#gilharris

Two years ago I was in upset, anxious about a possible fav character death, that ended happening, after that I had many negative feelings about the show and I have to admit that even now sometimes those feelings still come around, but looking back now, this journey gave me the chance of knowing so many great people that I`m still friends with and also took me towards where I`m now. I still like Neal Cassidy, but in the end I like MRJ more and on these 2 years, I got Sons of Liberty, The Finest Hours, this year comes out Carter and June and soon premiers a TV show that I love and that I keep up with since one year ago, called Game of Silence.

So in the end Killing Neal, gave me a new journey and that I`m liking very much, with one amazing cast, with one amazing story and so far with one amazing fandom and most of all MRJ is happy, so this path I`m now makes me happy and makes me move on from the past, not saying I don`t like Neal anymore, just saying,  that Neal is a fictional character and MRJ is a real person that deserves the best and be happy, so 2 years after I`m more ready to move on from the past and welcome the future and even if this GOS journey doesn`t last long, would have been worth the ride and I will be ready for what MRJ will do next, that I`m sure will be great because he deserves that and once again I say that nothing makes me more happy than seeing him having fun, happy and interacting again with cast members and fans, like he used to, so if he is happy and he moved on, he has my total support and that is not something I want to miss, because I keep thinking about was could have been, that is past and this is now and the future for sure will be great.