.