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Oh BDSM.

Always controversial, no matter what. No matter how many documentaries come out or how many books there are....it's all bad and wrong.

Behold the horrified victim, Jae-seung Choi. A staffer who helps at model photo shoots at the ripe old age of 29. He's mediocre. He's boring. He's a classic vic....his phone is stuffed full of casual sadistic partners and he's so motivated by playtime its his reward after a hard day. Forget tv or alcohol. He's only ever wanted one thing since his first man in high school.

Who he meets again on a random casting day.

Why did they break up?

They were having so much fun.

Anyway Eli is a famous American model who broke through the crowd. Yes, there are millions of hotties. Eli made it by hiding his face and using only his body and a mystery. A big risk for a model! It paid off though. After all a model is only a hanger for clothes. There are plenty of brands that would rather have the focus downward than upward.

Eli is a wealthy successful ideal tale.

He's also Jae-seung Choi's first love. His real name is Hoyun, and he's back in town to reveal his face and hunt down uh....his high school boyfriend from 13 whole years ago.

I'm starting to understand why they broke up...

Oh, isn't it horrible? So stereotypical. A Victim getting beat down.

Listen.

I think the point is I don't get it. I don’t think I need a degree in sex kinks to take a leap and say Jae-seung Choi isn't really scared of the violent part of this.

Its the real life power play that really bothers him. Hoyun was a nightmare because he's an ideal sadist in the bedroom and a control freak out of it. A combination built for disaster! This is a complicated problem. The right way is "learning how to turn it off" or "safe words" etc.

His job gets threatened in an instant. "Eli" uses his new status as a trap, and its so classic and horrible and awful BUT I don't have to feel bad for the victim this time. Which is nice.