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"we need more weird GNC trans and nonbinary people!!" you guys can't even be normal about seeing a nonbinary person with tits wearing a bra instead of a binder
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Unexpected downside of getting jacked: arms now large enough to interfere with sleeping on side (traditional, preferred posture).
I now have a he/they TIF to worry about at work. I swear I'm magnetic. He's not out yet which means she/they publicly and he/they with a select group that I am now officially apart of.
I have a few days to prepare myself before the next time I will literally be surrounded. (Like legit trans woman to my right, trans man to my left, non-binary behind me) At least two of my trans coworkers are homosexuals from conservative families. My heart breaks listening to them talk about how excited they are to start hormone treatment.
And I have a boss who keeps making it hard af to keep my mouth shut because instead of coexisting with our 7 and counting trans crew he keeps deepthroating his own foot. I've selectively opened my mouth in the past. The management team all know that I'm gender critical. The majority of the crew on the other hand, not so much. And they keep bringing up their issues with him to me.
We have tons of crew who have nicknames. Some of them are kinda far our there. He can swallow his tongue alongside me and not dead name. If he doesn't stop, he might start a witch hunt. Or worse, he might try to call on me to defend his male ass. And then I will have to thread a very fine needle in which I both throw him under the mob of angry Ts and walk away with my life mostly intact.
Being a thought criminal is hard enough without someone poking the bear.
I miss my undercut :(((
I spent two years growing it out so I could get a sidecut instead, but now I suddenly really want the undercut back :( On days where I want to present more androgynous a sidecut just isnโt enough...
(But the problem with an undercut is that it doesnโt really work for more โfeminineโ days :/// I guess there is no perfect haircut that lets me switch between the two. And another problem is that I wouldnโt want an undercut as high as my sidecut, so Iโd have to grow a section of it out again... and thatโd take time... again.)
shipping online and being nonbinary/agender/gnc/fuck-it-i-do-what-want is such a hassle. I like masculine clothing, and also cute shit too and whenever I look for either I get either Lolita stuff that p much says girl (nothing wrong with that) or sporty tight fitting "hoo-ah im a BIG maN" stuff
and.
I just,,
wanna be in the middle
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When you take a risk and present kinda fem but you donโt pass so you get read as female, not just a gnc guy:
It's strange how uncomfortable I can make the trans woman I work with simply by existing. She unintentionally murdered food this morning because I was singing T Swift and I'm not gonna lie it was low-key funny. I'm not sorry I'm sexy, GNC, and confident.
I made a joke about not hearing anything at work today, or something along those lines, and my coworker just said (jokingly) "It's because you're a /Man/"
And I know the intention is good (this is not a post about assuming gender/villifying my coworker who is sweet af). But it's really disheartening to hear. Like I don't feel comfortable correcting anyone on it since I present masc and use he/him pronouns and I pass for a guy to most people. And I don't want to change any of that. I'd never call myself a man but I don't tell people I'm not. So I don't really feel like I have a right to say "don't group me in with men".
Can I honestly say I'm a woman? I love my body at this point, and it's more masculine than ever. But the more masculine my body is the more comfortable I am with IDing as a woman. It's such a weird situation to be in, and really inconvenient. I still feel uncomfortable calling myself a woman, more because of the associations with feminity and how society views women. But I hate the idea of other queer and/or sapphic women especially viewing me as a man. Heck, I don't even like cishet men thinking I'm a man other than for safety purposes.
Idk where I'm going with this ramble other than I really hated to hear that and it felt kind of isolating.
