#fullmoonparadise

I take thy hand I hear thy voice Until I understand

Why does my heart go on beating While my body and mind Bleed no more No thought no cry And my body will die When the world sings to my core Why is my temper still rising When my will and my wit Lose their bite No battle no brawl Would bring me to fall Yet silence Will spread through my mind Silence and chanting alternate I got little space in between And like a ban whispered to my mind I'm slowly going insane Call the shadows I'm sinking I'm loosing my stand With no cure or death I'm reaching no end Until hopelessness Drives me to my demise And I am falling To a rotten paradise

My argent queen, once I thought, of pride and worth, and wrath I looked upon your pale, fair face And followed down your path Once, I was torn and driven between honor and disgrace Until all hope and life and light Dissolved beneath a haze Oh Lady, all of my desire I lost and earned again Once in a day, once in a week I wondered, here and then How I got lost inside this mire Of hopelessness and rage I fled, I charged, I stashed rushing to the deepest, darkest stage I called you lady, even then Yet bitterness is gone My fear and fume slowly recede And every task is done I still can hear your chant When you are full and fair But now, your voice is far and faint My mind diverted and restrained And I feel banned and bare Under a new, seductive call Ensnaring all my heart