#girlystuff

Does anyone else have a deep connection to their childhood cartoons they grew up with?? Like I have rewatched ATLA and Dc Young Justice 3 gazzilionn time and still cant get sick of it. Like why cant i find something new?? I literally always go back to the same shows i watched when i was like 8.

Hi, I’m back! There are no classes during this day of the week but I have 2 upcoming exams for tomorrow so I have to really prepare for that. Anyway, I’ve had my lashes extensions this morning just for the sake of feeling extra girly and fab. It’s wonderful how it made me instantly happier than I was when my lashes were plain Jane, haha. I went to a nail salon too to get poly gel extensions but kind of surprised that the nail tech wasn't around so I’ll just find time tomorrow morning to have an appointment to another nail salon. I tell you what, there are a lot of nail salons in my city but it’s hard to get a good one... or prolly I’m just really such a picky person and I want nothing but the best if I can actually afford it. 

In the recent journey of my new life. Calmly, what is happening?

08/14/23

As the day goes by in learning in school, I can't help but notice unusual behaviours from my friends. 'What could be the problem?' I ask in my mind.

Though, my intuition tells me that this friend group is falling apart. Such short time eh? I admit, I did expected a time like this. I already knew from each one's behaviour which will stay and which will won't. In my life, I mean.

It is a pity, I admit. They seem to have potential in my mind yet they ruin it for themselves. I also have to admit that I feel better when I'm with others. They make me feel genuinely happy yet others? I feel uncomfortable.

Do you know that feeling when you feel like you're friends feel like they're hiding something from you and you feel left out? That is exactly how I feel.

Sometimes, maybe even always, I also said to myself: "If the situation/ place/ relationship makes you uncomfortable- Leave!"

However, if I leave, some might assume! maybe some might get on with their days. Isn't it awkward to have class with someone you fall out with? What can I even do my dear diary?

Not to mention, I love the other girls in it! Some of them might be even oblivious on what the other's unusual behaviours are! I might be just crazy?

Never mind, this stresses me out. I need to buy a matcha latte and buy a new dior perfume anyways or maybe its chanel? I completely forgot.