#gah!!

I feel like crying bc I haven't drawn anything lately :< why must life require so much of my time that I cannot even do any or my hobbies? If it isn't chores, it's family events. If not that, it's physical needs (migraines, sleepiness). I just need to recharge myself in a way that let's me disappear from a world that needs me all the time.

i keep thinking about my new friend and being sad and worried... theres nothing i can do tho, so im trying to think about other stuff instead :( i brought my baby stuffie to martial arts class today (not the first time hehehe...) he likes to go on adventures!! i tried to show him to people driving by through the window, but most people didnt look, and the ones who did didnt react... except one guy!!! :) he was a really tough and cool looking man, like a biker or something... he smiled and nodded at us and that made me happy! :)

may have to force myself to sit down and watch the fallout show just for maximus…he seems so dezcore…

ptsd nightmares are so ridiculous. what do you mean i'm being haunted by the horrors of my past all day AND night? what do you MEAN i can't escape the suffering as a result of someone else's carelessness?

ig needs a better blocking system bc if I don't stop seeing bizarre fake psychology posts with the absolute worst takes I'm gonna delete my whole account