mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn suffering from PTSD and also concussion symptoms really fucks with you
I just wanna art but it's like there's this intrinsic fear of doing anything other than strictly what my mother wants me to do. Sucks, but hey, at least I'm getting work done rather than procrastinating because I literally can't manage to do anything else
(When will this tenseness in my muscles and strain in my breathing and ache in my bones go away? I wasn't given a moment to rest, and I have to deep clean the house and do laundry tomorrow, all alongside my schoolwork. I want it all to end, damnit.)

















