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               ･ﾟ✫*.    ––––    some    meme    i    lost    ages    ago .    ❛    no    longer    accepting .

                  YOU    TAKE    A    SINGLE    STEP     BACK .    there’s    mirth    dancing    in    mocha    eyes ,    the    faintest    hints    of    amusement ,    as    if    you    were    something    other    than    the    simple    bits    and    pieces    of    plastic    that    you    really    were .    another    step    back .    options    flash    before    you .

                                                                 X    :    HONEST .                                                                 O    :    TEASE .

                                                            the    choice    is    obvious .

       “ you’ve got to be fucking kidding me, “ is all connor says, upon inspection of the gift given to him by cyberlife. he’s staring at this android in front of him and honestly, he takes it as a joke. they can take their little gift back.        “ my self loathing is already higher than others, so you can tell your creators that your presence at the DPD isn’t necessary. “ 

asjdhfjkl I am blessed. This ask is blessed. 

Oh this was nice to see now that I actually remembered to check my inbox again since I did see I got an ask when I woke up this morning but had to go to work before I could answer it.

tfcytgvhyvbuj-- I’m so awful with words. (you saw how I replied to it on discord >w>”) So.. I tend to speak in metaphors. . . .

       Even if we were a total strangers I’d throw you all the love I can give because everyone deserves it, and we all have our own dark shadows that follow us around. Sometimes even going as far as to blind us, suffocate us. The thing is, behind that mass, is a light. We only need to go towards it, wade ourselves through the deep end where dangers lie, and make our way ashore. There’ll be storms of chaos and dismay, towering waves of pure doubt and heartache that’ll crash down upon you, that’ll have you feeling like you’re sinking even deeper into the abyss. We all have our own monsters. Some small, some not too concerning; but they can grow in time. If we don’t drive ourselves to the surface, we may find ourselves at the bottom of no return.

       During this storm, remind yourself that the world isn’t filled with only monsters. There’s a warm light somewhere. As to where it is, I cannot say. What I can say is that it’s there in the most unusual of places. “A light at the end of a tunnel.”, “Every storm has it’s rainbow.” We hear these analogies often and our inner selves scoff at it. But it is true. I have seen it, many have. Now does that mean we never go back into that tunnel or get sucked back into that storm? Absolutely not. We’re only human. And that’s the biggest thing we need to remind ourselves.

       We’re only human. We can’t control everything that comes our way, but we can chose how to deal with it. For me, it’s stepping into the shoes of another, visualizing their world and what they see. To put myself in their state of mind to the best of my ability. I’ve been down a dark path in my past and thankfully got out before it was too late. I can relate to a feeling, but not to every experience. I do what I can, and that’s all I can do. Try to stir someone in the right direction, but ultimately, they’ll have to take the wheel.

     I’m here for whoever needs me to be here. It’s what I live for; my purpose. Heck, sometimes I’m the one who should be counselling myself the exact words I preach. *shrugs*

aMAZE