It’s time to create…

I actually want everyone to comment on this. I feel music is such a good way to get to know people bc it sometimes accurately portrays the emotions that we sometimes don’t know how to voice in our own words.

"Beauty begins when you decide to be YOURSELF." - Coco Chanel #weekender #weekendshouldneverend #makeuponfleek #barefootthursday #rosegold #happiness #gettingtoknowmyself #enjoyment #independentwoman (at Four Seasons Hotel Doha)

Maybe it was some kinda curse? Even when he went to the most wonderful place in the world, at least to him, those huge cranes kept following him... The good thing though, was that he knew that in this city they wouldn't build something completely out of sync with the surroundings. So he kept on writing this very new, very different story... Still, the world had to wait for a year or so. But then it would be surprised. REALLY surprised... #lisbon #lisboa #crane #clouds #thestory #meandmystory #prose #literature #laurieandthestoryof (Beginning to take shape... Already! But a long way to go...) #writing #inspiration #inthebeginning #gettingtoknowmystory #gettingtoknowmyself #mindscape #fiction #justonestepmore #beinghereforjusttwodaysandalreadythebigstoryinsideispressingontogetoutandeveninawaythatactuallymakesmethinkitwillhappen #udenfilter #mantelmomento (her: Lisbon, Portugal)

I didn't know what I wanted when I was 18 and I'm STILL learning more now what I want. I know myself better than I used to but I feel like there's still so much more to learn. I've learned that I identify as pansexual. I've never said it out loud. But it's true, I'm attracted to people and not genders. I've learned that I love purple, and my natural hair, and my two year old. And I want nothing more than for her to have the most amazing life and all of the happiness in the world. I love pizza and laughing and crying when it's needed or when I just need to vent my emotions. I've learned that I want someone that has complexities and feelings that they don't understand. Someone who doesn't have to have things just be black and white always because life is a fucking grey area. Nobody knows what the hell they want right away. This journey can be shit sometimes but it's mine and it's beautiful in its own way. I've learned that I feel comfortable venting on tumblr because I feel like no one will ever see it. I've learned that I can be dumb sometimes. All in all, that's really what life is right? A learning process.... and a feeling process.