#mrj

A Mitsubishi MRJ SpaceJet prototype seen at Phoenix-Mesa Gateway Airport

DEC. 26, 2025 Friday 6:08 A.M. Here at work, night shift duty, Mr. J, Kamusta ka ? I want to greet you a Merry Christmas and advance, Happy New Year, sayo. Sana palagi kang masaya at Ok naman ang kalagayan mo. Nakaraan ko pag gusto mag post dito sa tumblr kasi Last Dec. 17, 2025 Wednesday around 9:00 A.M. *nagkita tayo muli* 🥹 🩷, hindi kita napansin pumasok sa Pharmacy nun kasi busy ako nag-assist sa patient then pagtingin ko sa harapan andun ka 🥹, then ikaw na yung next, bumili ka ng throat spray at antihistamine tab. Medyo natagalan ako sa paghahanap ng open box ng zyrtec tab mo, sa isip ko na lang is he looking at me while I am busy preparing his meds. 😅 and in my thoughts, sige titigan mo na ako ng bongga at hindi na naman tayo magkikita ng pakatagal tagal, Last kong kita sayo nung August pa, then lumipas ang mga buwan hindi ko alam bakit nung September as in wala kang paramdam, then nag-vacation ka ng October, bumalik ka ng November sa work, then ako naman ang nag-vacation. Almost 4 months no see tayong dalawa. Mabaliw baliw ako sayo. Wala akong karapatan magalit sayo, wala ka naman ginawang masama, sinubukan mo din naman kaso kulang pa, ako din naman may fault din, masyado akong aloof at snob at masungit sayo. And I am sorry for that, if may chance pa makilala natin ang isa't-isa babawi ako sayo. Pero now tingin ko malabo na, hindi ko alam ano ba nag-hold back sayo para i-pursue mo ako. Ok lang Mr. J, I will be fine, ibubuhos ko na sa post na ito lahat. Alam mo ba lagi ko tinatype ang J sa messenger search tapos hindi ako sure if profile mo yun. Pero, I think account mo yun ikaw ang Top 1 suggestion, sabi ni chatgpt algorithm lang yan hindi ka niya hinahanap. Starting today, hindi na ako mag-search ng ganun, it's becoming unhealthy na din. Tanggap ko na, no calls, no text and no love letter that will come from you. Alam kong gusto mo ako, pero I don't want to wait in vain. Nung nagkita tayo that day, pogi ka pa din naman, but you seem tired in my eyes, kumakain ka ba ng maayos? Kompleto ba tulog mo? May problema ba ? Tapos sabi mo bibilhin mo na lang ung meds kasi busy ka. So that day, nakapink ako nun plus pink eye glasses yung bago kong kuha kay Doc E. Gentle monster ang brand. I don’t know what you think of me that day. Sana, I leave a good lasting impression on you. Gaya ng ang Cute niya 😍 haha, Sana malaman ko, if cute ba ako sa paningin mo? Well, Mr. J, napasaya mo ako ng araw na yan 7days pa lang ako nasa QA niyan since I came back for VL and date 17th is my favorite number kasi it reminds me of my birthday. Nung pumunta ka ba sa Pharmacy totoo ba need mo ung mga kinuha mo and nagkataon lang na ako ang nakaduty? I mean mas gusto ko yung idea na pumunta ka kasi gusto mo ako makita🥰. Ayun ang haba na ng post ko, thank you sa kilig na dala mo, sorry sa pagiging masungit ko, may chance ka naman sa akin kaso mukhang ayaw mo akong makilala. Ingat ka palagi, wag ka mag-worry sa akin, I can handle this pain. I love you... ayoko mag-lagay ng goodbye. Mas gusto ko yung see you again, and sa moment na magkita tayo, hindi naman need na may kapalit ka na sa puso ko. Ang gusto ko ay ok na ako kahit hindi mo ako pinursue. Wala akong galit at hatred sayo. Special ka. So Mwahh Mwahh Tsupp Tsuppp 🥰 Mr. J, I wish you all the best ❤️

Xiao Tong's art for the cover is gorgeous as always, and it plus it being a standalone one volume story has made it an easy persuasion for me to read considering my current busyness 😓

Happy GLmas to us all! 👩‍❤️‍👩 We bid a warm welcome to the first baihe on the English market: The Beauty's Blade, out today from Seven Seas!

SEPTEMBER 05, 2025 Friday 9:11 P.M. I miss you, Mr. J, Kamusta ka na? It's been a while since I last saw you, ang pogi mo siguro lalo. I miss you so bad, and pwede ko bang sabihin I Love you Mwahh Mwahh 😘 ingat ka palagi, hindi ko sure if give up ka na ba sa akin😅, ayaw mo na ko pursue 🥹, May chance ka naman sa akin ehh, talk to me, get my number, just anything to start our communication.

July 11, 2025 Friday 5:52 A.M. and here I am nakaduty while typing this, my thoughts about you. Kamusta ka na kaya? Kumakain ka ba ng maayos? Kompleto ba tulog mo? Minsan ba, naiisip mo din ako? Did you give up on me already? Or are you still gathering the courage to talk to me? May dapat ba ako intayin from you? Or are you okay? To see me from afar? I am kinda exhausted right now, physically and mentally. Namiss lang kita, I actually want to look you in the eye 😄, yung matindihan eye contact level ganun. I wonder how you would react if you see my old videos playing a guitar 😄. Haisst madami sana ako gustong itanong sayo, pero siguro hanggang sa tumblr post na lang muna. So ayun, pwede ko pang habaan ito, pero masakit na kasi 🥹 sa heart.

JULY 09, 2025 Wednesday 4:54 A.M. , ito waiting ng uwian pang-night duty. So I decided na slowly aalisin na kita sa systema ko, Mr. J, sa previous tumblr post ko na inabot na ata ng 40+na notes sa mga kung anu anong ganap with him and my thoughts about him, I decided to end it. I don’t want to feed myself with delusions or fantasies that might not happen. Sa November 2025 pa sana ako mag-move on, if ever we are still strangers. Kasi nga in my thoughts baka naman magpakilala ka na? Nalalabuan na ako Mr. J, and I want to thank you for all the efforts you tried, like waiting for me pag uwian. Ikaw lang gumawa nun for me, I appreciate those moments 🥰, and I want to apologize to you if masungit ako or isnabera ang dating, hindi kasi tayo properly introduced so I cannot act like I am familiar with you. Gusto kong suklian or ibalik mga effort mo to me. Mapangiti ka ganun, kaso hindi tayo magkakilala, we are just colleagues in 2 different departments. Gusto kitang kamustahin, makausap or to know more about you as a person. It seems malabo na nga. Ayoko ng maranasan yung naramdaman kong pain, kay Mr. Dong nun, ayoko na elaborate dahil itong post na ito dedicated sayo Mr. J. Hindi ko alam if paano mo ako natitiis? Na ok lang sayo ganito, You can have my number if you asked. Umasa ako nung Feb. And I know it is my fault na umasa na baka may Love Letter ka for me? Chocolates, flowers afford ko yun. But just to know how you feel about me and to find a way for us to be in communication. So ayun, unti-unti na kita kakalimutan, ayoko na masaktan Mr. J. Kasi baka hindi naman ako gusto mo. Hindi ko alam paano ko kinaya yung unrequited love ko before, diba dapat sanay na? Pero hindi, sobrang sakit, gaya now gusto ko iiyak tong feelings ko, pero maya na lang sa room. I wish you all the best in Life. Sana palagi kang masaya. Hindi madali sa akin ito pero I need this thoughts out of my system. We could be friends, but anyway ingat ka palagi. Mag-start na ako mag-move on from you.