#germanyau

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He heard your breath catch in your throat as he kissed against you thigh slowly making his way closer and closer to the part that was practically aching for him. His muscles arms held your hands as you squirmed under him. He looked up at you expecting to see your watery e/c staring back at down at him. But all he saw was your nervous eyes scanning around avoiding him all together.

Blowing some air against you he smirked as you jolted but you still didn’t look down at him. Planting a soft kiss against your pearl he crawled his way up your body, maneuvering so you weren’t under him anymore but so you were sitting in his lap. Your back was against his chest and the full length mirror was across from you.

Your eyes scanned over the parts of your boyfriend that you weren’t covering with your body. His shoulders were more than twice the size of you always making you feel safe as they practically shook with power. One of his arms was wrapped around your waist while the other hand was on your thigh rubbing the smooth skin.

Your eyes danced up his chest that had some small scars and the lightest tracing of hair. You went up his strong neck that had a love bite right below his ear from when you felt a little too confident. Up to his jaw that looked like it could crush a jaw breaker in one bite. The tick that always seems apparent from his clenched jaw was no longer seen because of his relaxed state and his cleft chin always made you weak to your knees. His slightly thin lips were tilted in a tiny smile, the dimple on his right cheek was barely visible. His nose was straight but you knew when he turned to the side it was a little bumpy from being broken. And then you got to his beautiful crystal icy eyes. They were encased in thick dark bloned lashes. His eyes held such love if anyone saw him look like that he would completely loose his reputation. (Well everyone saw how is eyes soften when you walk into a room). His eyes bore into yours through the mirror making you avert your eyes up further his body. His kept hair was now all messed up due to your running your fingers through it.

You instinctively brought your hand back behind you patting down the hair making it look almost normal. Before you brought your hand down he kissed your knuckles before making his way up your arm all the way to you shoulders. He gave you a small teasing bite, before he straightened up and sat his head on top of yours.

“It’s me Kätzchen.” He murmured so softly you could barely hear him.

“I know and that’s what makes it scary.” You said back leaning against him. You could make out the feeling of his strong heartbeat against your left shoulder.

“How does it make it more scary? It’s me Kätzchen. I love you so much and you know that.” He sighed kissing the back of your head before he unwrapped his arms and resting them on both of your knees.

“Because what if I’m not any good or what if it’s bad? Oh what if I make a weird face? Or you find another stretch mark-?” “Stop” He stated cutting off your rambling.

“You said you wanted to. If you don’t anymore than just say so. It’s okay, Liebling.” He continued reaching over to grab his discarded shirt Incase you wanted to cover yourself back up. You pushed his hand away.

“I do want to.” You turned around in his lap so you were facing him. “I am just scared- we’ll not really scared but nervous because I’ve never done this before and I’m not good at it.”

“Well how can you say if your not good at it if you’ve never done it? I mean I don’t expect you to be good because it’s your first time, Liebling. I mean if we stared and you started to do some pornstar move I would be concerned.” He reasoned making you laugh. “I would never do anything to hurt you, Y/N. You know that. We’ll just start off slow and we don’t have to do everything. If you want to do something after then that’s for you to decide. Just because we are doing this doesn’t mean we immediately have to have sex after. And I don’t expect anything from you in return, got it? This is about you, Understand?” He asked tilting your head up so you would look at him.

“I understand. Thank you, I love you, you know?” You asked pressing your nose up against his.

“You better.” He chuckled. “Ready?”

“Yes.”

“Good and don’t be afraid to look at me, or make any sounds. I want to hear and see everything.” He smiled maneuvering so you were back under him.

“O-okay.” You breathed as he trailed kisses back down your body. Your legs already quivering from his lightest touches.

*Germany has a butt chin and dimples and no one can convince me otherwise*

💕It would be my greatest pleasure! Thank you💕

How it started

He was probably out walking the dogs or getting out to clear his head when he saw you.

Something about you just drew him to you.

Weither it be your smile, the way you stopped to say hello to his dog or maybe you had a small scowl on your face from a hard day. Whatever it may be it caught his attention.

And somewhere in the back of his mind the thought of you started to gnaw away at him. He would try and retrace his steps everyday until he saw you again and when he did his social anxiety would get in the way of him actually talking to you. But he would pay close attention to you, to see if you still had the same effect on him.

He would then follow you from the distance to see where you were heading so he knew he had so way of knowing where you were.

This would slowly progress into him knowing your whole schedule. While studying yours he would subconsciously find ways to improve your schedule and make yours a part of his.

He would then slowly start to reveal himself to you. It may be he wears your favorite color as a shirt to grab your attention or maybe he’ll let his dogs off the leash and have them run to you so he could have an excuse to say a few words to you.

He would incorporate himself into your life in a way that you didn’t even realize it. He would do some word/picture association.

Like ever time you saw a dog you thought of him.

Or every time you saw your favorite color it would remind you of him.

Every time you saw a black/any coffee thermal you would think of him.

He would do things like this to get your attention but also make him a constant thought in your head.

After that

I don’t see him actually abducting anyone because he want them to feel natural and safe with him and even though he does all these things I don’t see him being a total psycho until later.

He will finally work up the courage to talk to you.

It would probably be a something like:

“I’ve been seeing you around a lot lately, are you new here?”

“Since we run into each other so often I feel like I should introduce myself.”

After that it becomes easier for him to start up a convo or ask for your number and then your relationship will bloome.

The relationship

You two will probably become close quickly. After all he was drawn to you for some reason, so something about the two of you together is bound to be magical. And it is.

He is extremely kind and conciderate. It seems like he always has your best interest and safety in mind- and he does. He will fall for you quickly and when he wants to make you happy. You will likely fall for him quickly as well and your relationship will seem perfect and it is....a little to perfect.

But then things will start to change.

Be will slowly start to become more protective.

It may start with little things like:

“Don’t Touch that it will hurt you.”

“Don’t walk on that side of the road, you could get hurt.”

“When you get there can you please text me so I know you got there safe.”

Most of these things just seem like he is caring but then it just progresses and progresses until it is:

“I don’t want you hanging out with them, they aren’t good enough for you.”

“You can’t go out that late.”

“No I will drive you, I don’t trust them with you.”

It will seem like the walls around your life are slowly getting smaller and smaller. The worst part about it, is you know that he genuinely cares and loves you and he love you so much that if something ever happened to you he would never heal. Because of that he doesn’t take any chances and will end up smothering you.

If you say something he may back off for a little but then he will go back to his old ways but more intensified.

If he notices your pulling away from him his grip on you will tighten.

“Why can’t you see I’m doing all of this for you?”

“I just need to protect you.”

“You couldn’t survive in this torturous world without me.”

“No one will do for you what I do.”

“Don’t you dare shy away from me.”

It will just keep going and going until the only time you can leave the house is with him. Your entire world will be him, yourself, and the dogs(in that order). He truly believes he is the only one capable of protecting you.

During this time he does take great care of you. Making sure you eat and sleep good. He will often place you on his lap and pet you while he is doing work. Or he makes sure to bake your favorites at least once a week. He comes up with fun workouts and safe and fun activities to do.

Even though you are in an abusive relationship he is very good at making you belive that you are in-fact better off with him than out in the world on your own.

The only people he lets you talk to without his interjection are your parents. As long as he knows you will be well behaved.

If you are a very well behaved and good girl than you will be on a looser leash and he will be more than willing to do anything you want- he has to make sure it is safe though.

But if you are bad he can quickly make your life hell.

He would of course try and change your mind. He wants to take that next step with you!

He knows there is a big difference between having sex for lust and having sex when you are in love. I mean you are the first person he loves so he’s never actually had sex while he’s been in love but he knows the difference. He has never had the urge to stay after or take care of the person. He never necessarily wanted them to feel good- he was doing it for himself. But with you he wants to stay and cuddle and make you feel amazing and watch as you snuggle against him just shining from the afterglow. He could give less of a damn if he felt good, all that matter is you are satisfied. He aches to be close to you, it physically affects him and that’s not something he could ever say to anyone before you.

Now about insecurities.

He would understand the fact that you had body image issues because he has them too.

After WW2 and the whole aryan race dispute he felt disgusted when he looked in the mirror at himself. All he saw was hate. The fact that he was ideally perfect in his bosses eyes made him nauseous. But he realized what was the point in dwelling on it. He is who he is for a reason. And who was he to hate himself for it?

He would ask you what made you dislike yourself.

Was it stretch marks?

Was it freckles?

A mole?

A scar?

Some fat?

Body hair?

Something disproportionate?

Well guess what he has them too. He has stretch marks on his lower back and hips and even some on his stomach. He has bright fresh pink ones and faded pale ones. He has more than enough scars. Fat he has it. Body hair, he has light dustings of it on his arms and some going down his stomach, that gets thicker and thicker the farther you go. And he has hair on his legs. He still has a light lingering of trench foot from the world wars- granted it is mostly just scarring, but it can be dry and flaky sometimes. His bottom teeth are crooked. He has a small scar on his cheek and above his left eyebrow. His nose is too big for his liking and he doesn’t like the way it’s a little bumpy from being broken. He doesn’t like how cold his eyes are. He would much rather have friendly eyes like America and France. He has long sausage fingers and veiny arms/hands. He doesn’t like how broad his shoulders are because it makes finding a good suit/shirt hard (plus they are extra expensive because of all that fabric) and it is intimidating. He wouldn’t mind being a few inches shorter because doorways are a bitch. It’s hard for him to text because his hands are so big. Do you know how hard it is to find mugs that he can fit his hand into? Or how hard it is to find shoes with a size 16 foot?!?! He has never looked graceful a day in his life and when he walks down stairs it’s sounds like they are going to collapse. Heck everyone can tell when he’s coming down the hall because it sounds like a mini stampede. He has never sat in a chair that didn’t squeak. His neck hurts from having to crane it down all the time. That’s one of the only reason he doesn’t mind talking to Russia because he doesn’t have to bend his neck. He has a birthmark on his shoulder blade in the shape of a depressed tree.

So baby girl, if you have problems with yourself......he’s got them too.

You have nothing to worry about with him. Your ‘imperfections’ aren’t imperfect they just make you unique.

He melts at the thought of knowing he is the only one who gets to see all of your little imperfections.

He doesn’t find them gross

He finds you absolutely adorable and anyone else who thought differently weren’t worth either of your guys’ time.

If you were at a restaurant and something like that happened he would quickly say

‘Nope it’s just going to be me and my girlfriend/wife, no kids yet.” As to which he would turn to you and give you a small supportive smile/small wink.

💕You aren’t annoying💕

This turned into more of a one shot!

“Y/N! Where are all my clothes?!” He shouted skimming through his entire closet. More than half of his long sleeves were missing! And the winter months in Germany were freezing. “I swear if I didn’t like her so much her ass would be on the streets.” He muttered to himself.

Yup he had a crush on you. Well more than a crush. You were his best friend! He would die for you, lie for you and one sometimes he even let you drink some of his beer. But this was too far! You stole his favorite hoodie. It was all black accept a little German flag sewn into the sleeve. It was given to him by the infamous Gilbert and had been his favorite article of clothing for 7 years straight! It was 100% cotton and felt like it was made in heaven itself.

Trudging down the stairs he could hear light music coming from the enclosed patio. The french doors were open that led to the patio and the hardwood floor creaked due to his weight. Stepping on to the patio he wrapped his arms around himself to keep warm since it was at least 10 degrees colder.

Turning his head he was about to scold you for stealing his clothes and leaving the door open when he words caught in his throat.

There you were snuggled on the patio bench with his German flag blanket tucked in your lap. Berlitz had his head in your lap while Blackie was laying laying directly under you. One of your feet was resting in Blackie’s back softly running up and down his back making his tail wag softly. Aster was sitting in front of you growling at the occasional squirrel or bird that lingered to long on the property, making you laugh lightly. You were adorned in his hoodie with the hood over your head and his flag sitting proudly on your arm, almost like a claim. A big mug of f/d was pressed between your hands. Your cheeks and nose a slight red from the cold and you sniffled every once in a while.

The sight made his body heat up a little bit, rolling his eyes he walked over to you sitting down extremely close to you. You untucked the blanket from under you and placed the other half on his lap. Blackie shifted so his head was on his owners foot and Aster decided that because Ludwig was there she didn’t have to play guard dog anymore. She scampered over to you before she collapsed on top of Blackie making the dog glare at her.

You both laughed at this action but his laugh was cut off as you snuggled deeper into his warm side. Looking down his icy eyes bore deep into your own e/c. His head hesitantly leaned down, continuing when you felt your chilly hand abandon the mug and place itself on his face pulling his face closer.

You know maybe he would let you keep his hoodie a little longer.

After all you did look gorgeous in his colors.

You gonna get kissed

💕Thank you so much! I think I know what you mean! If not just send in the ask again. We live for a misunderstood German💕

He will probably wake up before you and he’ll just lay in bed with you on top of his chest gently running his hands up and down you. He’ll do this until one of the dogs come in wanting to be fed and let out in the yard. Then he’ll do all of his bathroom stuff and come and gently wake you up.

After you wake up it’s time for a workout. 90% of the time he’ll already have all your water bottles and a snack packed. The workout will differ between a hike, swimming and full on cardio/weights (push ups, running, weights)

Monday & Thursday= Hike

Saturday & Tuesday= swim

Wednesday & Friday= full on cardio

Sunday is rest day

Then after workout it’s a massive breakfast.

Then after breakfast he will usually go up to his office for a few hours and work on paperwork. This is usually when you do whatever you need to do!

He will take a 10 minute break every hour and come down and visit you. The man is a tiny bit needy and he gets lonely all cooped up in his office. Plus just being around you makes him relax.

🙌🏻Lunch🙌🏻

Then it’s time to take the doggos for a walko

He is an extremely patient man when it comes to you but the way you flinch away from him would bother him. He would get in his own head.

Does she really not like me?

Am I unattractive?

Is there something wrong with me?

An issue of intimacy can effect any relationship but it would really affect one with him. He is an actions speak louder than words type of guy and if you shy away from his actions he won’t feel like he has a voice and would become very frustrated at how to get his point across. Especially if he found out you were willing to get drunk to have sex with him. That would really break his heart. He can wait for you till marriage, that’s no problem and he sure as hell wouldn’t want you to give yourself up to please him.

He knows that he can send you to cloud 9 and you would feel like a goddess after a night with him and the fact you can’t see it just hurts him.

All in all it’s not a good situation and there is only so long he can be patient.

He would sit you down and really have a heart to heart and try and get his emotions across to you. Because you are his everything and he doesn’t want to loose you but something needs to change. He would never force you to do anything of course!

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He’s not like that.

He wouldn’t just turn on his horny switch and demand sex now that you are married and he wouldn’t just throw kinky stuff at his virgin partner the first time they have sex.That post only applied to when he and his partner had been having sex for a while- married or not. Not every situation is the same and he would act differently in a different situation.

He would be open about the type of stuff he likes in the beginning of the relationship, so if his partner knows she doesn’t want to participate in that type of thing they can break up before things actually get serious and they fall in love.

He would kinda expect sex because saving yourself for marriage means you are waiting to have sex when your married, and you are now married.

Once again he wouldn’t force anything on you.

When I say “expect” sex I don’t mean he is going to demand or get mad if you decide you don’t want to. It’s just a custom for a couple to have sex on their wedding night.

Yes he would try to touch you but not like forcefully or completely catching you off guard type of grab. He hand would be placed on your thigh rubbing small circles, not going higher, but staying still etc. If you still didn’t catch on he would just be honest and ask where your head was at.

He’s blunt.

But that’s why we love him💕

These should help:

You kinda sound like the person who sent in these older asks too lol 😂 y’all be concerned over Germany.

https://allthingshetalia.tumblr.com/post/186895882812/how-would-germany-feel-about-having-a-virgin-so

https://allthingshetalia.tumblr.com/post/186915367092/what-would-germany-say-2-his-new-wife-during-the