From their expressions at the top I get the feeling they both know exactly the kind of strain this is putting on Kuromama. Heâs reluctant to ask her to do more â to ask her for anything with her current level of health â but she cheerily insists on it because itâs what she does. For everyoneâs safety, they both need her to do her magic, even if he doesnât want her to get any sicker than she already is. By the middle panels he looks like heâs resigning himself to it, and sheâs trying to alleviate his guilt. And I LOVE this interplay between them. Itâs gone so quick, blink and youâll miss it, but itâs such a lovely little interplay of thoughts and feelings between them that doesnât even necessary reach the dialogue that theyâre saying out loud, and yet it all points to just how open they are to one another.
I love all this, but Iâm increasingly convinced that this might just be the last time they see each other, and that makes it so much more tragic in so many ways. Because if Kuropapa had followed his original intention they wouldnât have even had this final meeting, and this last glimpse of their relationship would never had had the chance to shine through. I donât know if this IS their final meeting, or if the blessing she gives will change things for the better or worse in the pages to come, but I think it speaks volumes as to just how much their duty pushes itâs way right up into their relationship and forces them into actions they otherwise wouldnât have picked for each other.
Because with this conversation they become âthe priestessâ and âthe protectorâ instead of two people who love each other dearly, and they both know that this very well might be the roles they ever get to play.
And yet they do it anyway, because they must. Because of COURSE they do, because itâs who they are â even if itâs not all of who they are. Theyâre united in this cause, and being on the potential brink of death doesnât change that even slightly.Â
And as gorgeous and amazing this all is, Kuroganeâs face perfectly sums up all my feelings about what is happening.
BECAUSE WE ALL KNOW WHATâS JUST AROUND THE CORNER.Â