#antinatalism

I hate the fact that carnivores rely on pain in order to live, I hate male animals for preying on female animals, I hate parasites for making their hosts suffer, I hate viruses for drawing blood even though they aren't sentient, I hate it when animals fall into mud pits or get injured falling and die for no reason, I hate how hatchlings fight each other to the death for parental attention, I hate how parents kill their own babies, I hate that animals have babies at all.

and btw having a child is the worst thing you can do to exacerbate global warming - the greatest future cause of suffering known to us today.

and the absence of suffering hypothetically implies that people experience no negative emotions.

Another thing i'm not capable to understand is how people are living with dysphoria. My dysphoria completely destroyed my entire life and turned me into a literal (barely) walking corpse, which are being alive only because i'm scared of death and don't want to experience a physical pain from dying, but i don't have the strength to live either. I'm just existing in agony, hopelessness and despair, being unable to accept my fate and prolonging my sufferings, because i can't end my life and can only wait until i starve to death on the streets or die from a heart attack. Jax's nihilism is pretty much understandable, that's the only way i can cope with my existence, if nothing matters, then my problems doesn't matter as well and so they don't hurt as much, if my brain tries to make this life matter then my problems starts to hurt extremely hard again, what only causing my brain to retreat back into my nihilistic state, i simply can't function and exist any other way without my existence being an unbearable torture. Even if i could transition, IT DOESN'T MATTER, because i can't get the body and face, which i want to have, nor i can get the physiological functions for my body, which i want to have, because HRT and surgeries are not turning you into the opposite biological sex magically. People are accusing me of being a transphobe for talking about the objective facts of this reality, when i'm not discriminating anyone nor support something that is directed against them, i'm talking about my case and my problems, not the other people, they never could understand my case and what i desire. Another problem is that even if i could transition, i will eventually become old and ugly and then just die and lose everything, i can't become who i want to be nor i can keep it.

Life is not worth living no matter how you look at it. What baffles me the most is how LGBT community has the natalists amongst them, you think forcing people to exist with dysphoria is a morally right and good thing to do? really? nice logic, and then these people would tell someone that they're ungrateful or bad people for hating their parents for forcing them to go through this and experience this hell in the first place, when that was completely avoidable. It's so annoying when society keeps telling you "go visit a therapist", like, they don't even understand how absurd this advice sounds, THERAPISTS ARE NOT THE MAGICIANS, THEY CANNOT MAGICALLY TURN YOUR BODY INTO SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT, THEY CANNOT MAKE YOU IMMORTAL AND ETERNALLY YOUNG, THEY CANNOT STOP THE UNIVERSE ITSELF FROM DYING, what's so hard to understand about this when you're telling me this bullshit advice for the 999th time? THERAPY ARE COMPLETELY USELESS IN MY CASE.

Broke is bad but broke and preganant is worse

Full stop, being pregnant is one of the worst possible things you could do to your body and the medical system will not help you.

Get sterilized. They didn't take away rights to give them back. They are going to keep rolling them back as more women choose childfree. We can always trampoline and tansy don quai but it would be nice to have safer options.

Oh! here's one i made up: if you can temperature stress your body will choose the host over the parasite, so if you overdue it in the sauna or steamroom with cold showers you can shock the system into reset. Twice a day, really just cook, and then diet restrict a bit. Boom! Dead parasite.

Btw the way this turns out is: men try to rollback rights, it works for a short while, women rebel in every way. Get into postions of power and then roll out newer better rights, the birthrate continues to plummet to hell as more women thrive because they are not mothers. The world improves, men are still disgusting as always but nobody wants them. They are forced to improve. Women stay in power, girls feel better, patriarchy slowly dies. Men are treated as the ill animals they are and removed from decision making. Less than 50% of all adults have 1 child. Women get sterilized in their 20s and go on to change the world. Live full lives. Children are safer, people are kinder and happier. Rapists are publicly tortured. Pdfiles are publicly tortured and executed. Nature heals.

Rolling back roe v wade was the dumbest thing they could have done because permanent options are now the safest. I am in a country with abortion access, I still got sterilized. Its been 1 year and month in 3 days! And its been subtle, but i feel safer. When I see men staring at my body they think 'I want to ruin that' and get to think 'you CANT!' it cannot be done. I am freeeeeeeeeee forever from the doom.

Its also so nice to look at your breeder relatives and acquaintances and look at their shit lives and think 'awww yeah, it's not going to be that for me!' Not like that. It's not going to be like that for me. I get to be me forever! I get to have my own body forever!