Additionally she doesn't even realize all her misguided "advice" and telling me it won't make me confident later in life doesn't HELP

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HOMIE IF A GUY DOESN'T WANNA DATE ME ONLY BECAUSE OF MY ARMPIT HAIR AND LEG HAIR AND THEY LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE THEN NOOOOO

AAAAAND IM SORRY TO TELL YOU BUT IM NOT LIMITED TO MEN ;W;

(Below the cut is some swearing, mentions of manipulation, sex, and manipulation, if you do not want to read about any of this, do not continue)

It ruins everything for me, and it is just so hard for me to function emotionally and mentally when i am on my period. Especially when it comes to my social media access, which i know is a very small even non issue in comparison to my other more important issues surrounding my autism and whatnot.

It just makes me feel so greasy. And limited, like more challenged and limited than usual. I am more prone to lashing out at people, more prone to impulsivity, more prone to just.... Being immature despite my grown ass age. And it is just every single month and that gets tiring after a while. I swear it's like i am only normal for one second before my period wrecks the whole thing.

And this is why i am really invested in permenantly getting rid of my period so that i don't have to deal with this bullshit anymore. By that i mean getting an injection to get rid of it entirely. But there is a fucking problem because why the fuck not. If i go on it for more than two years it can bad for my body and mind so we're trying to refrain from talking about permenant when it comes to my period.

Every suggestion like this is a suggestion to move backwards, not forwards. How can people who love Doctor Who be so terrified of change?

6 hours.

5'7" me in the way back with the dog. (he did nothing wrong I luv him)

At almost all our gas station stops this mfer (stepdad) only gets snacks or ACTUAL FOOD for himself

Like wha????

We stopped at a Buccees gas station when there was AN HOUR LEFT IN THE DRIVE

Just cause he wants jerky and then he gets more than jerky and that takes him even longer

Still got no one else anything even tho no one else has had dinner and lunch was a sandwich with whatever chips we had been snacking on.

I'm not going to say that religion, wholesale, is a hoax, and if I said that before I said in a moment of frustration. Religion serves many people in the exact capacity it was made for: bringing hope and community to people.

However I do see larger scale Christian churches taking people for a ride, promising whatever they want if only they donate XYZ to the megachurch, because, ya know, MONEY is how we get to heaven now, ignore that whole "fitting a camel through the eye of a needle" bit.

Much more specifically: here in America lately we've seen the rise of the Christian "fuck you" crowd who seems to have never read a Bible but will cherry pick any verse they want to disparage and be a shitty human. The ones that think empathy is a sin, and that the sermon on the mound is "too weak for today" to preach. Those are the folks I have a bigger issue with.

Okay so uhm there's something that genuinely pisses me off and that's people just assuming like. Proship is apart of the rarepair part of shipping. No the hell it fucking isn't. Like I saw a comment on a video going against a Snapdragon and Shadow Milk fanfic (which like. First of all that's nasty as fuck, Snapdragon is a literal newborn) basically saying how they're against rarepair stuff because of it.

Now uhm. I don't really get into proship discourse because like. I don't wanna see or hear that sick fuck shit because of the stupid algorithm and like. The fact that I simply don't want to add fuel to the fire like they want to.

But equating or even shoving proship in the same category as rarepairs is fucking stupid. Now, as anyone in the nonexistent audience can see, I have a cookie run rarepair. I even ship some others for it and different fandoms. So as someone who has these obscure ships or ships two obscure characters together, I find it highly fucking disrespectful that someone is literally equating wanting an adult to do nasty things with a baby to wanting to see a knight and a captain that haven't canonically met kiss. That's COMPLETELY different. One is a proship/dark ship. The other is just regular fucking shipping with two characters that aren't really paired together.

Ending it off here, do I mean any offense by this? No. Just trying to vent out my frustration. Am I gonna resent anyone with the sentiment? No, I just really wish you'd differentiate these things better thank you💖 I simply want to exaggerate my tone here to also just actually make this feel like keys jiggling in your face bro like HEY HEY KEYS LOOK PAY ATTENTION y'know